Am I really such a person?

Zhou Tianle didn't go to Mo Homesick for a few days, he locked himself in his room, ruined himself, tortured himself, it seemed that he could feel better in this way, and he would punish myself for Liu Yuxin.

Zhou Tianle's will became more and more negative, low, and he didn't dare to see Liu Yuxin again, her words burned my body like a poisonous fire, but did you give up like this? No, I haven't given up, she has never talked about her boyfriend, her heart must be full of anger towards herself all these years, it doesn't matter, what's the use of my face, I have achieved nothing, I have nothing, I still want to do so much, what else can I lose, being scolded by Liu Yuxin is better than ignoring herself, scold, let her scold, let her scold enough to scold a pleasure, she should be thick-skinned, no, it should be faceless and skinless. What am I doing in this room, it's better to go out and scold than here, at least I can see her, and I'm going to dangle around her world. In each other's life trajectories, leave a deep imprint.

Zhou Tianle continued to go to Mo Xiang's house to eat beef noodles, but he didn't see Liu Yuxin for more than a week, and he suddenly realized that he really ignored Liu Yuxin too much, and he didn't know which university she was studying in until now? What is your major? Where do you work now? What do I like and don't like, I don't even know her birthday, have I really paid attention to her? Zhou Tianle began to doubt his relationship with Liu Yuxin at the beginning.

I'm really not a qualified boyfriend, why should I wait for her to come back, why don't I take the initiative to find her. When I was in Shenzhen, didn't I think about being more active, taking the initiative, now what's the matter with eating hot dry noodles every day, I can't sit still anymore, I want to muster up the courage to take the initiative, just treat myself as a scoundrel.

Zhou Tianle walked up to the boss and the proprietress when there were not many guests at Mo Homesick's house, and said bluntly: "Uncle and aunt, my name is Zhou Tianle, and I am Yuxin's ex-boyfriend."

The boss and the proprietress glanced at each other, looked at Zhou Tianle, and felt inexplicable. Zhou Tianle doesn't care about anything, I don't care about their expressions, I don't care what they want to say to themselves, I want to finish my words first. Zhou Tianle continued: "I broke up with Yuxin, I regret it now, and I want to start over with her. But I haven't seen her in the past few days, uncle and aunt, where is Yuxin now? I couldn't find her, anxious. ”

The boss and the proprietress stood still and stared at Zhou Tianle after speaking, and after Zhou Tianle finished speaking, the boss continued the dough work in his hand, and the proprietress gave the noodles in each bowl of seasoning.

Zhou Tianle was strange that they were indifferent to their status as their daughter's boyfriend and were silent.

Is it that you are not sincere?

Zhou Tianle continued: "Uncle and aunt believe in me, I will definitely be good to Yuxin."

The boss said impatiently: "Oh, you go to the women and children to see, don't stop us from doing business."

Zhou Tianle said "thank you" and immediately ran to the Women's and Children's Hospital.

The boss and the proprietress stretched their necks to look at Zhou Tianle's back and smiled at each other.

When Zhou Tianle came to the Maternal and Child Health Hospital, he blamed himself for not knowing what his ex-girlfriend did? Did your previous self really regard her as someone you liked?

Standing in front of the gate of the hospital, Zhou Tianle began to blame himself again, damn, really damn it, why did he run so fast, he didn't ask why Yuxin was in the maternal and child health hospital, a doctor? Is it a nurse? Or other staff members?

After entering the hospital, Zhou Tianle took the initiative to come forward and ask, "Hello, do you have a person named Liu Yuxin here?"

The nurse looked Zhou Tianle up and down and said, "Yuxin, who doesn't know her, a level 10 erhu master." I just don't know who you are? What's the matter with her? ”

When Zhou Tianle heard that Liu Yuxin was really here, he was very happy in his heart, and he said with a smile: "My name is Zhou Tianle, and I am her ......."

Zhou Tianle didn't say the word "ex-boyfriend" immediately, thinking about what an ex-boyfriend is, it's better to be a current boyfriend, how can an ex-boyfriend say it. No, I'm a scoundrel, a faceless scoundrel, what else can't be said, why do scoundrels care so much.

Zhou Tianle looked at the nurse squarely and said, "I am her ex-boyfriend, and I came to her today to admit my mistake to her."

The nurse asked with some surprise, "Are you her ex-boyfriend?" Looks like she's obsessed with you. ”

When Zhou Tianle heard this, he hurriedly asked, "How do you say it?"

The nurse said: "The whole woman and child are left with only our sister Xin alone, we don't know how many people have been introduced to her, she doesn't want to, and she doesn't even want to see people."

Zhou Tianle determined that Liu Yuxin's profession was a nurse, and he was overjoyed, if this nurse said it well, Yuxin must have me in her heart. Zhou Tianle said: "Where is she now?"

The nurse said, "She's in the operating room now, you can't get in, if you have anything to tell me, I'll tell her."

Zhou Tianle said: "You told her that I would not give up on her, and I would wait for her here."

After the nurse went upstairs, Zhou Tianle found a chair and sat down and waited, until twelve o'clock at noon, the nurse came down from the upstairs and said to Zhou Tianle: "Yuxin asked me to tell you three words."

Zhou Tianle hurriedly asked, "Which three words?"

The nurse glanced at Zhou Tianle and said, "Get away."

Then several nurses came down from upstairs, they saw Zhou Tianle covering his mouth and snickering, he didn't know how Liu Yuxin told others about himself, he chose to continue to sit back in the chair and wait for Liu Yuxin, he wanted to see Liu Yuxin, wanted to talk to her, and felt that there were too many words between us that were not spoken.

Zhou Tianle waited for Liu Yuxin, and when he saw Liu Yuxin coming downstairs in a nurse's uniform, he immediately greeted him. Liu Yuxin only glanced at her and walked in the other direction, and Zhou Tianle followed regardless of the others. He stopped in front of the women's locker room and waited for Liu Yuxin to come out at the door.

Liu Yuxin changed into civilian clothes and came out, saw Zhou Tianle standing at the door, and said expressionlessly, "What do you want to do?" Want to reconcile? ”

Zhou Tianle didn't beat around the bush, and said bluntly: "Yes, I want to start over with you."

As soon as the words fell, Liu Yuxin blurted out and said, "Impossible."

After saying that, he walked out, Zhou Tianle hurriedly followed, and continued: "I will work hard, I will wait for you to promise me."

Liu Yuxin said: "Then you wait, don't wait in the hospital, I'm embarrassed today."

Zhou Tianle said: "It will definitely not affect your work."

Liu Yuxin asked, "How do you know that I work here?"

Zhou Tianle said: "Your parents told me."

Liu Yuxin asked in surprise, "What did my parents tell you?" How do you ask my parents? ”

Zhou Tianle said: "I said that I am your ex-boyfriend, and now I regret knowing your goodness, and I want to reconcile with you, I will cherish you."

Liu Yuxin said: "You are really shameless."

Zhou Tianle said: "I'm not a face, it's bacon."

Out of the hospital, Liu Yuxin kept walking to the right, that was not the way home, Zhou Tianle asked, "Where are you going?"

Liu Yuxin ignored it and continued to walk, and after walking for a while, Liu Yuxin entered the swimming pool, Zhou Tianle also followed, and Liu Yuxin changed into his swimsuit and swam for an hour. Zhou Tianle bought a swimsuit at the swimming pool and sat by the pool and watched for an hour.

After swimming, Liu Yuxin then returned to work in the hospital, and Zhou Tianle continued to follow her like a fart, without saying or asking, he seemed to have made up his mind to accompany her like this.

In the afternoon, Zhou Tianle sat on a chair in the hospital hall and waited for Liu Yuxin to get off work, and at noon he only ate buckets of instant noodles in a small shop outside.

Zhou Tianle is very happy today, because Liu Yuxin talked to himself, and the most hurtful thing in a relationship is ignorance and indifference. Although Liu Yuxin is a little indifferent to herself, she does not ignore herself, as long as she perseveres, she will definitely succeed.

In addition to thinking about Liu Yuxin, Zhou Tianle also wanted to do his job, he wanted to find a job nearby, as long as he could go to work with Liu Yuxin and get off work together. He first approached the security department of the Women's and Children's Hospital and asked if they were still hiring, and the security guard shook his head. He went to the hospital again, but the quota was full. In the next few days, after Zhou Tianle accompanied Liu Yuxin to work, he went to look for a job nearby, but unfortunately he didn't find one that matched his heart, so he didn't care about it for now, the man had to start a family first and then start a business.

When he got off work, Zhou Tianle followed behind Liu Yuxin, always keeping a distance of seven meters, he could see Liu Yuxin without annoying her, Zhou Tianle sent Liu Yuxin home, he went to that home, and stayed there for one night when he met Liu Yuxin for the first time, and only left after seeing the lights in Liu Yuxin's house turned on.

Zhou Tianle got up on time at six o'clock in the morning and rushed to Liu Yuxin's house, he wanted Liu Yuxin to see him at first sight when he went out. That's right, just a dead face chase.

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