What do I want for myself? What kind of life do I want? Have I really made up my mind?

Zhou Tianle thought about this question for a few days and nights, until Brother Xi asked him, what is the name of your cat. Zhou Tianle made a decision.

Zhou Tianle replied: "It's called Gu Yu."

At the moment when Brother Xi asked, only the word "Gu Yu" flashed in his mind.

On April 20, 2013, it was the Gu Yu solar term, four years ago today, I proposed to Liu Yuxin to break up, she asked me to remember this day forever, but in the past few years, "Gu Yu" has long forgotten cleanly. Damn, really damn it, why it's so hard to remember those two words.

When the valley rain reappears, it will make waves.

Zhou Tianle decided to go back to Wuhan, he made up his mind to chase Liu Yuxin back, begged her to forgive her for her mistakes, and start over, he would definitely be able to take good care of her and shelter her from the wind and rain. Zhou Tianle, you remember, choosing the beginning is choosing to persevere, I can't be as muddy as before, I want to live for the goal, and Liu Yuxin is my goal.

Job? How to solve the problem when I went to work in Wuhan? At this time, Zhou Tianle remembered what Yun Jiuge said about what certificate to take, yes, it is easy to find a job with a certificate, but what certificate can be taken? Think about how you can make money if you go to Wuhan because you are talented, incompetent and have no expertise.

For the sake of work, Zhou Tianle thought about it for a few days and didn't think of what he could do: no matter what, if he really can't do it, he will go to the construction site to move bricks, he is young and strong, what are you afraid of, can't you live? Take the first step first, people always have to be impulsive several times in their lives, and only after taking the first step can they force themselves to take the second step, first go back to Wuhan, then chase Liu Yuxin, and finally look for a job. You have to take it one step at a time, think so much, and don't even take the first step, isn't it in vain?

After making up his mind, Zhou Tianle went to tell his uncle about going to Wuhan, but his uncle disagreed but did not stop him, but just asked Zhou Tianle to tell his parents. After finishing speaking, the parents didn't say yes or no, they only asked what they were doing in Wuhan, and there was no acquaintance there, and no one took care of them.

Zhou Tianle said: "If there are no acquaintances, I want to create acquaintances, I want to decide my own things, go my own way, one person and one city, impulsively once, and do my best." Even if it's a miserable mess, I'm ready. ”

When he left Shenzhen, Zhou Tianle invited his uncle to a meal, and Zhou Tianle was really grateful to his uncle, because he knew that he was not very capable, and his uncle had always taken care of himself in Shenzhen. The uncle said to Zhou Tianle: "If you encounter any difficulties in Wuhan, call your uncle, even if you can't help, you can come up with an idea."

After that, Zhou Tianle invited Brother Xi and his wife to have a meal, not for anything else, but to have a good time, and say hello before leaving. The sister-in-law said that she was about to leave before she could introduce a partner to Zhou Tianle, and Zhou Tianle said confidently: "I already have a girlfriend, and I want to be with her when I go back to Wuhan."

I seemed to be expecting something, but I was panicking.

Back in Wuhan, Zhou Tianle found a place to rent, and he only had two requirements for the house: one was not too far from Mo Xiang's home, and the other was cheap enough. If you leave Shenzhen, you will have no economic resources, and the money you have saved in the past few years cannot be empty, and you can save a little bit before you find a job.

After settling down, Zhou Tianle plucked up the courage to go to Mo Homesick's house. Every morning, he went to eat the cheapest and most characteristic hot dry noodles in Wuhan, but today he didn't see Liu Yuxin, he felt a little lost, and prepared a lot of words to say to her, and when he saw that she was not there, these words were also emptied in his mind. Just let him find out that the busy boss and the proprietress will stare at him from time to time, do they know my relationship with Liu Yuxin? No, don't think so much, don't care so much, don't be disturbed by other factors, they know how they don't know what, I have only one goal, that is, your daughter Liu Yuxin.

After eating hot dry noodles for ten days in a row, Zhou Tianle waited for Liu Yuxin. When Zhou Tianle saw Liu Yuxin, she was wearing an apron and helping her parents work like a few years ago. When Liu Yuxin saw Zhou Tianle standing at the door, his eyes only stopped for a short time, and what Zhou Tianle felt from the other party's eyes was disdain and anger.

Zhou Tianle has always hinted in his heart that he is brave and proactive, what are you afraid of? How can I see my ex-girlfriend and be cowardly. He walked into Mo Xiang's house and said, "Let's have a bowl of beef noodles." ”

After two minutes, Liu Yuxin put his face on the table in front of Zhou Tianle, and Zhou Tianle was about to speak, but found that Liu Yuxin turned around and walked away without even looking at himself. Zhou Tianle was very disappointed when he saw the beef noodles, very uncomfortable and sad, because he didn't add more coriander to the noodles. He thought that Liu Yuxin regarded himself as a stranger who had never seen him.

Zhou Tianle watched Liu Yuxin busy while eating beef noodles slowly, eating a bowl of noodles for more than an hour, Liu Yuxin didn't even look at himself. It wasn't until after nine o'clock, when there were not many guests, that Liu Yuxin took a look at Zhou Tianle, Zhou Tianle just smiled at her, but she couldn't feel Liu Yuxin's smile, but was indifferent, ignored, and disdainful.

When Liu Yuxin cleaned up the table and passed by Zhou Tianle, Zhou Tianle called out softly: "Yuxin."

Liu Yuxin was stunned for a moment and then sat down opposite Zhou Tianle, her face was expressionless, and she said in a cold tone: "Are you here to find me?"

Zhou Tianle said: "Yes, I came to find you, I miss you."

Liu Yuxin's eyes suddenly stared at Zhou Tianle fiercely, and asked rhetorically: "Do you miss me?"

Zhou Tianle didn't dare to look at Liu Yuxin's eyes, lowered his head, and said in his mouth: "Yes, I miss you."

Liu Yuxin still stared at Zhou Tianle and said, "I know what you mean, you come with me."

Liu Yuxin unbuttoned her apron and threw it on the table and said to the proprietress: Mom, I'm out. walked out without waiting for a reply, Zhou Tianle hurriedly followed after putting the noodle money under the bowl.

Liu Yuxin walked quickly, completely ignoring Zhou Tianle's existence, Zhou Tianle didn't know where Liu Yuxin was going to take him, and he didn't know what she was going to do? But now it's nice to walk on the road with someone by your side!

Liu Yuxin didn't say a word, and she ignored Zhou Tianle's words to her, so Zhou Tianle followed Liu Yuxin into a hotel. Liu Yuxin walked into the elevator after opening a room at the front desk, and Zhou Tianle hurriedly followed.

After entering the room, Liu Yuxin closed the door, closed the window and began to take off his clothes, saying while taking them off: "What are you waiting for, take it off quickly."

Zhou Tianle stepped forward and asked, "What are you going to do?"

Liu Yuxin said nonchalantly: "What are you doing?" **Ah, didn't you come to me just to talk to me**? ”

Zhou Tianle said very angrily: "Why do you say that? You're humiliating me, you're trampling on yourself, I'm not that person, and neither are you. ”

Liu Yuxin's long-standing resentment broke out at this moment, and she yelled: "You are not such a person, you still have the face to say that you are not such a person, from the first time we met to the time you broke up, the time you saw me was not for this, I did too much, and I was dumped when I got tired of playing, right?"

Zhou Tianle's tears suddenly flowed out, he didn't expect that he would be such an unbearable, vulgar, and emotionless person in Liu Yuxin's heart. Zhou Tianle said: "Why do you look at me like this?"

Liu Yuxin said: "If you don't look at you like this, how can you look at you."

Zhou Tianle didn't know how to defend himself for a while, Liu Yuxin looked at Zhou Tianle, who was speechless, and became even more angry, continued to take off his clothes and said: "Come, do it quickly, I have to go to work when I'm done."

Zhou Tianle rushed over and pressed Liu Yuxin's hands and said loudly, "Don't be like this."

Liu Yuxin's tears suddenly gushed out, and she yelled hysterically, "Don't touch me."

Zhou Tianle didn't want Liu Yuxin to be angry, so he let go of her hand and retreated, his hands were at a loss, his heart was in a mess, he didn't know what he was going to say next, what he had to do to make Liu Yuxin's heart feel better. This is not my original intention to go back to Wuhan, this time I came back, I didn't want to hurt her, I didn't want her to be angry, but at this time, I was like a child who had done something wrong, standing here helplessly and being scolded.

Liu Yuxin simply tidied up her clothes, wiped away her tears, stared at Zhou Tianle fiercely again, and pushed him aside who was blocked in the aisle, and said, "Stay away from me." He opened the door and walked out.

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