Chapter 48: Weeping

History seems really boring, and if you are not interested in history, it is better to stay away.

At eleven o'clock in the evening, Zhou Tianle woke up, he felt that the cold had improved a lot, and his stomach was rumbling at this time, thinking that he had only taken medicine today, but he hadn't eaten much food. got out of bed and took a bucket of instant noodles in the cabinet and soaked them, You Da and Ai Xuexue were not there, Zhou Tianle looked out the window and waited for the boiling water to soak the noodles.

Zhou Tianle was waiting for the noodles to soak while thinking about other things: "Watanabe" didn't seem to have come back for a few days, was he seduced away by other cats, or did he think that it was better to wander with me, the owner. The feeling of loneliness hit the whole body, and I was sad, I obviously have a girlfriend, why do I often feel lonely? It's good to be lonely, free and free.

I really don't want to look at history anymore, and the little interest I have left has been squeezed out of history, and now I don't want to do anything, my head is empty, lying on my back, lying on my back, and I come to this world alive, who can live back. Everyone is going to die, it's just at a different time.

After eating noodles and drinking soup, I was already sweating. This sweat is refreshing, and the cold will definitely be cured tomorrow. But now I don't have the slightest intention of sleeping, I have no intention of sleeping for a long night, how to spend it, and continue to read history? Forget it, my eyes are about to burst. Look at the lights outside the window, listen to the chirping of night insects, and just live like this. There are many thoughts in my head, many things come to mind, and the thoughts of some abnormal people are endless. Man is such an inexplicable animal.

Zhou Tianle's eyes were still looking out the window, where there was light and darkness, they were interdependent, and no one could do without the other. I thought of Xuanxuan, Liu Yuxin, Shuxin, parents, children's anecdotes, learning bicycles, jumping rubber bands, paper airplanes, marbles, cart hoops...... Then I thought about my school career and my first love, and even thought about what kind of work I might do in the future to support my family, how many children I will have, what my mood will be like to become a father, and whether I will embark on the road of cheating in marriage, divorce, leaving the house, and remarrying. I thought about whether I would die smoothly and naturally, or die of some disease, or die at work, or be stoned to death by something while walking, be hit by a car while crossing the road, choke to death from eating, choke to death from drinking water, or die from drinking. Will you be stimulated by some kind of can't think about it, jump off a building, cut your wrists, hang yourself, and drink pesticides. Or just like this, the eyes are glazed and the eyes are blank, and they are treated as mentally ill, waiting to die in a mental hospital, or they go on the path of crime, murder and arson, adultery and plunder, they are shot, they are stabbed with knives, and they are comforted. Or you will die in the next second, think too much, and be directly brain dead.

If I do die, what will happen tomorrow? You Da and Ai Xuexue must have been scared stupid, no one will live in this dormitory anymore, and even the entire floor will be emptied, and then a ghost story will be circulated, the deceased is too resentful, and he will not be blind, and he will wait for his life in the corridor.

I'm dead, and the only ones who are really sad and sad are my parents, and as for comfort, she may be sad for me, maybe for herself, maybe for this short period of love, and before long, other men will appear by her side, and I will be left in the depths of my distant mind, bottomless.

The sound of receiving messages on the mobile phone interrupted Zhou Tianle's thoughts, he picked up the mobile phone and saw that it was a message on QQ, showing a message from Yun Jiuge, the content was: Senior Zhou, have you slept.

Zhou Tianle thought to himself that this person was really a stupid girl, and asked if someone slept in the middle of the night, did I mean sleep or didn't sleep, if I wanted to reply to the message that I didn't sleep, she would definitely ask why she didn't sleep, what she was thinking, was she thinking about her girlfriend or something, did she like me? No way, her dress looks like she belongs to the category of "beauty", and I am neither handsome, nor talented, nor wealthy.

Let's go back, I'm idle anyway, so I'll treat her as Watanabe. Before, Zhou Tianle wanted to send a message to his girlfriend comfortably, but it was too late for fear of affecting her rest, so he gave up.

You Da and Ai Xuexue are not there, although they are used to being alone, but they will really get sick after a long time. After having Watanabe, I can still play with Watanabe, and now, at this moment, only you Yun Jiuge is still taking care of me.

Zhou Tianle was about to reply to the message, when he saw another message from Yun Jiuge: Senior, are you really not interested in tutoring, while helping others learn, you can also consolidate the content of learning, and the important thing is that you can also make money.

Zhou Tianle thought to himself: This stupid girl and I are not related, and what I am talking about is not a matter of life and death, I sent a message in the middle of the night and the other party did not reply, but I actually sent a second one, this Yun Jiuge is sick, don't you understand the world, don't you know that I may have slept. Or did she see that I wasn't sleeping? Thinking of this, a picture appeared in Zhou Tianle's mind, there was a pair of eyes staring at him in the darkness somewhere outside the window, and suddenly Zhou Tianle had goosebumps.

Zhou Tianle replied: One, I didn't sleep. Second, my mentality determines that I can't be a tutor. Three, good night.

Yun Jiu Ge replied: One, don't apply what you have learned, learn in vain. Second, it is impossible for people to maintain one state of mind forever. Three, I can't be safe, I can't sleep, and I can't read history.

Zhou Tianle thought that history was boring, boring, rigid and boring, why was she so interested in history, so she replied: Watching history all night?

Yun Jiu Ge replied: No, only today.

Zhou Tianle replied: When you can't sleep, you like to send messages to others in the middle of the night?

Yun Jiu Ge replied: I don't like it, but you're no one else, you're Senior Zhou.

Zhou Tianle replied: No, the so-called others refer to people other than their own relatives.

Yun Jiu Ge replied: No, the so-called others refer to people you don't know.

Zhou Tianle replied: You won

Yun Jiu Ge replied: Admit it

Zhou Tianle replied: Do you have a boyfriend?

Yun Jiu Ge replied: Yes

Zhou Tianle replied: Then why don't you find your boyfriend, what are you doing by sending me a message?

Yun Jiu Ge replied: It's too late, I'm afraid it will affect his rest.

Zhou Tianle thought to himself: I see, everyone thinks so.

Yun Jiuge sent a message: Senior, where did you see it?

Zhou Tianle replied: Three Kingdoms, I plan to take a break.

Yun Jiuge replied: Why don't you keep reading, didn't you say that you want to sort out Chinese history?

Zhou Tianle replied: One, I can't remember. Second, headaches.

Yun Jiu Ge replied: Choosing the beginning is choosing to persevere. Senior, let's stick with it.

Zhou Tianle was thinking about Yun Jiuge's sentence "Choosing the beginning is choosing to persevere". Yun Jiuge sent another message: Senior, why did Jin unify the Three Kingdoms instead of Wu or Shu? ”

Zhou Tianle thought about it and replied: The so-called success is also the king of a country, and defeat may be the king of a country. Annexation between countries is a struggle for future generations and talents. Cao Cao, Liu Bei, and Sun Quan are all eloquent, but their descendants are not as good as the next generation, and their talents wither, and finally they were swallowed by the Sima family, and the Three Kingdoms returned to Jin.

Yun Jiu Ge then asked: Why did every dynasty prosper and perish?

Zhou Tianle replied: Throughout Chinese history, there will be a great decline after the great prosperity, which is the same as the fact that the world must be divided for a long time. It is also the law of historical development. The demise of dynasties in Chinese history can be broadly divided into two types. One, wave-like. Second, cliff type. Wave type such as Zhou Dynasty, Han Dynasty, Tang Dynasty, Song Dynasty, Ming Dynasty, Qing Dynasty, etc., cliff type such as Qin Dynasty, New Dynasty, Western Jin Dynasty, Sui Dynasty and so on. The wave type is the rise and fall of one generation and the decline of one generation, and the overall one generation is not as good as the generation but can survive for a hundred years before perishing. The cliff is a rapid unification and a sudden demise.

Yun Jiu Ge replied: I think of a cliff-like perish, Yuan Shikai, does he count.

Zhou Tianle replied: Can be counted or not. If you count, his Chinese empire, from its establishment to its demise, was only eighty-six days, which was a typical cliff-like demise. It doesn't count because he himself wants to be the emperor and has not unified China, and the people of the whole country do not recognize it. After all, in China's modern history, the Chinese gradually enlightened their minds and understood what democracy and feudalism were.

Yun Jiu Ge replied: .........

Zhou Tianle replied: .........

When he got up the next day, Zhou Tianle felt refreshed, got up early to buy breakfast for Shu Xin, and as usual, came to the downstairs of the girls' dormitory to call Shu Xin, and then Shu Xin appeared from the corridor.

The two ate breakfast together and walked together, and Zhou Tianle told Shu Xin how he had spent the past few days, how his roommates were doing, and how he took care of him.

Shu Xin told Zhou Tianle what he had done in the past few days, in addition to talking to his grandmother on the phone every day, he was shopping with Li Sisi, or he was reading books.

The two still went to the library together, Zhou Tianle felt that what Yun Jiuge said was very reasonable, since he chose to start with it, he chose to persevere. Looking at history, this is true, and love is even more so. Since you have chosen to be comfortable and comfortable, you must stick to this relationship from the beginning.

The library is also a good place for a date, Zhou Tianle hugged Shu Shu in the historical area to kiss, the time is still very early, there are not many people here and it is very quiet, it is a good place to kiss. The kiss between the two is so serious, so gentle, so affectionate.

The two of them had lunch and took the car to Townsend Lake, walking, rowing, accompanied by lingering love words, and the relationship seemed to have reached the level of either blending with each other and not separating me. That's where love comes from.

After eating and watching the movie, it was already half past nine in the evening, and it suddenly rained heavily, and Zhou Tianle thought that this was a beautiful day. The two stood at the bus stop waiting for the bus, and after ten minutes, the rain did not decrease but increased, and the water on the road had already flooded the wheels and was about to overflow the road. Wuhan is a magical place, you can see the river during the day and the sea at night.

Zhou Tianle said: "Let's find a place to live, this rain will not stop for a while and a half."

Shu Xin looked left and right and asked, "Where are you going?"

Zhou Tianle said: "Find a hotel to stay for one night."

Shu Xin hesitated when he heard this, Zhou Tianle saw Shu Xin hesitate, and then said: "No matter how late it is, the hotel is full, and we really have to drench all night."

After comfortably agreeing, the two braved the heavy rain to find a nearby hotel to live in. The moment you step into the hotel. Zhou Tianle was happy in his heart, thanking God for the heavy rain, thanking the bus that had been delayed, thanking the drainage system in Wuhan, and thanking the last room left in the hotel. All of this happening will take our love to another level.

Zhou Tianle and Shu Xin's clothes were already wet with rain, Zhou Tianle asked Shu Xin to quickly take off his wet clothes and take a hot shower first, otherwise he would be prone to cold. When Shu Xin came out with a scarf, Zhou Tianle felt that she was really beautiful. The woman out of the bath is beautiful. When he was lying comfortably on the bed and shyly covered with the quilt, Zhou Tianle rushed into the bathroom, and came out and went into the quilt after washing it three times and dividing it by two.

Zhou Tianle gently and gently hugged Shu Xin and kissed her, and Shu Xin also responded to his loved one. But when Zhou Tianle wanted to go further, he was stopped by Shu Xin.

Zhou Tianle le's close to Shuxin's ear said, "What's the matter, don't you love me?" I really can't write this deceptive nonsense.

Shu Xin said: "I love you, but this is not good, we should get married, and then... And so it goes." Shu Xin was brought up by her grandmother since she was a child, and tutoring belongs to traditional thinking, which grows up with her and will not be broken because of a short-term relationship.

Zhou Tianle said unwillingly: "We are lovers, people who love each other all their lives, you believe, I am a man in charge."

Shu Xin hugged Zhou Tianle tightly and said, "I know, I love you too, but I just want to save the first time for the wedding night."

Zhou Tianle still wanted to make a final effort, and said: "Tonight is our wedding night."

Shu Xin felt scared, she felt that Zhou Tianle's behavior crossed her bottom line, and pushed Zhou Tianle away and said, "You are with me because of this?"

Tears flowed down her heart, she was afraid that what she had just said was true. Zhou Tianle hugged Shu Shu gently in the past and said, "I'm sorry, I have no intention of hurting you." Zhou Tianle wanted to get it, but he didn't want to break the other party's heart because he got it.