[Gu Jinheng: "If you have the guts, you have to have the ability to bear, don't move twice, just 'pain' can make you call out the tune of the Qinghai-Tibet Plateau!" ”】

After a long time, Qiang Ran's sadness did not mean any resentment.

"Blame you, will he be okay?" She asked in a muttered voice, no hoarseness, no resentment.

On the contrary, more is left with calm.

Le Jingxian stepped forward with small steps, pulling the corner of her clothes and crying like a child.

As usual she made a mistake, just reached out and touched her head.

The pain has been stuffed in my heart for so many years and cannot be dissipated.

Regret, self-blame.

Later, she thought more than once that if the moment she knew the truth, she chose to tell Sister A without hesitation.

The surgery that was delayed back then may have been done.

The current sister will not appear here, let alone those things later......

Some things are destined to hesitate and hesitate step by step.

She looked up suddenly, tear-stained eyes tugging at her cuffs.

The choked voice pierced the heart like a thousand arrows: "Sister, you scold me!" I'm sorry? ”

"Blame you, will everything be okay?" Le Rongge replied as he did back then.

"No one was the leader in what happened back then, but it was all a mistake. I don't blame you, and I can't blame anyone, it's fate. ”

"What if...... If I could have said it earlier, maybe? She whispered hesitantly.

"Le Jingxian." Le Rongge raised his voice slightly. "It is said that the conclusion of the Mandarin Alliance means that the husband and wife are of the same heart. Even if there is anything now, he also asked me for my opinion back then, and I have promised it, so I can't go back. She was like an excellent eldest sister in everyone's mouth, just smiling at her gently.

"But Sister, I don't want to see you like this, I want you to be happy, like before! Happy from the heart, brother-in-law, he must be the same. ”

Although her green gaze was still clear, it was full of vicissitudes, and she knew that the sun was in full bloom outside.

Birds fly by, and the breeze blows.

When the wind blows, the flowers move gently, with their own fragrance.

Flowers bloom for a lifetime, naturally wither, and everything is proceeding according to the normal trajectory.

It's just that she can't be happy anymore, and no matter how much the wind blows, it can't blow into her heart.

The smile of the heart is like a dead heart, which is astringent and helpless.

The corners of the lips are slightly hooked, but there is no pear vortex.

An extremely perfunctory smile stabbed her eyes in an instant, like dead wood completely lost her soul.

"No, never again. Jingjing, living well is my greatest promise to him and to you. ”

The conversation of that day, the conversation of that year.

Like a dead knot, sealed heart. There is no one to explain except the parties.

Le Rongge lives like a "normal" person as usual. Except for the people around her, no one knows her nervousness.

Gu Bai also contacted her more frequently than before.

The last time they contacted was three days ago, and when the phone hung up that day, Gu Bai subconsciously called her out.

"Le Rongge."

She paused for a moment and asked without any emotion, "Doctor Gu, do you still have something to explain?" ”

"Teacher Le, there is a saying in your teaching, 'If you want to hurry, you can't reach it.'" It's the same with you now, the closer you get to the past, the harder it is to calm down, and all your stress now is self-transmitting. ”

"Four years is too long, and four years can be a flick of a finger, but no one knows what those four years mean to you? The event was replicated in different cities every four years, and no one can say what fluctuations it would have for you. ”

"Psychology and medicine can only play a supporting role, it is coordination. You can't decide your life, and you have to rely on yourself to come out in the future. Don't put too much pressure on yourself, trust me, you can. ”

The person on the other end of the line was silent for a long time, and he didn't squeak.

The closer I got, the more I miss the faucet that opened the floodgates, spraying everywhere.

Four years! Say long is not long, say short is not short. But the competition of the National Games has since become a hurdle, and it is a heart-wrenching pain when I think back to it in a midnight dream.

She was like a person who had been grabbed by the throat and had nowhere to stay.

I want to release, I want to forget, I want to come out.

In the middle of the night, the thoughts and invisible nets seemed to combine with the air around her, making every cell in her desperately shout.

"I don't know how to control it, but I really miss him." Le Rongge covered his heart and curled up on the sofa.

Look blankly ahead. "The desperation of wanting nothing but him, just wanting him back, almost consumed me."

"I don't know how to adjust, I'm afraid I won't be able to persevere." The voice of weakness is full of vicissitudes and helplessness.

Le Rongge smiled bitterly, recently insomnia and irritability, such symptoms are becoming more and more obvious.

"Then think about Jingjing, if you have a good one, what should he do?" Gu Bai's abruptly raised voice seemed to be a wake-up.

"Jingjing ......" yes, she still has Jingjing.

The dark eyes instantly carried all the light, like a mechanism opening in an instant.

"Le Rongge, none of us can persuade you to think about it yourself, maybe this time it is not necessarily a bad thing."

Gu Bai laughed comfortingly over there, "You have to know that people's potential is endless, and the ancients still used killing to stop killing, and fighting to stop war, what do you say?" ”

Le Rongge took a deep breath and calmed himself as much as he could.

"Perhaps, that's what you said! I should learn to accept it calmly. "I read books

Gu Bai opened his voice and smiled happily.

Sincere congratulations: "Kind girls will not end too badly, good lucky, good luck." ”

The 13th National Games was held four days earlier than the 12th.

The athletes have a special person to lead the team, and Le Rongge doesn't want to cause trouble for them.

Choose to fly by yourself.

The huge waiting room is full of people.

In the summer, there are many parents who go out with their children. Looking at the waiting room, children are playing and running.

Her heart was soft, and she smiled infinitely gentlely. When your fingertip touches the photo on the screensaver, the smile is magnified several times.

In the past, she and Gu Jinheng were paired wherever they went.

Once, too, in the departure lounge.

They led the team to compete, and they caught up with the sports school meeting that day, and they had to go alone if they didn't catch up with the big team.

There weren't many people in the waiting room that night.

A pair of parents with their children, as if walking together, the children are obviously happy and noisy.

Around the tables and chairs in the waiting room, he opened his short legs and shouted as he ran: "Mom, come and chase me!" Come on, come on! ”

The boy's mother was probably tired of running, and the little boy ran and ran and walked with a cheerful pace to Lerongge.

They were in a hurry to leave at night and didn't have time to eat.

Gu Jinheng bought her a lot of snacks at the airport, and at first she wondered why this little boy kept staring at her hands.

She likes to eat the coffee mille-feuille, which is rarely sold at the airport.

Probably because of the special fragrance of her mouth, the little guy's round eyes stared at her.

Without blinking, it seems that saliva can come down in the next second.

Lerongge bent over, poked his head out of the box, and reached out to him.

Sure enough, the little guy's gaze was instantly attracted.

"Call sister, call sister, sister will give it to you, okay?" Le Rongge's guidance is guided by persuasion.

The little guy glared happily at his legs, clapped his little hands, and looked particularly excited.

It's just that there seems to be hesitation in his eyes, and he guesses that his parents have taught him not to accept food from strangers.

Then, I saw the little boy standing not far away running away with his legs staring.

Le Rongge was suspicious, turned his head and complained to the man next to him: "Hey, why did he leave?" Am I that scary? ”

Gu Jinheng rubbed her head with her hand, and nodded in agreement: "Estimate!" It must be so. The way you looked just now looked very much like a weird aunt. ”

"Gu Jinheng!" She protested angrily, puffing out her cheeks and pursing her lips.

The man deliberately accentuated the word "aunt", and Le Rongge laughed at the fact that someone was so calculating!

He coaxed in a good-natured gentle voice: "It must be a fairy descending to earth, the child has never seen it, and he is shy." ”

Le Rongge's cheeks burst red, and his cheeks were dyed like a burning cloud.

"Well, why are you talking to coax me lately? Your mouth is so sweet, what did you just eat? "She didn't tease him honestly.

Gu Jinheng put down the report in her hand, smiled, and looked at her with half lifting her eyelids: "Warning you, don't follow the scumbag and just flirt, no matter what?" Can it withstand it? Dare to be so unscrupulous! ”

Le Rongge was angry: "Team Gu is obviously flirting with you very seriously, can't you cooperate a little?" Is it really good to have such a Minion possessed! ”

"Yes! In addition to being you, there is only so much left, and it is not satisfying, think about it now, why are you so domineering. The man's accusation in a low voice sounded particularly aggrieved.

The flirtatious Le Rongge's heart seemed to be pinched fiercely. "Gu Jinheng."

The man surrendered, his chin raised, and gestured.

The little girl, the two crimson lips are like peach blossoms, and the water is shining with pearles.

Especially under the light, she is reluctant to take her eyes off.

The girl who received the hint instantly bowed her head and was shy.

Subconsciously raised his hand to touch his lips, as if hinting.

She silently removed her hand.

Following the silhouette on the ground, looking up, the little boy who had just left pulled a woman who looked blushing and had a graceful posture.

This is the little boy just now, who has been shouting "Mommy." ”

The child took his mother's hand and pointed to the biscuit in Le Rongge's palm, revealing a longing look.

The woman on the other side smiled and said embarrassedly: "I'm sorry, my child is too young, I guess I see the biscuits in your hand are fresh." ”

Thinking of the embarrassment just now, Le Rongge immediately showed an embarrassed but polite smile.

"It's all right, kid! Understandable. ”

She raised the biscuits in her hand and continued to ask, "Little one, come and call 'sister,' call 'sister', and sister will give them to you, okay?" ”

The little boy covered his mouth shyly, and looked up to see his mother's encouraging eyes.

Excitedly shouted: "Sister, beautiful sister." ”

Le Rongge was stunned, he was so good at such a young age, and he must be a sultry little brother when he grows up.

She handed over all the biscuits in her hand and grabbed a few of the rest of the snacks on the table.

The boy's mother was embarrassed and shirked: "No need, no need for so many, just one, children love to be fresh." ”