Chapter 142: Thinking of a river, seeing things and thinking of people
[Le Rongge: "The wind is trickling, and the thoughts are sick. I miss it, not only because I miss that period of life, but also because I miss that time with you and me! ”】
The man strode over, grabbed the running man, and held her tightly in his arms.
His chin rested on the side of her neck, his greed like that of a luster.
has endless thoughts, greed, desires, and hatred for her; I can't wait to rub it into my bones and blood and become one with it.
But he couldn't, during this time, he thought about it countless times.
If there is today, should he not provoke her at the beginning, maybe in the future she will be well, like all normal families to live happily.
Every time he thought like this, in a trance, a pair of hands viciously pressed against his throat, so that he couldn't breathe.
Thinking of his boring life, without her company, this only life seems to be only a layer of darkness.
People who have experienced happiness do not want to go back to loneliness.
Aesop said: "There are people who want more because of greed, but they lose everything they have. ”
Is it because he is too greedy? When you have felt the impermanence of fate, you can understand the value of life.
For the first time, he was extremely eager to live as long as he lived, to live well with his loved ones, and to live in this city for the rest of his life.
What a dream of wealth, forget it at this moment! Thousands of rivers and mountains can't match the truth in your arms. Unfortunately, he understood too late.
"Rongge, let me hug it, okay?" He held the person in his arms tightly, and his mouth muttered frequently, and he hated for nine days with lust, hatred, infatuation, and hatred.
Great sorrow spread in my heart.
Le Rongge smiled, his fingers hugged him tighter, and asked with a smile: "Hey, what's wrong with you?" Why is it like a child today! ”
"I love you, I really love you, do you believe it?" Gu Jinheng stared at her, her eyes unblinking.
Once, he thought that love had a limit, that it would turn from prosperity to decline, and that even if everyone didn't know about it, it reached a certain peak. You still know in your heart that it's gradually consuming.
And now I understand, no.
Some love, like starlight passing through mountains and rivers, finally converges into a point, refracted into a light that falls on your heart.
Without watering, it can drive people crazy and carve into their bones.
It hurts so much that I can't sleep.
He was so affectionate that she suddenly didn't know how to respond.
"I ...... I know, I always know. She whispered reassurance.
"I want to accompany you to old age, more than anyone else." Forever.
What is the feeling of a huge drop, like being at the peak of joy in the last second, and pulling you back to reality in the next second, a cold reality.
"You...... What do you mean? ”
"Gu Jinheng, you don't like me anymore, do you?" There was a small tremor in her voice.
She had never thought of such a result, and for a moment fear filled her whole body, and she was all frightened.
Pushing it away indifferently, she squatted in place to calm down and think about it. "No, you don't like me, it's not like that."
"No, no...... No, it won't. With some kind of cognition, panic was like an axe that instantly chopped her to pieces.
"I don't want to hear it, I don't want to hear it."
She waved her hands and said abruptly, "If you want to go on a business trip, you can go out!" When have I stopped you. If you have your Qingming ideal, you will realize it, when will I drag you back? ”
"Gu Jinheng, as a wife, I am willing to do my best to tolerate your profession. I have no other requests, I just wish you peace and joy. The next second, she grabbed the placket of his shirt and said through gritted teeth.
When he stood up suddenly, the blood supply was insufficient, and his eyes seemed to be dark, and he couldn't see anything.
The image of a hoarse resentful woman is too ugly, and she doesn't want to do this.
Tears ran down the corners of his eyes across his shoulders and neck, and the moist touch woke up his sad self.
"You can't do this to me? You can't be so cruel to me? ”
"I don't want to hear you, not a word. Let's go! Wherever you go, I won't be angry. ”
"No, I'm not going to pack your bags?"
"Gu Jinheng!" The sharp voice pierced through the ears and eyes, leaving only heart-rending to the lungs.
She sobbed quietly, crying like a child in despair. "Don't scare me, I don't, I don't want you to be like this. I would rather have to, rather you love someone else, at least I know you're all right......"
Gu Jinheng squatted down with her, coaxing her as usual.
"Rongge."
"Liar, don't touch me, I don't want to talk to you." The little girl hugged herself aggrievedly, and her heart throbbed with a muffled snort.
"Le Rongge, I love you."
"I love you very much, if I can, I am willing to take all my past honors in exchange for a chance to accompany you to the end. But it won't do it! Shall we all accept reality calmly? The man's eyes were filled with tears, and his dark eyes were crystal clear.
It was these eyes that once affectionately told her that they wanted to accompany her to old age.
His lips moved slightly, but in the end, he didn't know what to say or what to blame.
In the end, only helplessness and sorrow remained. "So, you've decided. You've decided not to want me, right? ”
"I ......"
Calm silence, the saddest of all.
Le Rongge hugged Gu Jinheng tightly. "Husband, I don't want to be separated from you, don't you want to be okay? Now science is so advanced that it can be treated. Everything is fine, don't give up, you don't give up. ”
After the calm is ignited, the girl can also be hysterical without glory and dignity.
"Gu Jinheng." Shackled around his shoulders, she kept shouting: "Say, say that you won't give up, say that you will accompany me to old age, say that you love me, say ah, say ah!" Don't you let me do everything and spoil me everything? I command you Gu Jinheng, I command you to say. ”
"You say."
"I love you." Gu Jinheng curled her fingers and gently wiped the tears under her eyes.
"There are others, more than that. I beg you, if you promise me okay, I just want you to live. ”
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"I'll take all your possessions and marry you, do you believe it or not? I won't miss you, the world is so big, you know I'm the most heartless, I won't miss you, I won't. ”
"I won't cry for you, and I won't guard for you." The choked voice sounded fragmented.
The stuffy feeling in my heart cracked like a gap.
"I'll forget about you completely, and then live more than anyone else." Under the scarlet eyes, there were bloodshots.
She stared at him, motionless, her mournful expression empty, and nothing in heaven and earth could hold anything.
Looking at it, tears filled his eyes and blurred his vision.
Gu Jinheng stretched out her hand to wipe her, but she stubbornly tilted her head and raised her hand to wipe it all.
"Say it."
This is the girl he has loved for so long, stubborn, arrogant and unreasonable, but he likes it, likes it to the heart.
Love everything!
Gu Jinheng turned around ruthlessly, not looking at her as much as possible.
"If, if it balances you, it'...... good."
Snapped, crisp, direct.
She slapped her best efforts, and Gu Jinheng was a little dazed.
Le Rongge squeezed his shoulders hard and shook his body.
"Sober? Are you sober, I ask? The pale face and the tears of grievance made his whole heart feel numb.
"Rongge, I'm ......"
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to, don't say anything like that, okay. I just want you, I just want to be your wife, be your woman. In the future, your child's mother, your grandson's grandmother, don't give up easily, okay? ”
"Gu Jinheng, I beg you, are you talking? It was you who came to provoke me in the first place, and I decided to forget about you and let you go, it was you, it was you who broke my peaceful life. ”
"Now that you've messed up my life again, you want to pat yourself on the ass and leave, don't you? Look, how can it be so easy in the world. ”
The voice that lay across the voice was broken and hoarse.
Time rustled, and Le Rongge waited patiently for his answer.
From start to finish, consistently.
"Good!"
Le Rongge cried and kissed his slightly red cheek, which looked a little swollen under the faint mark. "I'm sorry, husband, I'll blow it for you."
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Le Rongge hugged him tightly, lest the man would disappear in the next second.
Gu Jinheng patted her back comfortingly and laughed softly.
"It doesn't hurt, good, don't cry."
"You want me to die of distress, don't you? Do you really know how to torture me? He sighed heavily, and the last bit of persistence was not left for her.
Le Jingxian received a call from her sister again, and it was the next morning.
She'd just checked the room.
Le Rongge was in a hurry, and he hadn't walked back to the office yet.
The phone call was like a series of fatal calls, and Le Jingxian took a deep breath and tried to look calm and normal.
I don't know what kind of answer Gu Jinheng gave her yesterday, whether to confess or continue to hide it.
Before anyone could speak, Le Rongge directly cut off her back.
He sneered openly and honestly: "If you want to make excuses with me, you don't have to, I'm at the gate of your hospital, I must see you today." I'll wait for you when you're free! ”
"If you don't want to, see me again, sister, I'll wait until you see me."
Le Jingxian raised her hand to cover her throat, trying to make her ordinary and normal voice: "Sister, you know everything." ”
"Yes, I know it all."
Smell the sound and turn back.
Le Jingxian felt extremely guilty in her heart, from childhood to adulthood.
Her sister loves her and accompanies her. is a bosom sister and the best playmate, from the moment she knew, she thought countless times about how to confess to her, honest confession.
She wanted Gu Jinheng to say, but she was afraid that Gu Jinheng would say.
Contradictions, entanglements, her helplessness and pressure are no less than Gu Jinheng these days.
At this moment of seeing Sister A, the pressure that lingered in my heart seemed to have a gap......
There was a click, and the door was opened.
As before, with the sun on her back, she approached from under the haze, with a gentle sorrow.
is heavy, pulling Le Jingxian back to reality.
"I'm sorry."
Le Rongge was stunned for a long time, and the conversation of that year jumped into his eyes, like a scroll of paintings.
"Why didn't you tell me? Why are you avoiding me? ”
"I, I don't dare tell you, I don't know how to tell you. I promised my brother-in-law, but I was afraid that I would show my stuff when I saw you. ”
"And now? See me now. Do you dare? Have you figured out what you're going to say? ”
After a long time, the dialogue was restored again.
They are still them, still standing here in such a posture.
Still at a loss, I didn't know how to answer.
"Sister, scold me! I'm sorry? ”
Le Rongge looked at Le Jingxian calmly, as if she was looking at something through her, and as if she was just looking at her.
Think no further!