"I always thought that you had lived your ideal life far away, with a beautiful and kind wife and a happy little family, but I didn't expect that your experience would be so bumpy. What are your plans for coming back this time? Wu Dao said to Kan Wenyuan.

"On the night Mina left, I thought that I was going to leave the northwest and return to Qicheng, so I stayed by my parents' side and didn't go anywhere. By the way, Mr. Wu, how have you lived over the years? Kan Wenyuan said.

"My life is not as good as yours, you have at least had poetry and distance, and you have love. Although I have a complete home on the surface, a wife, and children, in reality I have nothing.

Just now, I told you that when I was a graduate student, I once met a talented girl like Lin Huiyin, in fact, the first time I saw that girl, I fell in love with her. Later, she married someone else, and I have not forgotten her to this day.

I also fell in love with a teacher at school, who also left me a few years ago. Later, I married my current wife, Shi Qingqing. There is no love between me and Shi Qingqing, and I married her in a hurry to fulfill my grandfather's last wish.

In the past, I told you not to look ahead and go forward, but I never did. ”

"I remember you had a child, what happened to that child?"

"Actually, that child was not my own. Before Shi Qingqing and I got married, she was already pregnant with someone else's child. Even so, after so many years, I have long since ignored whether he is my own or not. The child also doesn't know that we are not related by blood. ”

"It's the same end of the world."

"Maybe it's character that determines fate. My graduate supervisor, Mr. Tian, was also high-spirited when he was young, pursuing ideals and love, but in the end he did not get the happiness he wanted, and he was lonely all his life. It is said that he went to France after his retirement.

I often think that we are all actors on the stage, and we think that we write the scripts and all the plots by ourselves, but the director is not us, it is the invisible director who controls our lives. It's like Oedipus, no matter what, he can't escape the tricks of fate.

It was in this day-to-day agony that my hair quickly turned gray. ”

"We are all tragic heroes."

"That's fate."

"Teacher Wu, where are you going, and what are your plans for the future?"

"I came to Jeju on a business trip. I don't have any plans for the future, let's live one day at a time. But you, you shouldn't be so depressed, life is still a long way, you will still meet someone you like, you should get married again. ”

"I'm not going to get married, there's no one to replace Mina. She made such a big sacrifice for me, and finally died tragically, I can't repay her love for three lifetimes.

Mr. Wu, I received a lot of your teachings when I was in college, and I benefited a lot. In my opinion, your problem is not complicated, since your marriage is not happy, and the children are not biological, why not divorce? ”

"I've thought about it too, but life isn't that simple."

"If you want me to say, it's not that life is too complicated, it's that you think about the problem too complicated, teacher. If you don't try, how do you know that it won't end well? ”

"Maybe, you're right, I should give it a try."

"It's not too early, I'm going back to Qicheng."

"See you soon."

During the three days of his business trip to Jeju, Kan Wenyuan's words lingered in Wu Dao's ears for a long time. He finally made up his mind to file for divorce from Shi Qingqing. Wu Dao thought over and over again, how to tell Shi Qingqing about the divorce, whether Shi Qingqing would agree, and what kind of words she would say.

Even in Wu Dao's dream, what appeared was the scene where he and Shi Qingqing talked about divorce face-to-face. In the dream, Wu Dao said to Shi Qingqing:

"Qingqing, let's get a divorce."

"Why get a divorce because I have no culture?" Shi Qingqing said.

"It's not."

"Then do you dislike me for living with someone else before I got married?"

"It's not."

"Then you just dislike Wu Yisheng is not your child, and you dislike me for not giving you a biological child."

"None of these are any. If I had disliked you, I wouldn't have married you in the first place. ”

"What's the reason for that?"

"Because I don't love you, I've always had someone else in my heart."

"Who is it, you tell me? Did we meet before we got married, or after we got married? ”

"You don't know, and you don't know if I told you."

"You have to tell me, or I won't agree to a divorce."

"Well, I'll tell you, we met before we got married."

"Who is it, what is your name, and where is it now?"

"It's two people, one is called Si Baifang, and the other is called Meng Yihong."

"Where are they now?"

"They're all gone, and I don't know where they are, and I can't find them."

"Then why are you divorcing me?"

"Because we don't have love between us, we live together, and I don't feel happy at all. The difference between us is too big, you want to run a tutoring school, you want to make a lot of money, you want everyone in the family to listen to you. We live in two completely different worlds, and we are together, and it was a mistake from the beginning. ”

"But I love you. If you think I'm wrong, I can change it. ”

"If you can't change it, there's no need to change it."

"Do you have to get a divorce?"

"Yes."

"Would you rather live alone than stay with me?"

"Yes."

"Then I will fulfill you, and we will see you again in the next life."

With that, Shi Qingqing ran towards the wall, pushed open the window, and jumped down from the building. Wu Dao woke up from his dream.

After the business trip was over, after returning to Fangzhou, Wu Dao was still immersed in that nightmare, but he remembered Kan Wenyuan's words again, and decided to file for divorce from Shi Qingqing. One night, after Wu Yisheng fell asleep, Wu Dao said to Shi Qingqing in the bedroom:

"Qingqing, let's get a divorce."

"What did you say?" Shi Qingqing said.

"I said, let's get a divorce."

"Okay, why get divorced?"

"Because over the years, I have been very depressed every day, and I feel that life has no meaning. As you may have seen, I'm not happy at all. We are completely different people and should never have been married in the first place. It's me who is sorry for you, after the divorce, all the property will be yours, and I don't want anything. ”

"Well, I agree to a divorce. You were kind to me in the first place, and I can't ask for your property. I want to think about how to talk to my child about it. Three days later, we went to get a divorce. ”

"Thank you."

Wu Dao went to the small bedroom to sleep. He didn't expect things to go so smoothly and was in the excitement all night.

In the past, Wu Dao got up early in the morning to cook. The next day, when he got up, he found that Shi Qingqing had already cooked the meal, and it was quite hearty. After the three of them finished eating, Shi Qingqing drove Wu Yisheng to the Youth Palace to learn calligraphy, and then went to work, while Wu Dao read at home.

At eleven o'clock, Wu Dao came to the kitchen to wash the dishes and prepare lunch, and put his mobile phone on the table in the living room.

When he was washing the dishes, the mobile phone rang, Wu Dao came to the living room, and saw that the mobile phone displayed an unfamiliar number, thinking it was a harassing call, and he had water in his hands for washing dishes, so it was inconvenient to answer the phone, so he didn't answer. He went back to the kitchen and continued to wash the dishes, and after a while, the phone rang again.

Wu Dao walked to the living room and saw that the number displayed on the mobile phone was still the same as just now, so he wiped his hands with a napkin and picked it up:

"Hello, I'm Wu Dao, who are you?"

"You're good at answering the phone." The person on the phone said.

"Do we know each other? What are you looking for me? ”

"I'm from Fangzhou People's Hospital, who is Shi Qingqing?"

"She's my object, what's wrong? Did something happen to her? Wu Dao felt uneasy in his heart.

"She was in a serious car accident while driving this morning and is now being resuscitated, you hurry up."

"Okay, I'll go right away."

Wu Dao ran down from the upper floor, and then took a taxi. He said to the driver:

"Driver, hurry up, go to the People's Hospital, life is at stake, the sooner the better."

"Who in your family is hospitalized?" Said the driver.

"It's me, she's in a car accident."

The driver drove Wu Dao to the hospital as fast as he could. On the way, Wu Dao recalled what had happened from last night to now, and couldn't help but start blaming himself, and a voice appeared in his mind:

"Wu Dao, it must have been you who filed for divorce from Shi Qingqing, which gave her a huge stimulus, and she would have had a car accident. The calmer Shi Qingqing is on the surface, the more it means that he is stimulated. ”

Wu Dao shook his head vigorously, and said to himself again: "No, I don't want a divorce." As long as Shi Qingqing can get out of danger and his body can recover, I won't divorce. Even if she becomes disabled, I won't get divorced. ”

Ten minutes later, the taxi finally arrived at the People's Hospital. Wu Dao pushed the car door and ran to the hospital, and the driver also opened the car door and shouted:

"You haven't paid for the car yet!"

Wu Dao remembered that he forgot to pay for the car, and came back, took out a piece of 100 yuan and gave it to the driver, saying:

"No need to look for it."

Wu Dao ran into the lobby of the hospital, came to the service desk, and asked the doctor there:

"Is there a person named Shi Qingqing who was in a car accident and was sent here?"

"There is a person named Shi Qingqing who was sent over and is now being rescued in the operating room." The doctor said.

"Where's the operating room?"

The doctor said the location of the operating room and pointed again. Wu Dao walked through the crowd and ran towards the operating room, bumping into several people in the middle, he couldn't stop apologizing, and ran until he reached the door of the operating room.

The door to the operating room is still closed, and the subtitle on it reads "Operating". Wu Dao paced back and forth in the corridor, praying that God would save Shi Qingqing. At this time, he remembered the scene of Kan Wenyuan waiting for Mina in the hospital, and remembered the incident of waiting for the doctor to rescue Si Baifang outside the operating room many years ago.

Wu Dao suddenly understood that he might not really love Shi Qingqing, but the latter was actually a very important person to him, after so many years of getting along day and night, he had already regarded Shi Qingqing as a relative.