Chapter 139: The Great Dream Awakens, and the Sorrow Strikes
[Le Rongge: "We are used to saying forever, but no one tells us how far away forever is!] Where is the first person to wake up from the big dream, and the hand is deeply looking forward to it! ”】
Le Rongge flipped through this dynamic, his fingers rubbing.
"The rest of your life?" She laughed at herself and wept silently.
After that day, their last stop was Xi'an.
The ancient capital of the Thirteen Dynasties! How many dynastic changes and historical backgrounds have come and gone in this city.
Feel the humanities and appreciate the culture.
Now that she thinks about it, she may not remember anything else.
The only thing I remember, the last night of the return trip.
That night, the sky was not beautiful, and the originally scheduled attractions could not be visited.
Le Rongge was a little depressed, the honeymoon trip was incomplete, and there was always a sense of weirdness in his heart.
Gu Jinheng watched her soaring emotions suddenly annihilate, reached out to rub her head, and smiled comfortingly: "What's wrong?" I'm not happy! ”
The little girl hugged his waist and leaned lazily in his arms, with some resentment: "Gu Jinheng, you said that it was just one night, and in the end, this night can't make us happy?" I'm not happy anymore! ”
She kicked her foot and said in a huff.
The man pinched her bulging cheeks and smiled in a raised voice: "If you like it so much, we'll come back next time." ”
"That's different? After playing a scenic spot, there is no need to come back in ten years, so didn't you listen carefully to what the tour guide said? ”
She raised her head to look at him, Gu Jinheng pinched her tail finger and coaxed her: "For women, I have always only listened carefully to my daughter-in-law. ”
A hint of sweetness crossed her heart, and she rubbed her side face against his heart.
"I know, but the motherland is so big, there are so many great rivers and mountains waiting for us to check in and enjoy. I have to walk through the mountains and oceans one by one, what is the waste in one place? Le Rongge leaned on his arms and shook his head and tail.
"So my daughter-in-law is so good at calculating?"
"Is that necessary?"
Gu Jinheng looked around and asked, "Do you want to watch the show?" The kind of the scene? ”
"Scene? Perform? What? ”
Gu Jinheng pulled the girl like a koala and straightened her head.
"In fact, travel is the same as life, you have to have a little regret to complete it, what do you say?" ”
"What?" She asked listlessly.
Pointing to the position behind him: "Oh, you see? I heard that this theater's "Neon Clothes and Feather Song" is also well-known. ”
In fact, Le Rongge doesn't have to go to the original attraction to be with him. Wherever you go, you'll be happy.
Seeing that the girl who had a direction and wilted God came again, "Okay! ”
Later that day, Le Rongge didn't tell him.
The hardest thing for her is not that the original plan has been shelved; The happiest thing was not the performance I watched later.
Rather, after the end.
It's still raining outside.
Le Rongge looked down at the shoes on his feet, and then looked up at the somewhat waterlogged road.
frowned fiercely, how to go back to the hotel without an umbrella and rain boots?
Gu Jinheng smiled and scratched the tip of her nose: "Why are you frowning again?" Be careful, and if you have fine lines, you will come and complain to me! ”
The original plan has changed, and the sky is not beautiful.
The little girl's mood was really not beautiful, and she retorted: "If I don't complain to you, I won't complain to you, I can also complain to others!" Uncle Gu? ”
He shook his head with a smile, knowing that she was in a bad mood and didn't bother with her.
Le Rongge saw that a punch hit the cotton, it was soft and meaningless, and there was no sound of silence.
He lowered his head and rummaged in his bag for a moment.
Seeing that he didn't speak, Le Rongge poked the muscles on his arm and asked in a muffled voice, "Hey, why don't you speak?" ”
"Don't want to talk to me?"
Do you think I'm being vexatious?
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, I just feel bored and unhappy here." She tapped her fingers to her heart and pursed her lips.
The little girl was chattering noisily, Gu Jinheng leaned her head over and kissed her.
The girl who was a little stunned by the kiss was really obediently silenced.
It took a long time before he asked, "You...... You actually kissed me in public? ”
"Huh? So? He looked at her funny: "Mrs. Gu, can't I kiss you?" ”
Le Rongge lowered his head, glanced silently, looked at the snickering person next to him, and longed to find a place to bury his head.
What a shame ...
After a while, Gu Jinheng took out an umbrella and handed it to Le Rongge as if he was doing a trick.
She was surprised: "Huh? Did you bring an umbrella? "The sound quality is inadvertently dyed with lightness.
"Hmmm! Or else? Do you want to count on my children? said that you and I can't use the word 'sorry' between you and me in this life, and I will clean you up once I see you in the future. ”
Le Rongge stepped forward and hugged his arm sweetly to flatter. "Hee-hee, I knew that my family was the best. Boom! I'll give you a refill! ”
"Anyway, you can't bear it, I know, Gu Jinheng, you are a paper tiger, I am not afraid of you!" She bared her tongue and grimaced.
He leaned down and whispered in her ear.
For a moment, Le Rongge blushed and hated him, grabbed his neck and took the initiative to kiss him, and the coquettish threat did not allow him to say more.
Gu Jinheng put her backpack on her back and turned her head to look at her: "Come up!" Dot? ”
"Huh?"
Yanfeng glanced at his back and reminded him: "Otherwise? Just your shoes, when you go back to the hotel, your feet must be soaked, what should I do if I catch a cold? ”
In fact, before leaving the hotel in the morning, he had reminded her not to wear these shoes today.
I still remember that the little girl in front of the dressing mirror smiled back and said with a smile: "But these shoes look good with this dress, I want to wear them to you." ”
In this way, he said nothing more.
If she likes it, what if it rains, what if the ground is wet?
Anyway, with him, he will neither drench her nor freeze her.
"Come up, I'll carry you, let's take a taxi back."
Le Rongge was happy in his heart: "Thank you, Dad Gu." ”61
He paused, slapped her ass a few times with his backhand, and whispered: "Is it fat?" Dare to say anything! ”
Wrapping his arms tightened, Le Rongge tilted his head and teeth to bite his earlobe. and deliberately exhaled: "Yes, with you, why don't I dare?" ”
She raised her voice, which would have left the eyes next to her behind.
Yes, with him, she dared to go straight to the light.
On that day, it rained very heavily.
There are people running and people walking briskly on rainy nights.
Only he carried his beloved girl forward steadily, not in a hurry or slowly.
It was a very cold night, but she had no peace of mind.
This is his husband, his lover, his man, the person he has been thinking about for many years~
How sweet it was and how unforgettable the memories were! How cold the night is now.
Since Gu Jinheng left.
How many nights would she wake up crying alone in the middle of the night, and then wait for dawn with her eyes open alone.
The empty wound in her heart, she hurt like a thousand arrows piercing her heart.
Because, her joys, sorrows, and sorrows are all tied to him.
Gu Jinheng is the barometer of Le Rongge! You're the rope that controls the beating of her heart.
With him, no matter how good or bad the situation is, she will not move.
Lifting the quilt, she rolled over and got out of bed.
Standing on the edge of the bed, looking at the photo on the marriage certificate of the two on the bedside table.
A sweet smile, a bright smile.
The smile on her face gradually faded, and the desolation in her heart was like thousands of enemy troops breaking through the city, desolate and powerless.
Bend down and open the drawer.
She poured out the last sleeping pill from the bottle and threw it back with the warm water in the cup.
In the middle of the night, when he wanted to drink water, he got up and poured it for her. I still remember the time when he just left.
One night I finally fell asleep, and the second half of the night was in a daze.
She shouted thirsty, and no one answered for a long time.
She wanted to subconsciously touch the side and push him to pour water for herself.
The finger poked to the other side, and the half was as cold as a thousand-year-old cold bed. The ice was not like words, and his consciousness was instantly awake.
She was in the gods for a long time, and her expression changed from godless to godless.
Finally, he turned over and got out of bed, put on his clothes, and poured water with tears on his face.
Since then, she has been in the habit of bringing a kettle into her room at night.
"It is easy to go from thrift to luxury, and it is difficult to go from luxury to thrift." The old adage makes sense.
No one will feel distressed by the tear stains on her face, and with this recognition, she rarely cries again.
She calmly put down her cup and went to bed quietly to force herself to sleep.
The next morning.
Still getting up as usual.
Le Rongge, who was sitting at the head of the bed, was stunned, and his spirit seemed to be the same as usual.
If you look closely, you will see thick dark circles under your eyes. What is the evidence that it is not sleepless nights?
Le Rongge clicked on WeChat and found Wei Zhongyan. I'm going to the hospital today, and the team will trouble you first. 〗
Wei Zhongyan is one of the few people who has witnessed how Le Rongge has gone from lively to depressed, and then to now slowly closed!
For some things, the persuasion of outsiders must be accepted by the person concerned.
Except for endless cooperation, as a friend, there is nothing to do!
Okay, don't worry! 〗
When I saw the reply, I closed my eyes again and took a nap.
Wash up, have breakfast and go to the hospital.
Every time she goes to the hospital, she will subconsciously avoid Le Jingxian, and Le Jingxian blames herself for not telling Sister A at the first time.
Le Rongge thought about it countless times later, even if she told it in time, what could she do?
At that time, she didn't know if she would stop Gu Jinheng.
Because no one would give her such a hypothetical if?
When she first realized that she had a psychological problem, Yu Cibei happened to come to visit the hospital at that time, and he did not shy away from being frank.
It was a rainy day, with high humidity in the temperature, just like her mood.
Yu Cibei followed her gaze and looked out the window for a while.
"I want to take you to meet a friend of mine." ”
Le Rongge didn't have any facial expressions, and he was stunned for a long time before he came back to his senses.
"I don't want to see anyone." The hollow sound was fragmented.
Yu Cibei knew that she was in a bad mood and didn't mind.
He smiled gently, walked up to her, and said tactfully, "A doctor friend, he was exposed to a case a long time ago. ”
"That's a well-known beauty, I think you know who I'm talking about. Cold in appearance, cold in temperament, she was very warm a long, long time ago, and then the whole person was silent. ”
Seeing that she didn't squeak, Yu Cibei asked to himself again after a while: "Do you know why?" ”
Le Rongge still looked ahead blankly, intuitively.
She didn't want to ask, and she shouldn't ask.
But I know it in my heart.
Because, she had heard Gu Jinheng talk about that person.
It is also the people in their circle who have been unable to leave their homeland because of a trauma, and they have been tormented alone for a few years in a foreign country.
Later, the man was willing to use himself to fulfill himself, hoping for a fair future.
She never thought that there were such affectionate men in this world, but Liu Ziyao did it.
And how lucky the girl named Jiang Xinran was, Le Rongge was faintly envious......