[Le Rongge: "Pain cannot be replicated, it can only be dissolved by itself; From confession to heart-to-heart, in fact, she has been working hard! ”】

"I know you're running away, you know what I'm trying to say."

Yu Cibei put one hand in his pocket, and the mobile phone in his palm was clenched.

After a pause, he slowly stated: "So you don't ask, and you don't even vaguely guess that you don't want to be certified from the doctor's mouth, am I right?" ”

The corners of his lips twitched slightly, and there was a hint of trembling.

"I don't know what you're talking about, I'm tired. I don't see anyone coming, I don't want to see anyone I said, I just want to rest now. ”

The abruptly raised voice was implicitly sharp.

"I'm sorry, Dr. Elm." After a few seconds of staring at each other, it was sharp like a deflated ball, and it lost its momentum.

"Underlying depression, doctors used to call it LLI." Seeing that she did not refute, her emotions did not fluctuate.

Yu Cibei took care of himself: "This is an extremely rare kind of depression, and its biggest feature is the word 'inhibition', which can be said to be both an advantage and a fatal injury." It is worse than common depression because it is not easily visible in most patients. ”

"Strong self-control makes them look like ordinary people, and even occasionally stronger than ordinary people."

Yu Cibei sat down in front of her and elaborated very calmly.

The final word: "It's not a matter of a day or two that you have insomnia!" Why not? ”

Le Rongge blinked, his eyes withdrawn from the scenery outside the window.

muttered, "I miss him so much." ”

"I really miss him, I miss him very much."

Yu Cibei's heart was slammed, at this moment, as a friend, he didn't agree with Gu Jinheng's approach, and as a doctor, he felt distressed.

I feel sorry for her strength under independence.

Gu Jinheng has been away for so long, this is the first time she has told her miss in front of outsiders.

I thought I was hiding it well, but in fact, the inside was already festering.

Since then, she has met Gu Bai.

Knowing that he is a Doctors Without Borders and a minor in psychology.

Except for regular medication and follow-up, she is basically the same as a normal person.

During this time, I can clearly feel that my condition is getting worse.

Le Rongge doesn't like to let others think she's abnormal.

Every time Gu Bai gave her psychological counseling, he would borrow Yucibei's office.

Seeing her sister go from being lively to the point that she seemed to have lost her soul, she felt a pain in her heart.

Sisters are connected, how can they not know how depressed she is.

The pain of the nails carved into the palm of her hand was numb and painful, but she didn't know it.

"Every time she's in there, you'll stand here doing nothing and wait for her." Le Jingxian did not look back, such a scene seems to have become a tacit understanding over the years.

His eyes were fixed on the door in front of him, as if he could see through it by looking at it.

She thought that even if she couldn't be by her side, she could be regarded as sisters in weal and woe in this way!

Le Jingxian smiled lightly: "Doctor Yu, thank you!" ”

"I know that you have been helping my sister in your own way all these years, and I also know that you are because of your brother-in-law. However, I still want to thank you. She said sincerely.

Yu Cibei did not resist, he understood this feeling of wanting to be grateful for the favor of others, so he gladly accepted it.

"Good! I accepted it, don't worry, everything will slowly get better. He looked at her soothingly.

After a while, Le Jingxian nodded at him.

Look at his back as he turns the corner and disappears.

Le Jingxian's thoughts were faintly brought back to that period of time......

Gu Jinheng's health is very good, this is well known.

At that time, she was still an intern doctor in this hospital, and Yu Cibei was the deputy director of this hospital, and she didn't suspect that Gu Jinheng would appear here at first.

Once or twice is normal, and if the place of encounter is the doctor's office, it is normal.

I preferred it a few times, and when I met him, he came out of the laboratory department and the radiology department.

When the seeds of doubt are planted, the desire to explore is often much greater than usual.

For example, start an investigation, and another example is to investigate and make an unannounced visit.

In fact.

At the moment when she was getting closer and closer to the truth, she didn't expect Gu Jinheng to take the initiative to find her.

That day, too, was in the hospital.

She saw Gu Jinheng coming out of Yucibei's office, followed by the director of the gastroenterology department.

When he vaguely had a certain premonition, his face was still warm, and he greeted with a smile as usual: "Brother-in-law, are you coming to Dr. Yu again?" ”

Seeing that he didn't say anything, he sighed in his heart, and took the initiative to divert the topic: "Hey, if this continues, I have to wonder if the gossip in the hospital is true?" ”

Gu Jinheng glanced at her and did not speak.

Instead, he turned his head and nodded to the expert director on the side, and saluted: "I'm afraid there will be trouble for you later, you can get busy first!" ”

The expert director glanced at Le Jingxian, and there was a shallow layer of worry in his eyes.

"Okay, then you always pay attention and call me anytime if you have something."

"Okay." Gu Jinheng responded.

"Brother-in-law, are you ......" she took a deep breath and asked, "Are you uncomfortable?" Why didn't my sister come with you? Le Jingxian smiled and spoke.

Gu Jinheng looked at her gently and smiled: "Did Jingjing eat breakfast?" My brother-in-law had his blood drawn in the morning, and he didn't have time to eat breakfast yet, so you can accompany your brother-in-law to eat! ”

He didn't eat breakfast, how could she not know. 04

But at the dinner table last night, what he said to Ms. Qin was obviously this morning. The strange look looked at him Gu Jinheng for a long time, and when it came to his mouth, he swallowed it deeply.

In the end, it all became a sentence: "Okay." ”

Gu Jinheng loves the house and Wu, and even treats Le Jingxian as a sister from the bottom of her heart.

On weekdays, Gu Jinheng treats her well, and he and her sister have nothing to ask for.

Today, he always avoided answering a series of questions, and Le Jingxian couldn't help muttering in her heart.

A sumptuous breakfast was placed on the table, but there was no appetite at all.

"Brother-in-law, are you feeling unwell?" Le Jingxian asked cautiously.

Gu Jinheng looked at her for a while, picked up a small soup dumpling and looked at it for a long time, and the smile on her lips was very shallow.

I don't know, what is so delicious about this soup dumpling? Every time the girl eats this, she is full of satisfaction.

He slowed down for a while before he spoke silently: "Jingjing, brother-in-law wants to talk to you about something, but don't you let your sister know about this matter, okay?" ”

Her brows furrowed fiercely twice, and with her intuition, she felt that what Gu Jinheng was going to say later was very serious.

Perhaps, it is a weight that she can hardly bear in this life.

Subconsciously refused: "No, no, no." Brother-in-law, Sister Ah is your wife, if you have any discomfort, you should take the initiative to tell her. No reservations! ”

The corners of Gu Jinheng's mouth moved slightly, and her gaze sank when she looked at her.

Then he laughed softly, empty without a trace of emotion. "Jingjing, your sister is timid and needs to be taken care of, so let's not scare her, okay?"

Her eyes were flushed, tears were rolling in her eyes, and she swallowed.

A blurred line of sight, cutting off everything in front of him.

She froze for a moment, trying to regain her voice.

The more this happens, the more you have to calm down.

"Brother-in-law, what do you want to say?"

"Jingjing, brother-in-law knows that the psychological quality of your medical girls is better than that of ordinary girls, right?"

"Sister...... Brother-in-law, there is something wrong with you, is there? What Sister should know, she must know. ”

"What's more, this kind of thing can't be hidden at all, if she becomes the last person to know, how do you want her to bear it."

The words were full of panic, a layer of fine sweat floated on his forehead, but his heart was desolate.

At first, I thought I was a doctor.

At least she can be calm in the face of birth, old age, sickness and death, and now she knows that it is impossible for her to involve her relatives.

At this moment, as a sister, as a doctor, even she can't face up to the objective value of life.

When the dazed rebuttal and dialogue are only left to talk to himself, he realizes how helpless he is.

Sister's hobbies are easy to respond to, and now she is really a bad person!

Yu Gu Jinheng, why not?

Endless sourness, like a sharp blade slowly slamming his heart.

It hurts a little stuffy.

The curled palm squeezed hard, and the bitter smile was infinitely magnified. "If, if things really get to the point of no return. I will...... I will propose. "Divorce.

Those two words, like being put under a Gu, can't be spoken.

The center of the eyebrows was twisted together, and the face was as cold as a cold day, dripping and frozen.

"If you can't help it, why do you have to do this? Do you think she'll be better off that way? ”

"Brother-in-law, you don't know how much Sister cares about you. You are the person she has been thinking about for many years, and for her you are not only a lover, but also a faith. ”

She said with difficulty, and every time she said more, she felt sorry for her sister until her face was full of tears.

Do you know what becomes of a person without faith? So what's the difference between her and the walking dead? ”

"You can be in bad health, or you can be the worst. However, you must not hide it from her, nor can you ...... divorce her.

Gu Jinheng seemed to have listened to it, but it seemed that she hadn't listened to anything.

The two sat silently, neither of them speaking first.

After a long pause, Le Jingxian straightened up.

Raise your hand to wipe away your tears, bitter and relieved. "Brother-in-law, now that China's medicine is very developed, there is hope for everything, let's not give up first, okay?"

"You are my sister's hope, if you leave, have you thought about how she will live? Did you spoil her like a child? Who will be able to stand her bad temper in the future? Isn't it? Isn't it? ”

Le Jingxian followed the temptation, lest she wake up the person in front of her.

Gu Jinheng didn't know that he also wanted to grow old with her.

For the first time, in the face of life, she felt helpless and insignificant.

It turns out that there are really things that people can't compete with.

"Brother-in-law, I'm sorry. I'm not very good at lying, and if you don't tell it all the time, I'll do it for you. ”

In the end, Le Jingxian left crying, she never thought that all this would happen to her family.

Those who have the right to know will always be the most painful people!

The relationship between the two sisters has always been very good, and they will definitely meet for dinner and shopping together at least once a week.

Since that day, every time Le Rongge called Le Jingxian, she shirked it.

It's either something or overtime.

She herself studied gynecology, and the so-called interlacing is like a mountain, and many things in oncology are mostly vague.

Now, as long as she is not working, she sits in the consultation room to check information and ask experts.

Thinking about how to help Sister Ah as much as possible, I found that I was so powerless.

Life is heavy, and it is so thin!