Chapter 362: Evasive Love (I)

Heavenly City.

Xiao Shenghao is playing with Xiao Nannan.

"Brother, you see, this is the ability I learned from my little rhino dog. Blowing bubbles~" The little girl's cute mouth bulged, and when she blew on her fingers, colorful bubbles came out of her fingers, which was very beautiful.

The moment the still furniture was touched by the bubbles, it was quickly swallowed in, and floated with the bubbles~

Xiaobai, who had just woken up, opened his eyes the moment he saw a room of flying bubbles and furniture, his hair stood up, and he was so frightened that he quickly hid in the bed, and then was commanded by Xiao Nan to rush from the bed to the bottom of the bed, chasing and jumping all over the house, but in the end he was ruthlessly caught up by the bubbles and swallowed it in one bite, and then showed a loveless expression, dancing with the furniture with the bubbles.

"Giggle~" A silver bell-like laugh sounded, and Xiao Shenghao used the ability of a crane to release grains of sand and cooperate with Xiao Nannan to use the shovel turned into venom to pile up castles.

Although Xiao Nannan and Xiao Shenghao have traveled through several worlds, their hearts are still the same as that of children, retaining their innocence, as if they will never grow up.

Xiao Shenghao is also happy to play with Xiao Nannan, a big child, a small child, having a lot of fun.

In the world of Naruto, Xiao Shenghao captured the nine tailed beasts to obtain their abilities, and also secretly contributed when Madara Uchiha destroyed the major bloodstained families, silently cooperating with Madara Uchiha's actions, and then ordered the cancer cells and venom hidden in the shadows to use the Heaven Devouring Demon Skill to devour the bloodlines of the major bloodstained families.

It can be said that this trip has been very fruitful.

A tail guarding the crane's wind, earth, and magnetism;

the fire escape of the two tails and brigades;

The water escape, wind escape, and ice escape of the three-tailed rock fu;

the four-tailed Monkey King's earth, fire, and melting;

The fire and boiling of the five-tailed Mu king;

the dissolution of the six-tailed rhino;

Shigeaki's ability to fly, use scale powder to stealth, and interfere with opponents' eyesight;

the ink seal of the eight-tailed cow ghost, the regeneration tail, and the tail stand-in;

The Nine Tails and Nine Lamas' ability to perceive malice and deploy their own chakra to give to others were all successfully obtained by Xiao Shenghao and Nannan.

And the Heaven Swallowing Demon Skill was created by the ruthless emperor who was known as the first in ancient times and amazed the eternal, and continued to grow stronger by devouring various special physinations and origins.

After devouring these bloodstain boundaries and abilities, Xiao Nannan's small body became extremely powerful, and her every move had an aura of destruction and destruction.

In order to prevent Xiao Nannan's strength from running wild and uncomfortable, Xiao Shenghao is also cultivating her ability to manipulate power while playing small games with Xiao Nannan.

For example, stacking a castle exercises the degree of control and shaping of the sand, and cooking at home exercises the ability to control the flame, after all, when the flame is big, the dish will be burned; For example, stacking blocks exercises the control of strength, and the strength is great, or if you are not careful, the blocks that are finally piled up will fall; For another example, the roles of "Dad", "Mom", "Grandpa" and "Grandma" played at home are also given to the toys by Xiao Nannan's magic, which cultivates her creativity.

……

"Sister Bao'er, what are you looking at? So fascinated. Seeing Feng Baobao sitting alone and flipping through the tablet, Xiao Shenghao couldn't help but ask.

"I'm watching the story of you and Xiaotong." Feng Baobao snorted and raised his head.

"The story of me and Xiaotong?" Xiao Shenghao was stunned, what story can he and Xiaotong have?

"Well, look at it." Feng Baobao handed over the tablet.

When Xiao Shenghao took over the tablet, a sad song sounded.

"Makes me like you

You're starting to regret it

I'm not who you think I am

I was insignificant in the eyes of others

When every day you give me more love

The more I was in pain

You don't have the courage to face me

Didn't really want to hurt me

Now you can say sorry to me

What else can you say?

Do I really love you?

My baby hehe."

1. I have been with Brother Shenghao for a long time, and there will naturally be a tacit understanding, Brother Shenghao understands my temper, I tolerate your willfulness, as long as a look, a small action, you know what the other party is thinking, harmony and harmony with each other, such a feeling and fate, sometimes, it is really possible to meet but not to ask for, Brother Shenghao, you say yes?

2. People have joys and sorrows, and the moon is cloudy and sunny. The flowers are similar every year, but the people are different every year. The years have changed, our love. Waiting until the flowering period is missed to reminisce will only leave desolation. Just like some things between me and Brother Shenghao are destined and man-made, I can't change it if I redeem it, so I guard this beauty and love and pay attention to you silently, which can be regarded as a punishment for my life.

3. Love can create miracles in the world, and it can make the spring of life never dry up. We are moved by beauty, moved by kindness, moved by sincerity, and moved by the love that God gave me, I still remember texting every time after a conversation to admit my mistake, I remember that Brother St. Hao was in a state of confusion when I was crying, and you really cared about me at that time, and cried to both of them.

Brother St. Hao, I miss the days when you held me tightly in your arms, kissed my forehead, and helped me wipe my tears when I cried. At that time, you tried to make me happy.

It's a pity, that's just nostalgia, and now I can only silently bless you, thinking, and a little sad. It's kind of sentimental, and it's a little more comfortable to write it, right?

"This is what Xiaotong wrote to me?" Xiao Shenghao was stunned.

"Hmm." Feng Baobao nodded: "Here are what you wrote for her, and there are what she wrote for you." ”

“…….”

Xiao Shenghao looked down and found that it was Xiao Shenghao's log.

For a month and a half, I could dream of Xiaotong's figure every night, waking up and hugging the pillow tightly, looking at the ceiling uneasily, black and black, feeling that the darkness was going to swallow me, panic, fear, uncomfortable, and congested.

The battle between the Heavenly City and the main god space made me panic every day, afraid of dying, afraid of leaving Xiaotong alone, and even more afraid that after losing the war, the Heavenly City would be swallowed up by the main god space.

So, I just have to keep fighting, fighting!

After the battle, during the break, I would sit quietly and look at the photos of me and Xiaotong, when my heart was so calm, people were so happy, and the depression of the war dissipated a lot at this moment.

After the mood gradually calmed down, I suddenly felt that my dependence on Xiaotong had become so strong, and I was afraid that I would become so lonely and lonely without Xiaotong.

Maybe when I miss Xiaotong's heartache and discomfort as happiness and enjoyment, there is actually no pain and suffering in my spiritual world, and I face it with a state of enjoyment, and there is no loneliness in the real sense, but learn to compromise and take love as a kind of protection.

"Is this my log?" Xiao Shenghao muttered.

"It's raining

In the autumn season

Like a fool himself

Why do you hate bright sunshine so much

People who like to go black

It's a lack of security

Hates the sun

Likes to hide in shady places

5. After the battle between the main god space and the Heavenly City, we just waited to hide in the shelter, and the extreme loneliness seemed to be isolated from the world, especially the news reported every day, as well as the fallen areas, which made it easy for people to fall into boundless sadness.

I can't sleep, I can't sleep steadily, occasionally text, call, and email Brother Shenghao, but Brother Shenghao ignores me, think about my family, friends, I can only bravely walk out of the shadow of loneliness, insist on exercising and reading books every day to enrich myself, and then say goodnight to Brother Shenghao, it's a matter of the day.

6. Some people say that people who are dedicated to love are the most terrifying and stupid, two years of high school and non-stop chance encounters with you upstairs, college always saves money to be together, and St. Hao Ge will also take time out to see me after the war.

I really miss the happy times in high school and college, it turns out that St. Hao has done so many things for me!

Unfortunately, I found out too late because we broke up.

Oh, Brother St. Hao, I want to say that I regret it, do you believe it?

Although you ignore me now, I feel that our love is worthy of my dedication, and I am also trying to learn to be dedicated, learn to read, learn to exercise, and learn to get along, which I didn't do well before we broke up, and I can do better.

I may encounter many good things in my life, but it is enough to grasp one of them with my heart.

There are three thousand weak waters, and you only need to take one scoop to drink, and St. Hao Ge said that I am that scoop.

You once told me that you can't understand what kind of long it is to "ten years of cultivation in the same boat, and a hundred years of cultivation to sleep together", and how lucky you are to meet me in the past and present life, so that I am so moved and willing to give, but I am sure that love not only needs to be searched, but also needs to wait.

If I can protect this life in exchange for happiness in the next life and Brother Shenghao, I am willing to love you silently, I don't care about eternity, I only care about what I once had, this is the ending of me and Brother Shenghao now, right? I'm a little unconvinced.

"........ Kiri" Xiao Shenghao snorted and burst into tears.

"Yes, if anyone recognizes me

Ask me why I'm sad and crying

I won't tell him either

I hate living like this

I hate such a lost self

I'm used to hiding from the sun like this

Desperately trying to run

But there is no place to hide

I really want to forget about you right away

But no matter how you deal with it

In the end, it didn't help

Yay, aha."

Asking what is the state of the world is a thing descending from one thing. Xiaotong is the one who can lower me. You know, love is not taking, not possession, but dedication, is giving, just like Xiaotong can't sit in the car and endures the risk of sitting in the car, vomiting, and dizziness to come to the barracks to see me, at that time I felt that I was the happiest man in the whole Heavenly City, seeing the jealous and envious eyes of my comrades-in-arms, my heart was full of happiness and pride.

Although when Xiaotong arrived at the barracks, it was not her who looked at me, but I took care of her, seeing her pale face lying on my shoulder and groggy, vomiting, unable to sleep, my heart was distressed to death, and I swore at that time that I must live well and protect this beautiful and lovely girl.

Open the gift box that Xiaotong brought to me. It was stuffed with the clothes, shoes, and pants she had bought for me with her frugality.

She says she's scared every night now. I'm scared that when I wake up, I'm gone.

In addition to being sad, I can only buy a hugging bear for her.

Xiaotong said that he was afraid of loneliness, so hugging the bear is equal to me, and buying a bear for her to sleep in her every night is equivalent to holding me every night.

Xiaotong said that he hugged the bear and slept every night so that he would not wake up in his dream.

……

We must know how to be tolerant, and we must know how to be patient, because we can only be together during the war holidays and shifts.

We all believe that each other will not change their minds, sweet text messages, phone calls, videos, and the nervousness and fear of not being able to reply when we are busy, more is our tolerance and understanding of each other, and the desperate hug and kiss when we want to see each other is also patient.

Sometimes, a casual word can change your life; A small misunderstanding that should not have happened, but makes us talk and cry and forgive each other, an accident, can also arouse the urge to kiss you secretly, because that is attraction and love.

"Reminiscing about the past

Your smile

He once stroked my two hands

Tired of missing

I'll miss you again when I'm tired

Buried in the crowd

I talk and laugh and I want to forget you

But the tears fell silently."

9. I remembered that after the Great War between the Heavenly City and the main god space, there was a shortage of materials, and I was thirsty, so I bought a cup of green tea for Brother Shenghao, and Brother Shenghao drank half of it for me to drink, in fact, we all understood, but we didn't say it.

Every time I go to the street to buy clothes and shoes, I don't choose expensive ones, but only choose the most suitable and most affordable, Brother Saint Hao is very sad, because although we are not rich, but some clothes and shoes can still be afforded, but just for the sake of not spending money, I am willing to do this, and if you love someone, you will feel sorry for someone, and if you feel sorry for someone, you will be willing to pay for her happiness and joy and have no regrets.

10. "Moths to the fire bring about their own destruction". What kind of persistence is waiting quietly for this, waiting for me at the station for more than two hours every holiday, what kind of torment is this, every time Brother Shenghao comes to Guilin, I will always arrive an hour or two in advance because I am afraid that she will not find me when I get off the train, I hope to get off the car to hug her into my arms and make it bad, and never regret her, in life, who really loves you. If you really meet someone in your life who can make you wait so obsessively, then you will spend your whole life waiting like me?

12. On the day of the breakup, I walked lonely to the subway station after more than 40 minutes in the rain, my brain was blank and chaotic, and in the night when I was awakened by a dream in the future, I waited for you downstairs to come back, so that I could learn to be calm in this loneliness, and also learn to think about problems, thinking about the previous ignorance and ignorance, you and I have a happy past, and you fell in love with someone else in just a few days, do I don't want to believe it, or don't accept reality?

A person hides in his own world, licking his wounds alone, and letting the wounds heal little by little, but there will still be scars after healing, let me remember the happiness and pain in the scars, and also make me understand that some things have to be learned to accept, some fate will not have results, loving a person does not have to have, but having a person must love her well, love you I have done it Although it is not beautiful, but I am trying to make it perfect, but after all, it can't compare to a boy who is more mature than me to give you the warmth you need.

13. It's really uncomfortable to learn to let go of you, the previous phone calls and text messages have become refusals, I don't know how Brother Sheng Hao is so ruthless, don't read my messages, don't reply to my calls, it's not painful to give up a person who loves you very much, but it's painful to give up a person you love very much, and now it's even more painful to fall in love with someone who doesn't love you. If there is fate, time and space are not distances, if there is no chance to see each other all day long, you can't comprehend it mentally, you don't have to care too much about everything, and you don't need to force it, if you think like this, the pain in your heart really can't be offset.