I'm going to hide from the sun

I ran as hard as I could

But why is the sun

It's always on you and me

I really want to forget about you

But you are in my heart

I can't erase it."

12. On the day of the breakup, I walked lonely to the subway station after more than 40 minutes in the rain, my brain was blank and chaotic, and in the night when I was awakened by a dream in the future, I waited for you downstairs to come back, so that I could learn to be calm in this loneliness, and also learn to think about problems, thinking about the previous ignorance and ignorance, you and I have a happy past, and you fell in love with someone else in just a few days, do I don't want to believe it, or don't accept reality? ----- Xiaotong

"Is that 'someone else' she was talking about?" Feng Baobao snorted and expressed his doubts.

"Probably, maybe." Xiao Shenghao felt a little uncomfortable.

"She misunderstood." Feng Baobao said.

"Hmm." Xiao Shenghao nodded: "She treats Nannan as our child." Misunderstanding that we are together. ”

"However, my brother and Sister Bao'er are indeed together." The little girl hugged the angel beast and blinked her big eyes.

“……..” X2

"By the way, she said to send me a text message, but I didn't receive a text message or a phone call." Xiao Shenghao scratched his head and expressed doubt. He remembered it for a long time, and there was no impression in his mind.

While Xiao Shenghao was talking, the nine-tailed fox Xiaobai walked out with a mobile phone in his mouth, and then chirped a few times.

Xiao Shenghao: "......."

"Xiaobai said, you threw away your phone when you came back. It thought it was funny and secretly picked it up. Xiao Nannan glanced at Xiaobai and said.

"I understand." Xiao Shenghao said with a dark face, as the Holy Ancestor of the Tushan Fox Clan, of course he could understand the language of the fox.

Xiao Shenghao opened his mobile phone with ease, and a projection popped up, with hundreds of missed calls and text messages inside.

He has a total of two mobile phones, one was issued by Zhutian City when he joined the army, and the other was used privately before.

He has been using it from the Heavenly City until now, and this private hair has not been used again when he crossed over to the Heavenly City, so it is understandable that Xiaotong can't contact him.

……

"My friends think I've forgotten about you

But I was about to break myself

Would love to forget you

I want to erase the memory

But it can't be done

Much like a stick in the flesh

One needle and one prick"

Xiao Shenghao opened the text message.

Xiaotong: A person hides in his own world, licking his wounds alone, letting the wounds heal little by little, but there will still be a scar after healing, let me remember the happiness and pain in the scar, and also make me understand that some things have to be accepted, some fate will not have results, love a person does not have to have, but to have a person must love him well, love you I have done it Although it is not beautiful, but I am trying to make it perfect, but after all, I can't compare to a more mature than me, Girls who are more beautiful than me give you the warmth you need.

When Si Linghei and He Xie thought that I had forgotten you, and when I talked about you, I realized that her name was Feng Baobao, and your child's name was Xiao Nannan.

Isn't that what babies mean?

In the past, St. Haoge said, with my surname, you will be named.

Now, St. Haoge has done it, but that person is not me.

Your surname is Xiao, and you call her baby, so the child is called Xiao Nannan. What a blessing. Happiness makes me jealous.

I was thinking that she looked expressionless and cold, and she must not be pestering you every day like I do.

I thought you called me Xiaotong, which means Xiao Tong. It turned out to be just wishful thinking on my part.

It's really uncomfortable to learn to let go of you, the previous phone calls and text messages have become refused, I don't know how Brother Sheng Hao is so ruthless, he doesn't read my messages, and he doesn't reply to my calls.

It is not painful to give up someone who loves you very much, but it is painful to give up someone you love very much, and it is even more painful to fall in love with someone who does not love you now. If there is fate, time and space are not distances, if there is no chance to see each other all day long, you can't comprehend it mentally, you don't have to care too much about everything, and you don't need to force it, if you think like this, the pain in your heart really can't be offset.

……..

"Sprinkle salt on the wound

The pain was so painful that it numbed itself

But your name still lingers

Memories of dead love

It's like we're still together

If tears can act as your figure

Even me

I'd rather cry like this all the time

Even if the tears of the sea merge into the sea

I would also choose to forget

Keep it up and live well."

14. How important a good love is to a person, it can make a boy work hard to achieve it, and like St. Haoge, he can become a soldier for the Heavenly City.....

Love can make a person, but also can lose it, completely destroy a person, my heart is dead is also destroyed, a person only has a heart, a heart lives a person, if, love each other, then, please hold the lover's hand, let go may be a lifetime of regret. Life is full of too many regrets, let go of each other's holding hands, let you and I lose each other, your departure is my regret that makes me feel sorry, and it is the persistence of loving you that makes me feel fragile and painful.

15. We yearn for plain love, shop together, eat street snacks together, buy enough fruits, yogurt and cakes in the supermarket, we are all growing, but this depressing war, people who keep dying have an impact on us, I will continue to work hard, not to say but to do it every day, I am changing, growing every day, do you understand?

I still wake up at night, sometimes I don't sleep at all, and I habitually look at the phone next to me with our photos and memories. Brother and I from romance to reality, from the joy of love to the unwilling loss and pain after the love change, I am still obsessed with the surprise it brings, both sides are careful to take care of this love, as much as possible to meet each other's requirements, show the best side, and after you meet her, my shortcomings are infinitely magnified, do you find from him the feeling of being with me before and the joy that you have never encountered, the freshness? It used to be so beautiful, why did it come to naught?

"Actually, I want to keep singing like this

But I couldn't help it

I want to say Panpan

I love you so much

There's really no way I can forget you

What do you want me to do

You can come back to me

You said you wouldn't give up on me

You said you would love me for the rest of your life."

16. You once said that you would love me for a lifetime, but now I spend my whole life thinking about you, hoping that you will live happily, sometimes thinking that Brother Saint Hao is accustomed to my carefulness, thoughtfulness and companionship, so that Brother Saint Hao compares the way I treat Brother Saint Hao with his kindness, Brother Saint Hao began to wonder how he could have fallen in love with me now, Brother Saint Hao began to get angry and felt that I was not as good as a good friend who understood her, cared for her, cherished her, loved her, and was not as mature and steady as cold and knew how to take care of people.

17. I enjoy the loneliness, emptiness and heartache of Brother Shenghao's absence, either I can't let go or I don't want to let go, the price is that I can't sleep every night and I will wake up, take a lunch break, and my spare time is full of your figure and your good, which is destined to love you for a lifetime, my heart is locked in you and I don't want you to come out, every day after work exercise and reading is just to send you a message to say good night, tell myself that today is better than yesterday, I have to take care of my body in the past six months to increase my knowledge and inside, and occasionally go to the places I have been with you, The world of two people, a person's trip, to a place we hadn't been at that time, with your figure in my heart, is also a kind of joy, come on, tomorrow will be better.

18. Brother Shenghao doesn't love me, maybe it's just an excuse to feel safe, unhappy, immature, and not strong in heart, because you fell in love with her, I remember when you hugged me into your arms and said that you would never be separated for the rest of your life, you like to lie on top of me, let me nest in your arms, you always like to be greedily hugged and kissed, and now no matter how deep the relationship is, it will eventually be like a stranger.

I'm the only one waiting for you here, in our space our memories retain that innocence, I'm a stubborn person, Brother Hao is a stubborn person, and when I fell in love with you, I never cared about anyone else.

"Why to the end

You still chose to leave

I said I could change it for you

Why

You won't even give me a chance."

Xiaotong: Now I give my heart to you but I don't want to come back, I think love is vigorous, I think I will find a destination for love, I think you are the other half of my life, but in the end it is in vain, only your figure lingers in my mind.

If you come back to see me one day, you will find that my world is full of you.

Sometimes happiness is to find a warm person to live a lifetime: cherish the person who loves you, cherish the person who has always protected you by your side, and has always treated you as a treasure, because that person is really precious, but unfortunately I lost him.

Brother Shenghao, when you are not by my side, you don't know that I really miss you so much, and sometimes you feel that you lack passion, but when no one is nagging around you, no one cares about you, and no one cares about your illness, you suddenly find that you have lost the person you have always loved the most.

Brother Saint Hao has ever felt this way, I am now when it rains, when I have a cold, when I can't sleep, I can think that you call and text each other is my courage to support it.

Seeing this, Feng Baobao: "........"

"I don't know where to start with an old groove." Feng Baobao said.

"Well, I think too." Xiao Shenghao said.

“…….”X2

……..

"You said you like kids a lot

I promise you........

You say I'm not sensible, I can change it

Why do you say when you break up

It's so resolute

I cried so sadly

You don't even pay attention to me anymore."

19. When I was seventeen years old, you kissed me on the face and kissed me on the mouth, and you told me that you only loved me in this life, and I spent my whole life waiting, and every day I could only wananan I love you, love you, love you, and tell you.

Now I let go of the string that holds the kite, the restraint of the line, and you fly higher and higher, into the arms of the sky, and I want to chase you back, but I find that I can't reach it.

One day the kite may be scarred when it lands, but can I find it? At the moment of falling, pick it up from below, or can you just watch it go away, look into the distance and say if it's okay?

"She implied that I was a kite? Flying higher and higher, does it mean that I am crossing? And scarred, do you think I'm going to be hurt by the White Lotus, the green tea? Xiao Shenghao said.

"......." Feng Baobao: "What she means is that she wants to be a spare tire." Always waiting for you. ”

Xiao Shenghao: "........"

“

Touch the scars on your hands

Think back to our old days

Yesterday everywhere

I really miss you

When I want to call you

Took it and put it down, took it and put it down

I can't sleep every night

Please don't leave me

I love you so much

22. I have been in the heart of St. Hogo for four years, and you have been in my heart for a lifetime. I should be good at listening when I mess with Brother Saint Hao, instead of following my thoughts, and then admit my mistakes, Brother Saint Hao said that there is more sadness than joy with me, and I can't see hope and the future together, and Brother Saint Hao said that when I broke up, it was the most failed and incompetent thing I did in my life and the most regretful sentence, be cautious in words and deeds, be cautious in words and deeds, be cautious in words and deeds, and now I think about doing things every day, and then I think about doing things every day, and then I will break my promise again, and every time I say that I don't make noise or make trouble, I will always make trouble and then ask Brother Saint Hao for forgiveness, And this time it's unforgivable, isn't it?

On the day we parted, a girl asked my brother if he wanted to buy flowers, and you said no, and then I knew we would never go back.

After the war, I came to the door of St. Hao's house in the morning, St. Haoge hadn't woken up yet, watched St. Haoge fall asleep, looked up at me, continued to sleep, I covered the blanket with St. Haoge, this is also the last time, hugging St. Haoge, St. Haoge got up, went to brush his teeth and watched, St. Haoge was not happy, saw me, I didn't know what to say, I could only watch, hugged St. Haoge St. Haoge to dodge, hugged hard, St. Haoge struggled, and finally I cried, hugged St. Haoge tightly, St. Haoge still broke away.

I cried, I cried so sadly, it turned out that when I cried, Brother Saint Hao would help me wipe my tears, and then hold me in his arms and whisper comfort.

Now I just watched impatiently, and then I knew that we couldn't go back to the way we were.

You said that you fell in love with someone else, you said that there are many people who love you, I am only one of them, and I am not the worst, you said that you were too simple and naïve before, so you will fall in love with me like a pen.

I loved it before, but now I don't love it anymore, I really don't understand how I liked it before.

I can only bow my head and cry, my heart hurts so much, you told me not to come to you again without your consent in the future, you said that you have let go of me.

You said that you have been to her house, spent the night with her, and will tell me when you get married in the future, I said can I hold you, can I ask you to have dinner in the future, as a friend, you said that you want more than just friends, yes, I am guarding you and waiting for you, how can I only be willing to be a friend, after saying that, I hugged Brother Sheng Hao tightly This time I didn't push it away, hugged it tightly, and kissed Brother Shenghao, this is also the last time, Brother Sheng Hao said that I can't kiss it in the future, holding Brother Shenghao's hand and putting my hands together, when I walked, Brother Shenghao said to walk with my head up, Brother Saint Hao is happy, is it because he can be happy with her or because he got rid of me?

I said that I was thin, Brother Sheng Hao said what is the matter with me, yes, how am I doing, what is the matter with him, he has his life, there is a person he loves and loves him, I have nothing to do with passers-by, what qualifications do passers-by have to care?

I will still wait for you, work hard, and hope you are happy.

I don't understand why I can't be interested in other boys, anyway, Brother Saint Hao is the reason why I don't love others, how I want to tell you: "good night" is just two words, every day wananan good night I love you, love you, love you important things to say three times, but this is the reason and love words I want to say to you for the rest of my life.

It's another night dreaming of you, in the dream Brother Sheng Hao hates me, my heart is really broken, it hurts, I love Brother Shenghao, this kind of love, called lovesickness is also helpless, let me meet you and fall in love with you in this life, and let me miss you in the morning and twilight, but unfortunately not if, so I want to use this life to repay Brother Shenghao's love for me I didn't grasp it, and I love Brother Shenghao for a lifetime, work hard, be kind to others, treat people with sincerity, be positive and optimistic, come on.

I really can't do it if I don't want you, I'm already lost in your world, how can I get out? I can only hide my love in my heart and not bother you, so that I miss you silently.

Love is only for two people, one heart. I don't love you, who can I love? I can only love you from afar and bless you.

After all this time, I still only love St. Haoge alone. When St. Hogo was there, I fell in love with St. Hogo. After St. Haoge left, I loved to reminisce...... If Brother St. Hao loves me, I will accompany you for a lifetime, and if Brother St. Hao leaves, Brother St. Hao in my memory will accompany me for a lifetime.......

Brother Saint Hao's memory can be without me, but my memory can not be without Brother Saint Hao, I keep all the couple clothes you bought, and loving you is love.

By the way, today I went to see my cousin, I learned a lot of new skills from him, I heard what other heresies Si Lingsi had, you have also started to run around for the Heavenly City now, and she is what you know in other worlds.

How I wish I could meet you when I crossed over......

Brother Saint Hao can not miss me, but I can't miss you, your world can have him, but my world is only you. Brother St. Hao wants to be happy Oh, love you my brother S. Hao's husband......

Brother Saint Hao, I dreamed that we got back together and kissed so deeply, but we separated due to a misunderstanding, and I followed your footsteps for more than ten years and still found it, and at that time we became so vicissitudes......

Logs, text messages, that's it.

"Phew, scumbag!" Feng Baobao couldn't help but see this.

Xiao Shenghao: "........"