Volume 1 Chapter 243 Can We Talk?
The private hospital Limu Zhennan did not wake up.
However, knowing that Shangguan Jingyu was here, the hospital specially arranged a rest room.
Mu Zhennan has been in a coma at present, although there is no abnormality in various physical indicators, but the person has not woken up.
Shangguan Jingyu sat on the sofa, his hands propped up on his forehead and closed his eyes slightly, closing his eyes to recuperate. When Mu Zixiao entered the lounge, she first saw his tired face.
After a night, some blue stubble grew on his chin, but it did not reduce his charm at all, walked up to him, half-squatted, and asked, "Are you tired, do you want to go back and rest first." ”
He was usually very busy, but now he had to focus on her.
When he opened his eyes, his eyes were clear, and his thin lips opened lightly, "I'm fine." ”
Stretching out his arms and taking her into his arms, his fingertips caressing her chin, his eyes were deep, and he said to her seriously, "When you ask me if I'm tired, I'll think about it more." ”
Mu Zixiao rolled her eyes, only then did she understand the intention of his words, and directly slapped his hand away, pushed him away, pretending not to understand his words, "You better go back and rest, you haven't closed your eyes all night, and besides, there are peanuts at home!" It's not good not to go back, I can handle it by myself here. ”
If I am not mistaken, they originally made an appointment to go back to Shangguan's old mansion together.
But in the current situation, there may be no way to go.
At the moment, Mu Zhennan may not be able to wake up at any time, she understands his feelings of wanting to accompany her, but she is unwilling to let him exhaust his body.
Shangguan Jingyu stared at her and didn't move.
Mu Zixiao stood up and pulled him up, "It's okay for you to go back and rest first, and then come back, otherwise if you don't rest well here, I will also worry about you, you won't let me worry about you so much, no!" ”
She believed that she would always have a way to convince him.
Shangguan Jingyu couldn't stand her begging like this, so he had to get up, but he pulled her and refused to let go, and discussed with her, "Go back with me?" ”
Mu Zixiao shook her head, she was very persistent in this matter, "I want to wait here for him to wake up......"
"That ......"
Before Shangguan Jingyu could finish speaking, she stopped him and said, "Don't say that you want to stay with me." I know my situation and can take care of myself, so you don't have to worry about me. ”
After a night of thinking, she did a lot of mental construction for herself, and then figured out a lot of things.
Seeing that it was rare for her to be so persistent, Shangguan Jingyu understood that it was impossible to let her leave with him at this time, so he could only deal with the rest of the things by himself first, and then come over to accompany her.
"I told him over there, old man, I'll come back later, so don't worry."
Mu Zixiao was stunned, but he didn't expect that even these had been arranged in advance.
Holding her shoulders tightly, it invisibly brought her strength, and told her, "Don't work too hard, there is a doctor, don't let yourself worry too much." ”
He nodded obediently, knowing that he was still uneasy.
Mu Zixiao glanced at the coat that was placed aside, and felt a little weak, "Your coat seems to be unwearable." ”
Yesterday, she unceremoniously rubbed her tears on his coat.
Shangguan Jingyu didn't care much, took his coat and glanced at her, his eyebrows raised slightly, and he chuckled, "Look at the way you look now, why are you like a quail, and your heart is empty?" After saying that, he pinched her cheek.
Mu Zixiao pursed her lips and didn't speak, that's right, she is weak now.
sent him downstairs, "Let's find a substitute driver, you and Lin Mo haven't rested all night, and it's not good to drive." He was so warm to himself, and she had to be considerate when he came over all night at night.
Shangguan Jingyu listened to her words, but instead took her hand and dragged her into his arms, pressed her face, and asked in a low voice, "Are you worried about me, or are you worried about my assistant Lin." ”
Lin Mo stood aside and heard this, and his subconscious reaction was how far he could go, this little couple whispered, it had nothing to do with him!
Sticking to his chest, Mu Zixiao couldn't hear the teasing in Shangguan Jingyu's words, raised his hand to help him tidy up his collar, leaned over, and deliberately said, "Of course I'm worried about Assistant Lin!" ”
Anyway, it's all annoying words, who wouldn't say a few words!
Shangguan Jingyu narrowed his eyes dangerously, pinched her waist, and took her off the ground, "What did you say?" ”
Mu Zixiao stood on tiptoe with some effort, holding his chin flatteringly, blinking her eyes, there was an indescribable agility, but the words that came out of her mouth were extremely narcissistic, "You are so clingy, it will make me feel that you are too reluctant to me!" ”
"It was." Shangguan Jingyu lowered his head and bit her lip, a night's worry, coupled with his comfort to her, he couldn't relieve his depressed mood, so he simply kissed her hard.
After a while, he let go of her, pressed his fingertips on her crimson lips, pressed against her forehead, and murmured, "I'll come over in a while, everything will be fine, don't worry, you have to be obedient." ”
put the phone into her palm, "I have already charged Lin Mo, don't stop answering my calls." ”
Mu Zixiao stuck it up and kissed him on the chin, he was so intimate about his own affairs, it really made her have no way not to like it.
Shangguan Jingyu seems to have a special charm that fascinates her deeply.
After seeing Shangguan Jingyu leave, after a long time, Mu Zixiao turned around and prepared to go back.
Unexpectedly, when she turned around, she saw Chu Yingrou standing not far from her.
I don't know how long Chu Yingrou has been standing here, and whether she has seen her and Shangguan Jingyu getting along just now.
The fleeting embarrassment quickly disappeared from her face, and the temperature in her eyes slowly dimmed, Mu Zixiao walked in the direction of the hospital, saw Chu Yingrou, and was about to walk over in disregard, but heard the other party speak first, "Zixiao, can we talk?" ”
After a pause, Mu Zixiao stopped and looked at Chu Yingrou, her eyes were very puzzled, "My father's life and death are uncertain now, I don't know what I can talk to you about." ”
If she remembers correctly, the only intersection between her and Chu Yingrou is Mu Zhennan.
Chu Yingrou didn't give up, stepped forward, stopped her, and asked insistently, "Zixiao, I know, you don't like me." But I don't understand, even, I don't understand, what exactly have I done to make you unhappy? ”
snorted lightly, she didn't expect Chu Yingrou to ask herself such a question.
Turning sideways, her eyes that retreated from temperature looked sarcastic, and she tried her best to let herself speak to her in a calm tone, "Don't you know that your existence itself already dislikes me very much." ”
"Because of Zhennan?"
Mu Zixiao didn't answer, but her silence answered the question asked by Chu Yingrou.
Chu Yingrou looked at her, frowning, with weakness on her face, but her eyes were innocently stained with disbelief, "Do you think that I intervened in your parents' feelings to be hostile to me?" ”
Mu Zixiao looked at her with some amusement, the meaning in her eyes was already very clear, wasn't it?
Now, why did Chu Yingrou make such a pitiful appearance.
She stepped forward, stared at Chu Yingrou, and asked her, "You are asking me this question, do you want to tell me that you have never intervened in their relationship?" ”
All the juniors in the world will not admit that they are the destroyers of marriage, but firmly believe that they are on the side of the faithful defense of love.
Chu Yingrou shook her head and explained to her, "Whether you believe it or not, I want to tell you that I never wanted to intervene between them. ”
In this way, in Mu Zixiao's opinion, it is simply pale and pitiful, without the slightest credibility.
"At least, I never had such a thought for a moment when your mother existed."
Mu Zixiao smiled at her for a long time, "So, you mean, now that she's gone, you have this thought?" I can understand it that way, right? He chuckled, "You don't have a position to make me believe in you." ”
"Zixiao, I don't understand why you deliberately misinterpret what I mean."
"I never had to understand you. You don't have to be so aggrieved to win my favor. The tone paused, "Your compromise will only make me believe that you are a thief." ”
"Do you think I'm here to take your mother's place?"
"Isn't it? Chu Yingrou, you always look so noble, but don't you know what you've done yourself? ”
Chu Yingrou choked and shook her head, "I don't understand what you mean." ”
"Well, since you don't understand, then I'll make it clear." Thinking of what had happened, her whole person exuded a kind of cold air, "How did my mother die in the first place?" ”
Chu Yingrou looked at her eyes, and finally, slowly looked away, "She suffers from severe depression. ”
Oh, depression! Of course, she knew that Qin Wan was depressed.
But who is the one who started it all?
"Did you visit her often before she died?"
"Yes."
"The person she has the most contact with, isn't you?"
"Yes."
"And finally, did you get the doctor to stop her medication? Did you sign on the signature box? ”
The memories of the past rolled in, Chu Yingrou's lips trembled slightly, closed her eyes, covered her eyes with thousands of emotions, and finally said one word, "...... Be. ”
Chu Yingrou's response was a positive answer.
Even if she had known all this for a long time, she could ask these questions in person, and then listen to her answer in the affirmative, Mu Zixiao still felt dull in her chest.
After a long time, Mu Zixiao looked at her, "So, what do you think is there to say?" On the same day you told the doctor to stop taking the medicine, she jumped off the rooftop of the hospital. ”
took a step closer to her, her eyes were frighteningly clear, the coldness of the corners of her eyes and eyebrows only increased, but her quiet voice was frightening, she looked at Chu Yingrou and continued to ask, "That day, it was still raining!" Do you remember? ”
Chu Yingrou stood in place, her thoughts unable to calm down for a long time.
Her eyelashes trembled slightly, clenching her lower lip flap, how could she have forgotten that day.
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"I don't want to live like this anymore."