Volume 1 Chapter 244 It's okay if you don't want to go, give me a reason

This is what Qin Wan said to her lying on the hospital bed, staring at the ceiling.

Qin Wan smiled at her quietly, "I'm so grateful that you came to see me, but I really don't want to take those medicines anymore." Please go and talk to the doctor. ”

She rubbed the position of her temples, her eyes were slightly hollow, her expression was dazed, and she said in a daze, "Recently, I don't know why, I always can't remember a lot of things." Obviously, those images are in my head, but I can't remember anything. ”

"I beg you, okay, I don't want to forget the people who are most important to me at the end of my life."

At that time, she was by Qin Wan's side, but she watched Qin Wan's state become depressed day by day.

The doctor said that it was a heart knot, and if the patient himself was unwilling to untie the heart knot, no one could do anything.

She sat aside, looked at Qin Wan's thin face, and comforted, "As long as you cooperate with the doctor's treatment, everything will be fine." ”

"Don't you want to see Zixiao? She'll be back today, and you'll be able to see her soon! ”

Qin Wan shook her head, leaned against the bed rail behind her, and slowly lowered her head, "However, I'm afraid that one day, I will forget even my most important person." ”

"Help me, okay, I don't want those drugs to destroy my last time."

After seeing Qin Wan's condition, the doctor said these words to her, "Ms. Chu, the patient's condition is not optimistic, the patient has a knot in his heart, and he is unwilling to contact anyone. ”

Standing in the corridor of the hospital, listening to the doctor's words, a white light flashed in front of her eyes, her eyes hurt, and even her voice trembled, "Doctor, I don't understand what you mean." Isn't depression cured by treatment? ”

"However, Ms. Qin is not willing to cooperate with our work at all, and you can see that she does not want to see anyone but you. In your absence, she doesn't communicate with anyone at all, doesn't sleep or eat, and just stares out the window by herself. In such a situation, we really can't do anything, and if we continue to use drugs, it may cause more harm to her. ”

"What harm?"

"The concatenation of memories is, to put it more seriously, a loss of mind. If these spiritual drugs are taken for a long time, they will definitely have an irreversible impact on her in the future. The doctor looked at her, "So, we need you to make a decision." Because Ms. Qin mentioned this request to us before, however, we still need to ask for your opinion. ”

He handed her the medical case in front of her, "If you agree to stop taking the medicine, please sign it here." ”

She hesitated there for a long time now, and finally signed her name.

Because, Qin Wan begged to say to her, I want to live soberly in the last time.

Until now, she still remembered what Qin Wan said to her in the ward that day, she said, "Actually, we are all unfortunate people, but fortunately, you are luckier than me." ”

Qin Wan's eyes looked out the window, and a smile appeared on her face, "It's a pity that I can't anymore." ”

She stood there and looked at Qin Wan, who was wearing a simple white dress that day, standing in the sun, like an angel falling on earth.

She heard her say, "If Mu Zhennan hadn't met me, maybe you would be able to get together smoothly." Unfortunately, for now, all I can say is sorry to you. ”

"But...... It's not too late, and you'll have time in the future. ”

At that time, against the light, she didn't see Qin Wan's expression clearly when she spoke, she just thought that she was saying a word of exclamation, and when she left and returned home, she suddenly got the news from the hospital.

On that day, just after she left, Qin Wan jumped down on the rooftop of the hospital.

Then, that day, it rained in Pingchuan, a very big rain. …………

Chu Yingrou retracted her thoughts, slowly opened her eyes, her fluttering eyelashes leaked her sad emotions at this time, she took a deep breath, pressed her chest tightly, and swallowed back the choked throat that kept gathering in her throat.

If Mu Zixiao's misunderstanding of her started from that day, then from this moment on, she didn't need to defend herself.

Memories of the past, wounds that have grown, do not need to be opened again.

As Qin Wan said back then, she is the one favored by fate,

Therefore, even if she bears the resentment of Mu Zixiao's prejudice, she is still willing.

Because, she is willing to believe Qin Wan.

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Shangguan Rui has been getting more and more confused about the old man's approach recently.

When I returned to the old mansion today, nothing happened.

And Shangguan Jingyu, doesn't it mean that he will go back to his old mansion today? However, I didn't see a figure for a long time, and in the end, I waited for the little peanut.

When the old man saw the cute little grandson, he naturally couldn't close his mouth, and he didn't mention anything else.

Shangguan Rui had a gloomy look all night, as if someone owed him a lot of money.

After coming back, when I entered the room, I started to smash things, and there was a lot of noise.

Shangguan Jingchen and Su Yu, who were staying in the living room, both heard the voice.

Shangguan Jingchen stared at the direction of the upstairs.

Su Yu saw that Shangguan Jingchen's face was not good, so he took the initiative to speak and be a peacemaker, "Don't be angry first, I'll go and see the situation first." ”

Shangguan Jingchen retracted his gaze and didn't make a sound, which was considered a tacit acquiescence.

When he got up, he sighed softly in his heart, no way, there is such a son between them, and there is no way not to be nervous when anything happens.

When I got upstairs, I knocked on Shangguan Rui's door first, and the sound of smashing things inside stopped.

Then, before she could speak, the door was suddenly pulled open from the inside, and Shangguan Rui wanted to shout out the words, but as soon as he reached his mouth, the person who appeared before meeting was Su Yu.

So, he swallowed back the words stiffly, but his face was still very bad, "Why are you here?" ”

Through Shangguan Rui, Su Yu saw that almost all the things that could be smashed in this room were thrown to the ground, and the originally tidy bedroom was now in a mess, suppressing the displeasure in his heart, and instead spoke, "Are the things in the room enough to be smashed?" Do you need someone to prepare some for you? ”

Shangguan Rui heard the meaning of Su's words, knew that he was at a loss, and stood aside without speaking.

Su Yu entered his room and saw that the room was smashed in a mess, so he finally found a place to sit on the sofa, put his hands on his knees, and asked calmly, "Why are you making such a fuss this time?" ”

If something is smashed, it can be rearranged, but she also needs to understand what it is all for.

Su Yu's face is not very good, I really don't understand, there is something that can't be solved well, and I must use this way to vent!

Shangguan Rui shook his face and looked to the side, his face was still gloomy and embarrassing, and the anger on his body became heavier and heavier, "It's nothing, it's just that I'm in a bad mood all of a sudden." ”

Obviously it was fine before going out, and as soon as she came back from the old house, she began to drop things in the house, and she didn't believe it at all if there was no trace of greasy in it.

But it's one thing to think in your heart, but it's another thing to say it in your mouth.

She's a mother, even if she really sees through some things, it's not easy to say goodbye.

simply opened his mouth and told him something else, "Do you remember Aunt Zheng's daughter, she went to study abroad a few years ago and has never been able to go home, and it just so happens that she will come back in the next few days." You are of the same age, there must be something to talk about, I have agreed with your Aunt Zheng, and I will take the time to arrange for you to meet. ”

said it was a meeting, but it was actually a blind date arranged.

Shangguan Rui frowned, his face was impatient, he didn't understand the meaning of Su Yu, and directly refused angrily, "I don't see." ”

Su Yu glanced at him, fortunately she had prepared in advance, and Shangguan Rui's answer was within her expectations, so she had the patience to talk to him well, and calmly persuaded him, "If you don't want to go, it's okay, give me a reason?" ”

Shangguan Rui was irritable in his heart, grabbed his hair at random, tore off his tie and threw it aside, pacing back and forth in the room, and when he saw those unpleasant things on the ground, he simply kicked them away again, "If you don't see it, you don't see it, where did it come from." ”

Su Yu got up and spoke in a slightly serious tone, "Everything you say to me now, I just treat you as if you are playing tricks, I have heard it, and I have forgotten it." However, to arrange for you to arrange the daughter of Aunt Zheng's family, you must meet. Even if you don't meet this time, there will be a next time, a next time. You have to think about it, you can hide once, can you hide every time. ”

You can't stuff yourself every day, and it's better to go out and meet other girls. With contrast, this perseverance can go down early.

Shangguan Rui couldn't hold back his bad temper and roared, "Mom, what are you doing here?" Who said I'm going to meet with Aunt Zheng's daughter? I never said yes, and I never thought about it, can you stop messing around with me. ”

"No," Su Yu said to him earnestly, "You are not young, even if you don't think about your life's affairs, I have to think about you." ”

“……”

Seeing that Su Yu couldn't be convinced, Shangguan Rui simply didn't bother to speak again, and didn't turn his face and let himself freeze to the side.

Su Yu saw that he looked so repulsed, and sighed and was about to go out the door.

It's just that when she just walked to the door, she stopped again, as if she suddenly remembered something, and turned back to him and said, "Oh, by the way, when I go back to the old house today, the old man mentioned by the way, your uncle has registered his marriage." So, the most important thing right now is your business. ”

Shangguan Rui's peach blossom eyes revealed danger outward, and he clenched his teeth, "What did you say?" ”

Tie the knot? Shangguan Jingyu? Got married? How is this possible?

If Shangguan Jingyu gets married, how can he not hear the wind at all!

Tugged the corners of his mouth, even though he was holding on to his composure, his face was still very reluctant, "How is this possible!" I haven't heard of it at all, don't make such jokes. ”

Su Yu glanced at him, knew what he was thinking with a slight turn of thought, looked at him calmly, and spoke to him in a steady tone, "Is it necessary for me to joke about this kind of thing?" ”