The first snow of the year came on November 12th.

Unlike the usual sleet, this snow was menacing, and the snow was overwhelming, staining the entire city white.

Shen Yuan was curling but had no intention of appreciating the snow, she held Shen Yifeng's portrait and placed it in the right position, and then knelt in front of Shen Yifeng's mourning hall and kowtowed three times. She was surrounded by sympathetic glances from the people who came to the funeral, and occasionally she could hear a few words like, "This child is so pitiful, my mother has not been around since I was a child, and now my father is gone." Exclamation.

She never shed tears, not because she was not sad, but when she received a call from her aunt at school a few days ago to learn the news of her father's death, her tears were almost dry. She didn't sleep well for two or three days in a row, and at this time she only felt a little trance, as if she was in a dream, and everything was not real.

It wasn't until her aunt almost fainted from crying that she came to her senses and stepped forward to help her aunt sit aside to rest.

The next day was Monday, but Shen didn't get up from the bed to go to school. She lay in bed, not sleeping, not thinking about anything, just feeling tired for no reason. She thought that her father's condition had been stable and nothing would happen again, she thought that a miracle was really going to happen, but she didn't expect that her father didn't suffer too much from illness in that last time, which could only be regarded as the last gift of fate. She closed her eyes and began to cry even though she didn't want to cry.

She misses her mother.

If her mother was by her side at this time, she would at least not feel so isolated. But her mother didn't contact her after hearing about her father's death, maybe it was really like what she said when she divorced Shen Yifeng, she didn't want to have anything to do with their surname Shen anymore.

- But what did Dad do wrong, and what did I do wrong?

Shen Yuanxuan couldn't figure it out, after so many years, she still hadn't figured it out.

Just as she buried her head in the quilt and was about to cry for a while, there was a knock on the door. She was a little puzzled - my aunt had a key and wouldn't knock on the door, and no one should come except my aunt.

She got out of bed and walked to the door, and through the cat's eye, she saw Zhou Minggao standing outside the door, and she was a little surprised.

In the two days after her father's death, she didn't have the time and energy to dwell on things about Zhou Minggao anymore, and Zhou Minggao didn't contact her much. How could he come over all of a sudden? Today is Monday, Zhou Minggao shouldn't have known that she was at home.

Shen Yuanyuan was still standing in the door hesitating, and Zhou Minggao outside the door suddenly shouted, "Open the door quickly, I know you didn't go to school." Seeing that Shen Yuan still shouldn't, he said again, "I skipped class to see you, don't you really open the door?" ”

Shen Yuanyuan finally took two steps forward and opened the door.

Zhou Minggao is no different from the last time they met, but Shen Yuanyuan has obviously "vicissitudes" a lot. Crying red eyes and dark circles due to insomnia can't be hidden. Without waiting for Zhou Minggao to speak, Shen Yuanyuan asked him first, "Why are you here?" "My voice is very hoarse, probably because I cried.

"If I don't come to see you, won't you, a junior in high school, go to school?"

"What do you care about me?" After saying this with a little anger, Shen Yuanxuan reacted as if something and asked him, "How do you know that I didn't go to school?" ”

Zhou Minggao didn't rush to answer, he didn't change into slippers and entered the house politely, and Guagua ran over and rubbed him affectionately.

"Because there's something, it's time to tell you."

"What." I was not happy with his pretentious tone, and Shen Yuan's attitude was not very good, "What are you going to do, I'm really not in the mood to listen to you say the second line now." ”

"It's about your dad, and it's about us. But you eat this first. He handed out the bag of breakfast that he had been carrying in his hand, and seeing that Shen Yuan was about to be angry with him again, he said, "Don't worry, I didn't mean to detour, it's that this matter is really long, and it will be difficult for you to accept, I don't want to faint with low blood sugar halfway through you know." ”

Shen Yuan glared at him suspiciously, but still obediently took the breakfast. After she ate it all bite by bite, Zhou Minggao said unhurriedly, "The week you started school, your father contacted me once through my number recorded in your notebook, and then we met. He paused, "Do you remember I said that I came back in time." ”

Shen Yuanyuan didn't understand what he wanted to say, but he nodded anyway.

"That's true, not only that, but your dad is also a time-traveler. I know it's hard for you to accept, but I hope you can trust me this time. And I want to tell you that my uncle and I crossed over the same opportunity, both because of the loss of you. Our purpose is the same, to keep you. ”

"Wait......" Shen Yuanxuan interrupted Zhou Minggao, "I believe you're not lying, but can you be specific?" I still don't understand what you say. ”

Zhou Minggao didn't say any more, but took out a notebook from his backpack and handed it to Shen Yuanyuan. "I'm really saying it upside down right now, so you'd better read the text version. You should have seen this notebook, it was given to me by Uncle Shen at that time. ”

Shen took the notebook and confirmed that this was the diary that her father had always written. "This is my dad's diary...... Why did he give this to you? ”

Zhou Minggao shook his head, "This is not a diary. Look, your dad said it's up to me to decide whether or not to show you this. ”

"Did my dad really say that? Why does he decide his stuff to you? ”

"It's hard for me to explain when you ask me that." Zhou Minggao smiled helplessly and said, "It's okay, you'll understand when you read it." There's so much going on, and I don't want you to be in the dark anymore. ”