Chapter 48: Shen Yifeng's Notes (1)

14 July 2006

I didn't expect to go back in time again.

This is the second time I have looked back on the past, the first time, my wife Wen Li accidentally left her daughter at the station in December 2006, and her daughter went to look for her, not wanting to be in a car accident on the road, and died on the spot. I somehow went back to the beginning of 2006, in December, I carefully let my daughter pass that time safely, but in 2007, my wife Wen Li's mania that she had not committed for a long time suddenly attacked, and beat her daughter to death, I couldn't accept it, and I was heartbroken, so I ushered in a second time to look back on the past.

My daughter's departure twice was related to his wife Wen Li, so, in order to protect my daughter, this time, I chose to divorce Wen Li and completely change everything that will happen next.

9 April 2007

All is well with my daughter. It's just that recently, she often told me that she would see the "future" in her dreams, and at first I just thought it was a child's words, but gradually, I found that my daughter's "prophecy" could really come true.

I was scared and worried that my daughter would have another accident, but I didn't know how to avoid it.

6 May 2007

All is well with my daughter.

Recently, I have also started to have some strange dreams, and I often see my daughter in my dreams, and all around my daughter are things that she predicts. Those things appeared in front of her eyes like a series of images, she could see it, and I could see it. I found that my daughter could only predict what was relevant to her, but I couldn't stop worrying.

First of all, will this foreknowledge have any mental and physical effects on her?

Second, is there anyone else who can see the future she foresees through dreams like I do? If she can, then is she likely to be used and harmed by someone with a heart?

I need to find a way to change this.

1 September 2007

All is well with my daughter.

After months of research, I learned that I was able to stay awake in my dreams, a condition that is known in science as "lucid dreaming." For some reason, I often had lucid dreams, but slowly, I learned to control my dreams.

In my dream, I met an old man who taught me how to change my daughter's future, and I did what she said, and built a house around my daughter and protected her in it. A wall was built outside of those frames, separating them. In this way, she will not see the future, and will only dream about herself, whether good or bad. And with the exception of me, the builder of the house, no one else, even if she was lucid in her dream, would not see her dreams of foreseeing the future through the walls.

As the builder of the wall, the wall will be transparent to me. But I swear I won't see it unless I have to.

Even if it's my daughter, I wouldn't spy on her future in such a weird way. I want her to grow up happy, carefree, and normal, and she doesn't need to be good, as long as there are no accidents.

The old man also told me that in the future there will be another person who will be able to see through the walls I have built, and that person will be the one who can really save me. I asked many times, but she refused to elaborate. I couldn't help it, I could only watch her disappear.

5 September 2008

All is well with my daughter.

After so much time without any strange incidents, my hanging heart was finally able to rest. My daughter is lovely, kind, smart and healthy, which makes me happy.

4 November 2009

All is well with my daughter.

I met the old man again in a lucid dream, she asked me to go to the temple to offer incense, she said that there is a fairy fate, Buddha fate, I offered incense for her, she will be better.

I'm an atheist, but in the face of a lot of strange things that happened to him, I had to believe a little. I promised the old man: as long as I can keep the peace, not to mention going to the temple to offer incense, I am willing to offer a few statues of gods and Buddhas at home, and worship them every day.

December 5, 2010

All is well with my daughter.

November 1, 2011

All is well with my daughter. Today gave her a big birthday, and the little girl was happy for a long time. It's just that she always mentions to me that she misses her mother, which makes me very worried.

On the one hand, I was afraid that she would have psychological problems because she was not accompanied by her mother, and on the other hand, I really didn't dare to let their mother and daughter meet, for fear that something bad would happen and make my efforts fall short.

January 23, 2012

Today is the Spring Festival, the first day of the Lunar New Year.

I made a decision.

My daughter has been clamoring to go to celebrate the New Year with her mother, but a few days ago, I predicted the future through her dreams, and I was shocked to break out in a cold sweat when I saw her rolling down the cliff behind her grandmother's house.

I decided to let my daughter cut ties with them completely.

I entered her dream and created a dream within a dream. I portrayed both Wen Li and Wen Li's mother as terrifying and fierce, and when my daughter woke up, I said that Wen Li and Wen Li's mother were both given the title of "patriarchal".

Sure enough, after the daughter with strong self-esteem believed the dream in her dream to be true, she never mentioned thinking about her mother again.

But I didn't feel at ease. I was sad and confused.

I don't know why there seems to be a sense of restraint between her and my mother, and I don't know if it's right or wrong for me to do so. I knew Wen Li had always hated me for not letting her see her, but I had no choice.

If I'm really wrong, then it's okay, and I'm wrong.

November 1, 2012

All is well with my daughter. Today I gave the doll bear she always wanted as a birthday present, not to mention how happy the little girl is.

Nothing bad happened again, and I didn't peek into the future anymore, I didn't dream anymore, everything seemed to change back to the way it was, but there was always a faint worry in my heart.

November 1, 2013

All is well with my daughter. Another year older.

Everything was going well, the strange things didn't happen again, and I think I managed to keep her down.

I won't take out this book again in the future.,My daughter is getting older.,I'm afraid she'll notice it and shout to see it.。

As long as everything is okay with her.

Year after year, peace and security.