The days after the start of the course are very regular. In addition to attending classes on time every day, Shen Yuanyuan plays games with Su Yuan, makes video and phone calls with Zhou Minggao and Xiao Ranran, and occasionally her classmates ask her to go to the dormitory on the first floor for a small gathering. She gets along well with everyone, and no one treats her as an alternative because she has taken a leave of absence.

Such peaceful days only lasted less than a week, and Shen Yuanyuan began to see malicious submissions about himself on the confession wall again. This time she doesn't plan to stop it, this time, she intends to get to the bottom - as she wrote in her diary: don't hurt others, but she won't allow others to hurt herself.

She first told her current class tutor about this matter, and the class tutor attaches great importance to this matter, and what she wants to do is to protect her students rather than calm things down. She promised Shen Yuanyuan that she would definitely help her find this person together, so that her college life would not have such waves again.

The school's confession wall is run by a fixed number of juniors, and after they graduate or don't want to continue the operation, they will be handed over to new people. Teacher Wang Li, the teacher of Shen Yuanyuan's class teacher, has always had a good relationship with the senior students, and she easily found the person she remembered who was running the confession wall, but the student said that the operator had changed, and now the person who is running the confession wall is Jin Can, a sophomore advertising student.

Shen Yuanyuan felt a little confused in her mind when she got the news, but she still tried to say to the class guide in a calm tone, "Thank you, teacher, I know this person, let me ask her in private." ”

Wang Li agreed, and instructed her, "If there is any problem that you can't solve, tell me immediately, it's really ridiculous for such a trumped-up attack to appear on a good college campus, and I, as your class leader, will not stand idly by." ”

Shen Yuanyuan thanked the class guide again, and then left.

Shen Yuanyuan knew that Jin Can was very prosperous in college this year. But in a year, she has become the head of a club and the vice president of a department of the student union. Because of these, Shen Yuanyuan didn't deliberately catch up with her when she came back this time. After all, I didn't have much contact with him during the year of suspension, and it was very much like a bad plot to come back and catch up suddenly. But at this time, she still trusted Jin Can in her heart, and she thought to herself, maybe Jin Can was too busy with too many things to review too seriously. After all, Jin Can is only a person who operates the confession wall, not a contributor. Thinking of this, she felt a little lighter in her heart.

She decided to go directly to Jin Can to ask for clarification. If it's really just a matter of not reviewing the manuscript seriously, then she can easily find a contributor through Jin Can.

After all, a student's life is still dominated by academics, even when they go to university. Shen Yuanyuan didn't focus on finding "that person", she was still concentrating on her own business, and then took the time to send a message to Jin Can, asking her to meet on Wednesday afternoon.

- Wednesday afternoon is a fixed time for club activities, and at the beginning of the school year, everyone's club has not yet been completely decided, so that time is relatively relaxed. Jin Chan accepted her invitation and set a meeting place at a small café at the school.

On Wednesday afternoon, Shen and Jin Can met at the appointed place. Jin Can was very enthusiastic, she had already ordered a drink for Shen Yuan, and kept asking her if she was feeling better now. Shen Yuanyuan was not embarrassed to go straight to the topic and ask her about the confession wall, and after gossiping with her for a long time, Shen Yuanyuan pretended to mention it casually and said, "By the way, the person who attacked me recently appeared again." ”

Jin Can was stunned, and then quickly answered, "Really? So what are you going to do? ”

"I ......," Shen Yuanxuan still chose to say directly, "Actually, I already know that you are running the confession wall now, but I believe that you must have made a mistake in the review to let the remarks that attacked me appear there, can you please tell me the account of the contributor?" Or you just delete that one, and I'll go find that person myself. ”

Jin Can was silent. After a while, she asked Shen Yuanyu, "What are you going to do if you find that person?" ”

"I just want to know why he did that, I want an explanation, I want an apology, that's all."

"I can tell you why she did it."

"Do you know who he is?"

Jin Can didn't answer Shen Yuan's question, she said, "But you have to promise me not to find out who that person is, and don't trouble her." ”

Shen Yuan was stunned. "I'm in trouble with him? What do you mean by that, is there anything unspeakable about that person who has to attack me? I'm just studying and going to school, so why can't I resist being caught up in this kind of thing? ”

"Her purpose is simple, she wants you to stop consuming depression." Jin Can still didn't answer Shen Yuanyuan's words, and said to himself, "I have never been in contact with depressed patients before, so at that time, I believed you when you said that you had depression." It wasn't until I took over the confession wall and knew who that person was that I knew what a depressed person should be like. Shen Yuan, you have a good life, you have a lot of things that can attract people's attention, you can easily be the center of attention, you don't need a depression to flaunt yourself, you really don't need to. ”

Jin Can's generous statement completely stunned Shen Yuanyuan, she didn't say anything for a long time, until Jin Can left, she didn't quite understand what was going on.

It turns out that "depressed patients" still have a certain appearance?

Is "I have depression" something to be proud of?

If you have a cold or a physical injury, you can talk about it and go for treatment, but depression can't you? Do you have to hide it?

Shen Yuanyuan couldn't figure it out, and she didn't want to think about it anymore, at this time, she finally began to feel that this matter was not her problem from beginning to end. She chose to directly hand over the matter to the class guide, and with the intervention of the school, Jin Can had to give the account number of the contributor - although it was a small number, but that person was logged in with the campus network, and the school still found out her student number through the campus network - it was Shen Yuanyuan's classmate last year, named Zheng Xiaohui. Shen Yuanyuan didn't even know this person.

After soliciting Shen Yuanyuan's opinion, the school did not punish Zheng Xiaohui, but only gave her a notice of criticism and deactivated the confession wall, and later, Zheng Xiaohui found Shen Yuanyuan and apologized to her in person.

Zheng Xiaohui has short hair, and her bangs are very long, almost covering her eyes. When she apologized to Shen Yuanyuan, Shen Yuanyuan couldn't see her expression clearly, but she still said to her, "It's okay." ”

Later, nothing like this happened, but she gradually felt that the enmity between her and Jin Can was over. This school has a very bureaucratic atmosphere, because Jin Can is a direct senior sister of advertising and a member of the student union, and the younger students of advertising think that she is a very powerful character, and her club easily pulls a lot of people in Shen Yuan's class in, as long as they enter that club, almost all of them are successfully brainwashed by Jin Can, and they feel that Shen Yuanyuan is a very bad person who is inconsistent with what he looks like.

Even Zheng Xiaohui herself thinks that she has done something wrong and thinks that she should not attack Shen Yuanhui with malicious speculation, but Jin Can and the people in the Jin Can community still think that Shen Yuanhui is pretending to be sick and bullying Zheng Xiaohui. They speak up for what they think is justice, for what they think is Zheng Xiaohui, who is bullied and humiliated, and for the crusade against Shen Yuanyuan, a fake patient who consumes depression.

Shen Yuanyuan only felt that it was so boring, and she was even gradually tired of this school. This school is the top of the two, the teaching level of this school is very high, and there are many opportunities to go out of this school in the future, but in Shen Yuan's eyes, she only sees boring intrigues over and over again, and when she is in this school, she doesn't have much other expectations except leaving.

But fortunately, there are still Su Yuan, the class guide, and some classmates in the class who believe in her, and those who hate her don't dare to embarrass her and slander her like in the past, and her life is not so sad.

After a while, after the National Day, it was necessary to run in the morning. The time of the running assembly is 6 o'clock sharp, and the organization of the standing team has to stand for about 20 minutes, and after standing in the line, the running begins. First-year students are required to study in the morning, and the morning self-study starts at 7:20, so they hardly have time to eat breakfast after running. Food is not allowed in the school building, but in fact, the people who inspect it are all blind and do not care so much. Only Shen Yuanyu would be grabbed by the student union every time, and she couldn't even bring a cup of soy milk to drink. I don't want the class to be deducted from the usual points by myself, and Shen Yuanyuan has never eaten breakfast since then.

Zhou Minggao is going to have a birthday this Saturday, and Shen Yuanyuan has already bought a ticket to go back - there is no class this Friday afternoon, she can go to the mall on Friday afternoon to buy him a gift, and leave on Friday evening.

The moment she bought the ticket, she felt a joy she hadn't had in a long time.

She only felt depressed during this time at school, and she was even already taking the antidepressants she had brought with her as a backup. That kind of medicine can make people very sleepless, but she has to get up early in the morning every day for a morning run, and she can't eat breakfast after the morning run, and she is drowsy when she listens to the class, and she doesn't have a little state. Grinding like this day after day, both physically and mentally was already a little overloaded, and she felt like she was going crazy.

For a while, she would talk to Zhou Minggao on the phone every night, but fortunately, there were only two people in the dormitory, Su Yuan and Su Yuan also slept late, Shen Yuanyuan and Zhou Minggao called, Su Yuan and Cao Xizhi played games, which can be regarded as the happiest time of the day for Shen Yuanyuan.

But the good times didn't last long, and this week the dormitory moved into two juniors - they also came back from school and were arranged in this empty dormitory. The two senior sisters went to bed early, and Shen Yuanxuan was afraid that it would affect their rest, so they couldn't talk on the phone in the dormitory anymore, so they had to hide in the corridor or the toilet, and almost every time they were talking on the phone, they bit their fingers and cried.

She said to Zhou Minggao, "What should I do, I really want to leave here, I want to go back to you, I want to see Guagua, I want to play the piano and write songs, I don't like it here." ”

Zhou Minggao's voice on the other end of the phone was still gentle and calm, and he whispered to Shen Yuanxuan and said to her, "Didn't you come back on Friday?" It's okay, we'll be able to meet soon. ”

"Hmm." Shen Yuan choked up for a while, and finally calmed down a little, "It will be much better to see you." ”

"Yes." Zhou Minggao responded to her words, "It's all fine when you see it." Don't cry, finish the phone call and wash your face, and then sleep well without thinking about anything, time flies quickly. ”