Chapter 24: The Source of Courage

When Shen Yuanyuan came to the school dormitory again, it was already a few degrees cleaner than the last time she saw it, she hurriedly told Su Yuan that next time she would clean up, but Su Yuan said that it was all a trivial matter, she said, "We will all be roommates in the future, don't be so polite." ”

Shen Yuanxuan was still a little embarrassed, she silently took off her backpack and put it on her desk, and found that even her own table had been wiped spotlessly by Su Yuan.

At five o'clock this evening, each class will hold a class meeting, and the main content is to run for class cadres. Shen Yuanyuan did not participate in military training, and he did not live on the same floor as his classmates, so naturally he didn't know anyone. She asked Su Yuan about this with a little worry, and Su Yuan said, "It's okay, I don't know anyone, and I met my classmates once, and I feel like a group of children, I guess they can't get along with me." If you can get along, you can get along, and if you don't get along, forget it, don't worry about this. ”

Shen Yuan nodded, but he was still a little worried in his heart. It was almost time for the class meeting, she went downstairs with Su Yuan, and then she saw Cao Xizhi - he was waiting for Su Yuan to be with him. In this case, she definitely wouldn't be a light bulb in the way, so she quickly let them go together.

She hadn't walked a few steps when someone suddenly tapped her on the shoulder. She turned around and saw that the person behind her was Zhou Minggao.

"Aren't you already gone?" She glanced at her watch in surprise, "It's almost five o'clock, you've missed the car." ”

"I changed my booking." He said, "Let's go, I'll go with you to the classroom." ”

"Don't do it all the time." Although Shen Yuanyuan is happy that he is still here, he also has his own worries. "It's like the first time a parent sends his child to kindergarten, although he is reluctant, but he always has to leave ruthlessly, and the child will slowly adapt."

Zhou Minggao was amused by her analogy, "Okay, I swear this is the last time, let's go, if you don't leave, you'll be late." ”

Shen glanced at his watch again, "oops", and ran forward like a rabbit.

The way classes are held in the university is on a class basis, but this school is a little special in that each class has its own small classroom, which is a place for them to have class meetings. The distance between Shen's classroom and her dormitory was very far away, and she had forgotten to think about it before going out, so she arrived a little late. There was only one empty seat in the last row of the class, and she quickly knocked on the door to enter the room, and then sat down in that seat.

After the military training, everyone was already familiar with each other's faces, so when Shen Yuanxuan entered the room, many classmates turned their heads to look at her, and a few people whispered about her origin. At this time, a girl stood up, she first asked everyone to be quiet, and then walked in front of Shen Yuanyuan with a sign-in sheet. She handed the watch and pen to Shen Yuanyuan and said to her, "Sign your own name." ”

Shen Yuanyuan signed her name and looked up at the girl. She is tall and thin, with single eyelids, and she is the kind of girl with a lot of temperament and aura. Shen Yuanyuan participated in military training last year, so she knew that an acting class leader would be elected during the military training, and now it seems that it is probably the girl in front of her.

After the class guide came in, the class meeting officially began.

While the students who wanted to run raised their hands to run, Shen was trying to remember their names — lest she didn't know who she was voting for when she voted for a while. During this period, Zhou Minggao has been standing at the back door, and when Shen Yuan turned around, she could see him through the back door glass, and when she saw him, she felt relieved.

After all the campaigns were over, the class leader suddenly remembered something, and suddenly said, "Come up and introduce yourself." ”

Everyone's eyes suddenly focused on Shen Yuanyuan. She was a little panicked, and hurriedly turned back to find Zhou Minggao's figure, only to find that he was not there.

- Is he gone? Could it be that the class meeting was held for too long, and he was afraid that he would not be able to catch the car, so he left first?

Shen Yuan stood up under everyone's gaze and walked to the front desk step by step. After standing still on the podium, she spoke, "Hello everyone, my name is Shen Yuanyuan. His voice trembled.

She is not a very introverted person, and when she came to the university for the first time last year, everyone took the stage to introduce themselves. At that time, she stepped up to the stage generously, met the eyes of the audience and said, "Hello everyone, my name is Shen Yuanyu." I am from Province A and was born on November 1, 2000. I like to sing and play the guitar, so if you have any related interests, please come to me to play. With that, she bowed to everyone, and everyone applauded applauded.

But later, the phrase "I like to sing and play the guitar" in that self-introduction became the reason why she had to fill in the performance, and that performance made too many people remember her. If it hadn't been remembered, there wouldn't have been those things that followed, right? It won't be secretly photographed by people you hate, you won't be attacked, and you won't be questioned.

At this time, Shen Yuanyuan did not know that she had fallen into the trap of "victim guilt theory", she thought that she was wrong, and she thought that the mistake started from the moment she sang on stage and was remembered - this is the reason why she wrote in her diary that she was "not in the limelight".

Back at this moment, the class guide was looking at her, and her classmates were also looking at her, but after she finished saying "My name is Shen Yuanxuan", she had nothing to say. Crossing the crowded classroom and looking at the empty back door, she wanted nothing more than to cry.

Fortunately, the class guide relieved the siege, and the class guide said, "You must be too nervous, everyone come to applaud and encourage her." ”

There was applause in the classroom, and several boys in the front row smiled and said to her, "Don't be afraid, we don't eat people." ”

Shen Yuanyuan finally recovered a little, and she also smiled and said, "Thank you." I...... I didn't participate in military training, so I don't know you yet, and I hope to be friends with you in the future, thank you. She bowed, and everyone applauded again.

Later, the class meeting lasted for a while, and it was nothing more than the class committee members who had successfully run for election to make speeches, and the class guide emphasized some matters. Shen Yuan was a little distracted, and suddenly a note came over.

It was from the girl who asked her to fill out the sign-in form before - she had just successfully run for the secretary of the Youth League, so Shen Yuanyuan remembered her name, her name was Ruan Jiaying.

She asked Shen Yuanyuan on the note: Which bedroom are you from?

Shen Yuanyuan felt that she was probably counting everyone's bedrooms, so she replied to her: 2 bedrooms 304

After the class meeting dispersed, Shen Yuanyuan walked out of the classroom alone. She searched back and forth on this floor again but didn't see Zhou Minggao, thinking that he was probably gone. But she turned on her phone and didn't see his message, she was a little puzzled, she thought, Zhou Minggao shouldn't leave and didn't talk to her.

She followed the flow of people downstairs, because she walked through the side door, which was a little narrow, and it would be a little crowded when everyone went out together. She managed to squeeze out of the exit and bumped into someone.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." She was startled and quickly apologized.

"No, it's related." The man deliberately dragged out a long note, as if he was smiling.

Shen Yuanxuan immediately recognized that this was Zhou Minggao's voice.

She smiled and wanted to ask Zhou Minggao where he had just gone, but there were many people here, so she still followed Zhou Minggao to a place with fewer people first.

It was already dark, and when they came to the playground, the street lights around the playground had been turned on. They walked slowly, and in the distance there were several student-like people playing basketball.

Without waiting for Shen Yuan to ask, Zhou Minggao explained, "Just now I saw a school leader coming over in the corridor, and I felt that it was not good to meet him, so I went to the toilet to hide." ”

Shen Yuanrong asked him, "When did you change your ticket, and didn't you have time to leave so late?" ”

Zhou Minggao said, "I bought a sleeper overnight and set off in the middle of the night. He rubbed her head, "Don't worry, I'm a big man, I won't be able to figure out these things." ”

Shen felt that his nose was a little sour. "You're going to ride overnight, it's too hard."

"I'm a boy in my twenties, don't be so exaggerated." Zhou Minggao pinched her face, "Okay, don't be sad, as long as you can go to school happily with peace of mind, I will be happy even if I really work hard." ”

"You say that like my dad."

"Then you should have sent me to protect you by my uncle."

Shen Yuan turned his head to look at him, feeling that there were a lot of indescribable emotions in his heart. Although they have only been together for a few months, there are many moments when Zhou Minggao makes her feel: It's him, in this life, on the line of "love", I won't and don't want to have any other choices.

Zhou Minggao later accompanied Shen Yuanyuan to the canteen for supper, and stayed with her until ten o'clock in the evening before leaving. It was already late, and the door of Shen's bedroom would be locked at half past ten, so she couldn't go to the station to see Zhou Minggao off, and went back to the dormitory directly.

Su Yuan was startled when she opened the door. "If you don't come back, I'll call the police, Grandma."

Shen Yuanyuan couldn't help but laugh. She thinks it should be a joy to be roommates with this person in the future. She walked in the direction of her bed, and saw a lot of messy snacks on the table, she asked Su Yuan, "What is this?" Yours? ”

"No, your classmate just came to give it to you." She said, "The girls in your class are so cute, and they are all very beautiful, and the few who just came here thought they were some kind of stars at first glance." ”

"Oh my God......" Shen Yuanxuan was surprised, "They just sent things and left?" ”

"Yes. And in my experience, they don't look like the kind of people who are fake, you can rest assured, your classmates are very good. ”

Shen Yuan smiled and nodded. She opened the bags of snacks and saw small notes and girls' handwriting. They said, "Welcome to Advertising 1901, we all love you." Followed by their names and contact information, they said, "We basically live on the first floor, and you are always welcome to come and join us." ”

Pinching these notes, Shen Yuan felt that his eyes were a little hot. She remembered her roommates last year — the school had brought her more than just bad things. If it weren't for coming here, she wouldn't have had the opportunity to meet these kind and warm people.

The fear in her heart seemed to gradually dissipate, and she seemed to be looking forward to her life in this school again.

Later, she wrote in her diary:

I can't be more grateful for all the kindness I've received so far. I've also come to understand all the more importance of a casual warm word – that could be a source of courage for others.