After leaving from the south gate, Zhou Minggao did not go back to the dormitory, but went around the campus in a big circle, and finally left the school through the most inconvenient north gate.

The wind in spring is always very strong, Zhou Minggao walked in the direction of the bus station against the wind, and his clothes were blown by the wind. The weather is not warm, and because of the strong wind, it always makes people feel cold.

He waited a long time at the bus stop to get the bus he was going to take.

Taking the bus to the direction of Yuanhang Education, watching the scenery outside the window regress little by little, Zhou Minggao's thoughts seemed to go back to the two years of 2019 that he had experienced.

He remembered Shen Yuan's self-introduction at that time. In the house of yogurt, she sat down in front of him and said, "My name is Curling, the one with the smoke curling." ”

She also asked him what his name was, and it took her two times to hear it, and finally said that his name was very special.

He remembered that rainy day, Shen Yuanyuan took the initiative to hold an umbrella to send him to the station, and stupidly tilted his small umbrella in his direction, so that he was wet. So he had to take the umbrella and make sure she didn't get drenched again.

He remembered the many movie days, the comedies and tragedies they had watched, and the fact that she was always patient in answering the children's various questions, even if she couldn't say it clearly, she wouldn't get angry, just laugh and give up.

He remembered the songs she had written for him.

He remembered the scar on her left wrist at that time.

He remembered the cities P and Y they had been to together, as well as the big oolong that impressed him the most, Island Y.

remembered the room where there was no light, remembered the scene where he rode an electric car to carry her, and the two of them sang loudly on a desert island that they wanted to love to death. He also remembered that at that time, when he was very sad in college, he told him that if she could be with him, she would be willing to stay on that desert island forever.

At that time, he thought she was stupid, but at this time, he seemed to finally understand her. It's a pity that he understood too late, and suddenly, he also missed that desert island.

As the memory was interrupted, the bus stopped again.

Zhou Minggao heard the name of the station where he should get off the bus on the bus, and walked out with the other people who got off the bus. Every time I take a step in the direction of voyage education, the memories of it in my mind become clearer.

But no matter how clear it is, it doesn't work.

Zhou Minggao knew that those memories had disappeared as he left that time and space, forever and forever only in his mind, and would never come back in any form.

When he came to Yuanhang Education, he pushed open the door, walked to the door of the principal's office and knocked on the door.

This time, he didn't come to apply for a childcare teacher, because his studies were busier than then, and he couldn't spare time on weekdays. So, this time, he came to apply for a part-time math teacher on the weekend.

In fact, it doesn't matter what position he is, he just wants to go back to the place where he first met Shen Yuanyu, so that the shelf life of those memories will be longer. Even, looking forward to the day when this scene can overlap with his memory, let him fall back into that time and space, try again to stop Shen Yuanyuan from leaving, and try again......

But if that really happened, what should Shen Yuanyu do now?

Thinking of this, all of Zhou Minggao's expectations were messed up.

He didn't think about what he would do if he left the current world.

He shook his head.

Now he is an optimistic person, even if he doesn't have him, it shouldn't matter.

What's more, even if there is no him, there is still a letter to accompany her.

So, he felt a little more at ease.

Now he just wants to go back to where he belongs, to go back to the time and space that belongs to him, to see the one he is familiar with. If he still can't change the ending of her departure, then he doesn't want to travel back and forth in time and space anymore, he would rather just keep those memories that no longer exist and live the rest of his life.

Because of his rich tutoring experience and understanding of voyage education, his interview ended smoothly. The next day, the principal informed him that he could go to work next weekend. He still "acted impartially" and told Shen Yuanyuan the news that he was going to this cram school to work part-time, she knew what this cram school meant to Zhou Minggao, but she didn't say anything after she got the news, just replied, "Hmm." ”

She didn't ask, it was obviously a good thing for Zhou Minggao, but somehow, he became irritable again and asked her, "What do you mean?" ”

"That's what I know," she said. ”

Looking at her reply without any temper, Zhou Minggao seemed to calm down. He grabbed his hair and complained about why he looked like a madman now.

In the past, he never fell into memories too much, and in the past, he would not lose control of his emotions, when Shen Yuanyuan was in a bad mood, he always dragged her out of the whirlpool, and now it seems that everything is reversed, he has become the person who can't control himself, and aggressively forces Shen Yuanyuan into a corner.

However, why can't Shen Yuan pull him when he can't control himself?

Thinking of this, he began to get angry again, and then cooled down in Shen Yuan's calm attitude.

Again and again, over and over again.

Zhou Minggao felt that he was caught in some contradiction - he told himself that this Shen Yuanyuan was not the person he liked in the past, and on the other hand, he still cared about her attitude and looked forward to her feedback. He still likes her, and will even want to control her.

For such a strange self, he instinctively felt repulsed and afraid. He didn't know what was wrong with him, so in order to prevent that from happening again, he had to control his mind at all, so that he would have no time to think about things related to Shen Yuanyuan.

- On weekdays, after he is busy with classes, he will soak in the laboratory to do experiments, and sometimes there are not so many experiments to do at all, so he will join other experimental groups and make experiments and data that others are impatient to do. Because he was always buried in the laboratory and didn't see anyone, he would not shave for several days for a while, like a monkey running down from a mountain out of nowhere.

On his day off, he stayed at Yuanhang Education to tutor the children. He saw familiar faces such as Guo Yuran and Guo Junchen again, but the children didn't know him, and they didn't have a gentle and gentle teacher in their memory.

Even so, Zhou Minggao still enjoys staying in Yuanhang Education, as if as long as he stays here, he can escape some reality that he doesn't want to face. He always stayed until the last one after class, which made the principal embarrassed and said that he would give him a salary increase.

I don't know if it's because of the change in Zhou Minggao's attitude, Shen Yuanyuan has taken the initiative to find him less and less frequently recently.

Zhou Minggao didn't know what she was busy with during the time he couldn't see, and whenever he guessed her actions, he remembered the scene when he bumped into her talking to He Youxin at the south gate of the school that day. All of a sudden, the edited message didn't want to be sent.