Chapter Seventy-Four: I'm Not the One You're Looking For
is obviously a couple and a student at the same school, but Shen Yuanyuan hasn't seen Zhou Minggao for a long time.
He usually said that he was preparing for the graduate school entrance examination, and on weekends he said that he was going to work in a cram school - and this is indeed the case, and Shen Yuanyuan has no choice. This weekend, she finally decided to break the deadlock, followed the map to find the cram school, and was ready to pick up Zhou Minggao from work.
She likes to wear light-colored clothes in the spring, and today she also wore light-colored clothes, but she was stepped on by a small child on the bus. But the child apologized again and again, and she had to admit that she was unlucky and replied, "It's okay".
It was still early when I arrived at Yuanhang Education, and it was not yet time for Zhou Minggao to get off work. Shen Yuan turned into the small shop called "Yogurt House" next to him and bought two bottles of yogurt, one for himself and one for Zhou Minggao for a while.
These days, she has been tormented by nightmares, and her relationship with Zhou Minggao has not been eased. It's hard to even see him, let alone find out what might make him "disappear" in the future. After thinking about it, she decided to tell Zhou Minggao her dreams and worries today, and the two of them had a good chat, maybe it would be better. Zhou Minggao's recent state is also very wrong, maybe he will have something to say to her.
The weather is getting warmer, shouldn't their relationship also warm up? Shen Yuan thought, she really didn't want to worry about so many details, she just wanted to make things clear with Zhou Minggao, and then be okay as before. She remembered what Zhou Minggao had said before, "It doesn't matter who bows his head first, what I care about is how to reconcile." ”
Then this time, it's up to her to take the first step towards reconciliation.
It seemed that it was time for the cram school to end, and groups of children swarmed out of the door. Shen Yuanxuan waited silently at the door with two cups of yogurt, and about ten minutes after the children ran out, Zhou Minggao slowly walked out.
She hurriedly took two steps forward, but she didn't think about what to use as an opening statement.
Unexpectedly, she and Zhou Minggao were so unfamiliar that they needed her to think about the opening statement.
The relationship between people seems to be like this - it takes a lot of effort to get close, but if it is to be estranged, a change in the thinking of one of the parties, coupled with a few days of mutual coldness, is enough.
Just when Shen Yuan was hesitating, Zhou Minggao also saw her. Different from Shen's entanglement, his eyes lit up and he immediately walked towards her.
Shen Yuanyuan was also very happy, she didn't expect Zhou Minggao to react like this when she saw her.
- Does this mean that Zhou Minggao actually has the meaning of reconciliation?
"Whoa!" Zhou Minggao ran in front of her in three steps and two steps. "You're back?"
Shen Yuanyuan was confused by the question, and didn't wait for her to ask the sentence, "Why did I come back?" Zhou Minggao said excitedly, "No, it should be me back, I'm back to our time and space, right?" What month and year is it? Is it March or April 2019? ”
Shen Yuanxuan finally understood, and his face suddenly became gloomy. She controlled her expression and volume, and replied, "It's April 2019, but I don't seem to be the Shen Yuan you're looking for." ”
She stuffed the yogurt in her hand to Zhou Minggao and was about to turn around and leave, but she thought of something, she stood still, didn't turn back, just turned her back to Zhou Minggao and said, "I always thought it was just a problem between the two of us, but now I know that this is not the case." The person you're looking for isn't me at all, and I can't solve the problem you need to solve. ”
Before Zhou Minggao could answer, she walked away. In fact, she didn't walk fast, maybe she was expecting Zhou Minggao to hold her, maybe she was waiting for Zhou Minggao to say two words of explanation - even if it was a pale and weak explanation.
But no.
He didn't do anything and let her walk away.
Shen Yuanxuan didn't look back, so she didn't know what Zhou Minggao's expression was when she left, and she didn't even know if he looked at her back.
She didn't know anything.
All along, she was like this and didn't know anything.
When she was a stranger, Zhou Minggao ran to the gate of her school to say a bunch of strange things to her, and she didn't know what he meant; Later, after becoming a little familiar, Zhou Minggao followed the piano shop to learn the piano with her, and she didn't know what his intentions were; After getting to know her, he tutored her, went to the hospital to send her review materials, taught her to skate, and accompanied her to take the college entrance examination...... She didn't know why he was so kind to her, but her heart had followed his actions little by little, step by step.
But in the end, he told her that you are not the Shen Yuan I wanted.
Shen Yuanyuan has been running all the way since she left Yuanhang Education, and although she has been exercising her body for a while, the long-distance running still makes her unbearable. Unable to breathe in through her nose, she opened her mouth, and the air poured in, choking her internal organs in pain.
She didn't know why she was running or where she was going.
She didn't know anything.
When she finally ran out of strength, she found herself parked in front of a restaurant. Thinking of the amount of wine she poured into two glasses, she suddenly felt that she might be able to "borrow wine to kill her sorrows". Pushing open the door of the restaurant, she went in and asked for a few bottles of wine, then sat down in the corner and drank silently.
After a few glasses of wine, she felt that her vision was slowly blurring, and her sad emotions were blurring.
It turns out that sake is really a good thing that can make people forget their troubles.
When he was a child, Shen Yifeng always shouted to taste it when he was drinking. Shen Yifeng would dip the tips of his chopsticks in a little wine and feed it to her mouth, wrinkling her bitter little facial features together. At the time, she didn't understand why adults loved to drink it.
Now that she understands, does it mean that she has become a beater?
The mobile phone in his pocket vibrate, and Shen Yuanxuan couldn't see the name on the caller ID clearly, so he made up the three big characters "He Youxin" on the screen as "Zhou Minggao". After picking up the phone, she cried for a while, asking the person over there, "Why did you lie to me?" Why do you think of me as a substitute? How do you decide what I should look like? ”
He Youxin listened over there, silently silently, and said for a while, "Where are you?" ”
Shen said, "I don't know. ”
He Youxin was not in a hurry, and instructed her, "You click on WeChat and send me the location." ”
"I can't find your WeChat, and I can't find where the location is."
He Youxin smiled helplessly. "Wait, I'll send you a message on WeChat, and you'll know. Then you click on the chat box, click on the plus sign, and the rightmost part of the first row is the positioning, and send it to me. ”
The drunk Shen Yuanyuan only thought that Zhou Minggao was coming to look for her, and said without thinking about it, "Okay." ”
After sending the positioning, she sat in place and obediently waited for "Zhou Minggao" to pick her up, and before she could wait for him, she fell asleep on the table.