Goodbye, dear, do you remember that time when we were on the verge of death? Ignoring the dissuasion of others, you have to go to the villa on the hill on a stormy day.

That time, we almost really said goodbye, at that time, I was threatened by your relatives, although it was very dark, but dear, your family is telling me that I am not worthy of you.

My dear, this is a fact that I have known for a long time, but they have been reminding me, dear, you don't know any of this, dear, if you really love me as you say, how can you not know?

At that time, all I was thinking about was these things, and I really wanted to stay away from you as your family said, but my dear, you don't want to, there is no way, I can only continue to play this game with you.

Although I also enjoy it.

So I didn't stop you from going to the villa, which led to us being stranded in the villa, the water and electricity were cut off, the wind was howling outside, the rain was pouring down, you were scared, and I was scared.

But my dear, I said it, I love you very much, I love your looks, I love the rescue you bring me, so I comfort you and protect you, even if that's all I can do.

But my dear, you think of this as love, but it's not, I don't know, you were tempted at that time, I thought you were tempted.

Because your eyes were so sincere and gentle that night, my dear, I thought you were tempted, and I was almost tempted.

But, my dear, it is not like that, when you have passed the rain and the sky is clear, the pure message and the initiative to let go of my hand have already told me your answer.

My dear, you are not tempted, I don't know what it looks like to like someone, but I still know that my heart is full of that person, my dear, you don't have me in your heart.

So the love that had just shown a little bit of love was ruthlessly extinguished by me, dear, you see you, you are so cruel.

Some of you are afraid of approaching death, some are grateful to me for comforting you and protecting you, and some are happy to have escaped death, but you are the only one who loves me.

It's okay, honey, I don't care, because I don't either, I'm controlling myself for not falling in love with you, in that case, we're fair.

After that return, your marriage has a much better attitude towards me under your depiction, and if someone else comes, I guess I will think that this is a sign that your marriage accepts me.

But my dear, it's not, they are grateful to me, they think I'm doing a good job, but they don't want to accept me into the family, because they think in their hearts I don't deserve you.

Even if that's the case, but honey, you still don't know this, you think you love me as much as you think I love you.

You did care a lot about me later, so at this time I made a request to you, I want to go to school, I want to go to school.

At the time, you thought I was being asked to do this by your family, but no, my dear, your family asked me, but that wasn't my intention.

I want to go to school, just to get close to the world without you, maybe cruel or difficult, not like being by your side, don't worry about anything, don't care about anything, because your relatives will help you take care of everything.

I just want to know if I can live alone and live carefree by my own efforts after leaving you and the convenience you bring to me at that time.

It's not like now, food, clothing, housing and transportation, everything is exquisite, but it is fearful.

After contact, I found out that I could, honey, you don't know, how happy I am, does this mean that I still have my own life?

My dear, you don't know any of this, you think I went to school just to persuade you to study, I laughed and didn't answer, you think that's just right.

My dear, I studied very hard in school, so I ignored you, so you were very unhappy, but I didn't want to give up this opportunity, because I was afraid that I would have no future.

But I didn't expect that you would actually complain to your relatives, which caused you to know how scared I was when your brother came to talk to me?

Because I'm so powerless, your family can control everything about me. At that moment, I hated you, my dear, you probably didn't know that I hated you at that time and could have killed you.

But your family, your brother gave me a hope, a hope of an equivalent exchange, and your brother told me that my learning efficiency is too slow, and it will make you unhappy.

Your brother told me that I could not go to school but take exams, and he asked me to stay with you all the time, but every weekend he brought in top teachers for me to teach me.

So that I will not be blindly groping for myself, I will not have no goal and no hope, and I will not be in fear all the time.

Do you know how happy I am, my dear? I agreed to your brother's offer, my dear, do you know what that means?

It means that I will have my own life, I will have my own life after leaving you, and without you, I will not be overwhelmed, but hopeful.

Honey, these are things you don't know, and I don't want you to know, but my dear, you don't know, when I agreed to this condition and laughed.

Your brother was thinking that I was laughing very really, and your brother said that I was laughing from the heart. It's not like smiling beautifully but falsely when I'm with you.

My dear, you don't know this, but it also makes me understand that you don't love me, you're just playing.

What's even more sad is that when I went to study on the weekend, my dear, you just said a few words, and I didn't get used to it, and I didn't have any reaction, dear, if you really loved me, would you react like this?

But that's okay, you can live well if you leave me, and it's the same when I leave you, isn't it very good to have such a happy scene?

After that time, your family's attitude towards me was even better, no longer with contempt and disdain as before, but with more approval and kindness.

Do you know how much you wanted to laugh when you found out and told me that it was your family's acceptance of me?

They accept me a lot, not because they accept me, but because I have self-knowledge and know what I shouldn't think about, and you think it's acceptance.

My dear, how much I wanted to say goodbye to you at that time, and then walk away, never to see each other, you don't know, I held back, for the sake of your 'innocence and simplicity', for the sake of your 'love'.

My dear, you are naïve and cruel.