Volume I, No. 239: The Greatest Compromise and Concession

No wonder Mu Zixiao was seriously injured by Shangguan Rui and hospitalized, after Chen Yuan confirmed that she was out of danger, he left first, only asking himself to take care of her more.

It seems that before that, they had already begun to hide it.

Accompanied by Chu Yingrou, the doctor came over to check the data of Mu Zhennan's body, and said that after waiting for a few hours, Mu Zhennan should be able to wake up, and then look at the situation.

He also informed the family that although Mu Zhennan still had a heart rejection reaction this time, it was much better than the previous times, and his body was slowly recovering.

So, they waited outside the ward.

Looking at the white light in the sky, Mu Zixiao felt for the first time that it turned out that the time spent helplessly waiting was so long every second.

Shangguan Jingyu took off his coat and draped it on her, Mu Zixiao looked at the world outside the window.

Everything shrouded in the night was like a silhouette, standing there one by one, but she saw it and shed tears of sadness.

Shedding her tears so quietly, Shangguan Jingyu stretched out his arm and pressed her in his arms, Wen Run's voice sounded in her ears, and said to her in a deep voice, "Now the success rate of heart transplantation in China is relatively high, I asked people to check the doctor's qualifications, I believe Dad will be fine, don't worry too much." ”

Mu Zixiao knew that Shangguan Jingyu was trying to comfort herself, but she couldn't help but worry.

His eyes were a little empty, his head rested on his shoulder, and he spoke in a muffled voice, his tone was apologetic, "Actually, in the past, I complained about him. Because, whenever I think of him, I think of his cruelty to my mother, and I feel sad, I will resent him, and I will not want to pay attention to him. I don't like everything he arranged for me on his own initiative, I don't like him giving me too many constraints, I don't like his repeated stubbornness. There are so many things about him that I don't like.

Maybe I just don't cherish it, but when I meet him, I always quarrel with him because of all kinds of things. I know that a lot of the time it's me who is making trouble. However, at that time, I felt that in the face of him, there was no other way to get along except quarrel. Especially, when my mother died, when Chu Yingrou could justifiably come and go by his side, every day from then on, my resentment towards him would increase. Because of this incident, I suddenly realized that my father-daughter relationship with him was spent most of the time in disputes. ”

She discovers that she has given up the life she originally had because of her resentment towards a woman.

Grabbing the hem of his clothes, she whimpered uncontrollably, and the sadness deposited in her heart was completely released at this moment, and her sobs from time to time gradually turned into continuous low crying. With her eyes closed, tears mottled on her face, clenching her teeth, she tried her best not to cry, but the tears never stopped.

"It's not that I can't accept that he has a life of his own, it's not that I can't accept that he starts his relationship again. I knew he still had a long way to go in his life, and I knew I couldn't be with him all the time. I won't let myself be selfish to this point, but I just can't bear it, the person who accompanies him is Chu Yingrou. As long as I see her, I'll always be stuck in the past. And every time he tries to justify, in my eyes, it is a maintenance of Chu Yingrou. ”

This feeling, even if you don't say it, can still run out to torture her when she dreams back in the middle of the night and struggles to sleep.

Qin Wan's death was like a thorn that pierced deep into her heart, and even if it was pulled out intact, it would still leave a bloody scar.

Her lips were bitten white, and her breathing began to become unsmooth, "Before, I have been trapped in this emotion. I thought my resentment towards him would last forever. However, I found that the moment I heard that something was wrong with him, I immediately panicked, and I was very afraid that something was wrong with him. ”

"I was thinking about it on the way here, thinking a lot, most of it was from the past, and those memories were dangling in my head. The moment the car stopped, I suddenly realized in my heart that even though I was resentful of him, he was still the person I couldn't let go of. I couldn't help but think about it, I didn't even dare to accept that he didn't exist. ”

The most difficult part of her relatives has been tormenting her. At the most critical moment, he pulled her back.

In the past, in the days when she was resentful because of complaints, she and Mu Zhennan had a bad time and were not happy.

Before, she naively felt that she could be happy when she saw Mu Zhennan unhappy. But in fact, neither of them is happy.

Therefore, she thought, if remembering a person's shortcomings will widen the distance between two people, then if it is good to miss more people, can Zeng Jing see each other.

So, she tried to recall that in her past years, she found that in addition to the thing she couldn't let go of the most, Mu Zhennan really doted on her everywhere. And after Qin Wan's death, everything Mu Zhennan did for her was scandalized by her.

Just because of the existence of Chu Yingrou by Mu Zhennan's side, all Mu Zhennan's concern for her has become ulterior motives.

The past is all fake, and memories are a road with no end.

On this path, if you are too persistent, then everything will fall into endless torment and endless darkness.

And once people fall into self-torture and darkness, it is difficult to get close to the sun and happiness.

"So, I suddenly saw it and figured it out, people can't always hold on to the past and not let go, life pushes away, people have to look forward. As long as he can get better, as long as he can get well, I will definitely not use the past to torture our current life. His eyes hurt and he sniffed, "I've thought about it, even if he really wants to be with Chu Yingrou in the future, it's nothing." As long as he can get better, I can accept it. ”

This is the biggest compromise and concession she can make for Mu Zhennan.

Crying like a child that no one wants, and no matter what tears rub on him, the panic and helplessness in her heart made her reach out and hug him tightly, "What I want now is for him to get better...... He couldn't just ...... it all of a sudden. He can't just leave without hesitation, he can't just leave me ......"

Even if life and death are inevitable things to go through in life, she can't accept it.

Qin Wan is dead, and she can't afford to lose Mu Zhennan anymore.

If Qin Wan's death and Chu Yingrou's existence are the pain points she minds the most, then, for Mu Zhennan's sake, she can put all this down.

She must not do anything to make him sad again, she wants him to live well.

If the existence of that woman can make him live happily, it is not impossible.

For the sake of Mu Zhennan, she is willing to give in.

Shangguan Jingyu hadn't seen her cry so sadly, and her eyes were swollen from crying.

pinched her chin, stared at her walnut-like eyes, and said in disgust, "It's so ugly to cry like this!" ”

Mu Zixiao was originally in tears, hearing him say this, her eyes glared at him, and she was accusing him with her eyes, the joke she made at this time was not funny at all.

He lowered his head and kissed her teary eyes, the tears were sour, he held her in his arms, stroked her hair with his warm palm, and said comfortingly, "No matter what happens, I am by your side." You're not alone, don't worry, don't be afraid. Hold her tight by her side.

Maybe the power of words seems weak, but he wants her to know that when she is sad, she can rely on him by her side, and she will not be alone.

Although the night is dark and long, there is always day.

All the sadness can be drowned out by time.

Chen Yuan, who was around the corner, noticed the figures they were hugging each other, their bodies were as stiff as statues, their fists clenched at their sides, their green tendons exposed, and after repeated ideological struggles, they were weakly released.

He finally withdrew his gaze and turned away.

**

Since clarifying those public opinion rumors, the resources that Minnana originally belonged to her have returned one after another.

All parties want to sign a contract and are waiting for her schedule.

If it had been before, she would definitely have asked Aaron to fill her formation lineup, but after this period of time, it made her feel a lot calmer, and suddenly she didn't care so much about the entertainment industry.

According to her words, it's been a period of suspension anyway, and it doesn't matter if it stops for a while.

But those investors lost their heads and thought of letting her endorse.

At the peak of public opinion, not only can you gain the favor of the people, but also the sense of guilt, and as long as you use your brain a little, you can expect full benefits later.

Fingertips slid on the screen, Minnana swept across the screen, and now the direction of public opinion on the Internet has changed, and it has begun to lean towards her, leaving comments under her Weibo.

"I'll just say, Minnana is the queen of traffic, how could she do such a shameless thing, it turned out to be a misunderstanding after a long time. That Mo Xuening is really shameless. ”

"My goddess is the best! It is a well-deserved national goddess. ”

"This framed thing can be done, it's obviously a mess of bad things done by yourself, and you actually splash dirty water on others, how can there be such scum in the entertainment industry. Why didn't I find this Mo Xue Ning so disgusting before? ”

"That's it, it seems that she still has a very innocent face, but it turns out that she is the one who is slept with **."

"People like Mo Xuening should be spurned, and we must launch a call to boycott Mo Xuening, a hungry scum in the entertainment industry."

"That's right, Mo Xuening is the one who should get out of the entertainment industry."

"Yes, Mo Xuening got out of the entertainment industry."

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After she really wanted to be exposed, Mo Xuening lost countless fans overnight, and in the end, only a small wave of fans supported her.

Later, even her fans became the target of online siege, and those fans who were originally shouting for her finally couldn't withstand the attacks on the Internet, and finally chose to shut up.

However, because of the recent turmoil, Mo Xuening can be regarded as on the hot search as she wished, attracting everyone's attention.