May 20, 2017

I was discharged from the hospital today.

It was supposed to be a good day, but I didn't expect an episode to stir up my mood very much. The boy named Zhou Minggao said that he was also a traverser, and of course I knew that he was telling the truth, but I didn't think about how to answer him, so I had to prevaricate.

I found this notebook again, and I went through all the previous records again, and I had mixed feelings.

Many things have been forgotten by me over time, but when I bring it up again, it's still clear.

May 25, 2017

I went to the dream again to find the old man, and she was almost no different from that time. I asked her if Zhou Minggao was the person she said she could see through the wall. She said yes, and I was a little more relieved.

Because of this illness, I don't know if I'm going to leave suddenly one day, but now that he's gone, I don't have to worry so much about it.

However, the old man also said that Zhou Minggao and I went back to the past in such an uncontrolled manner, which may cause some problems and cause a backlash against us. I didn't understand, and she didn't say anything when I asked several times.

I asked, "In addition to going back to the past, is there a problem with predicting the future?" Is it right that Zhou Minggao snooped on the curling dreams? ”

She nodded.

"Then is it also a disadvantage for him to live in the present as a person of the future?"

She nodded again.

July 20, 2017

After looking for a long time, I finally found Zhou Minggao in my dream. I also built a house around him, so that he could throw the "future" out of his mind as much as possible, so that he could become a person who belonged to the present time.

I went to dream again. This time, I built a dream within a dream for Zhou Minggao.

It's not a special dream, it's just a way to remind him of the dangers of dreaming. I don't know exactly when he watched the dream and when he didn't, so I had to often make dreams for him, and I guess he should be quite troubled. On top of that, I went to reinforce the walls around her so that she was better protected.

I feel tired every time I control my dreams, but there is always a force that makes me feel that I have to do it.

As a father, it is my mission to protect my daughter. As for Zhou Minggao, he also crossed over to save my daughter, and I don't want him, an innocent person, to suffer in vain. Besides, only if he is well, can he be saved.

I've been to the Rim again to see that they have a good future. If one day I am gone, even if the barrier I created will one day disappear with my departure, he should be able to protect him in my place.

August 30, 2017

I feel like I've cleared my mind and it's time to meet Zhou Minggao.

If my cancer is miraculously cured, the protective barrier that surrounds them will not disappear. But if I die, the shield will fade away, and I don't want them to be helpless and let my protection be counterproductive.

I'll give him this notebook, and it's up to him to decide if he wants to show it or not.

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The diary has no text here, and Shen Yuan held the diary and never spoke. Zhou Minggao also sat silently with her. It wasn't until her tears fell on the diary little by little that Zhou Minggao pulled out a tissue for her.

"Why?" Shen Yuanyuan only said these three words, and did not continue. She wanted to ask why she knew so many things, why such things happened to her, but it didn't make sense. Zhou Minggao said that when you encounter something, don't ask why.

Dad and Zhou Minggao went back to the past for her, and they were careful for her, especially Dad, who could almost be said to live for her. And what about her? Is she going to spend her time here complaining and being sentimental?

Of course not.

"So......" Shen Yuanxuan said, "So, I'm going to see the future in my dreams again soon, right?" ”

"It should be a step-by-step process." Zhou Minggao replied, "It should be because the barrier that my uncle built for me is relatively weak, and I have recently begun to recover my memories of 2019." But the barrier around you has been around for some years, and it is estimated that it will not disappear so easily. I remember you said in 2019 that you dreamed of me the day before you met me. Not only that, but you also foresaw our encounter in this life. He said, "It can be seen that you should gradually recover your ability to predict in 2019, and your prediction is not always short-term, and it doesn't seem to be controllable." ”

Shen Yuan listened quietly, not knowing what to say.

After a while, she spoke, "So much bad news, but there is finally good news." It turns out that my mother doesn't really hate me, and I'm quite happy. ”

"Won't you complain about your uncle's actions?"

Shen Yuan shook his head, and wanted to say his reasons, but in the end he was silent.

Zhou Minggao raised his hand and touched her head. "Without my uncle's protection, our future road should be difficult, it's okay, let's explore a little bit."

Shen curled his nose and let out a "hmm". "Let's go."

"Huh? Where to? ”

"You go back to your school, I'll go back to mine." She tried to squeeze out a smile, "Complicated things may not be clear to us in the short term, but what we can see clearly at the moment is that we all have to live well, and of course we have to go to class well." ”

"Your change is a bit ......sudden," Zhou Minggao said, still silently cleaning up the things on the table. What about this ......," he gestured to the notebook.

Shen Yuan thought for a moment and replied, "Just leave it to me." ”