"Xia Fei, in the days to come, I hope to make your life a little easier." Lin Jia looked at his watch, "Are you hungry?" ”

I shook my head and smiled bitterly, "Now I don't know how to be sleepy, I don't know how hungry I am." ”

"Xia Fei, you take it easy, don't have too much pressure in your heart, if you're not hungry, then don't eat, if you're not sleepy, then we won't sleep, there's no need to force yourself to do something."

I nodded at Lin Jia.

"In the afternoon, the two of us will read at home and practice calligraphy, first, we can sharpen our minds, and second, I am about to go to work, I want to practice fine movements."

"Why don't you practice beading, it's also fine movement." I said to Lin Jia, "The child's beads are not just used to practice fine movements, they have been idle for a long time, and they are just right for you." ”

"I mainly want to have a life with you." Lin Jia suddenly hugged me, "Xia Fei, I love you." ”

Somewhat shy by his sudden confession, I looked away, "I'm back in my room to rest, I'm a little tired." ”

"If you're tired, go ahead." Lin Jia said to me, "Lie down and sleep well, don't be in a hurry to get up." ”

"Then you have to eat yourself." I'll explain to Lin Jia.

"Don't worry, don't worry about me, I can take care of myself."

I got up and went back to the room, and Lin Jia suddenly stopped me, "Xia Fei, change me to take care of you from today on." ”

I didn't look back, I didn't stop, I didn't know why I didn't stop, I pretended not to hear and quickly returned to my room. Back in my room, I leaned against the door and secretly smiled.

I still can't sleep in bed, I haven't closed my eyes for more than 24 hours since yesterday, and my brain can't stop running at high speed when I am churning in bed.

I got up again and went to the kitchen to pour myself a glass of water, and this time I quietly took two slices and ate them to get to sleep quickly.

When I got back to my room, I forced myself to be quiet, trying not to think about the operation, not to think about Lin Jia, not to think about everything, just take a deep breath, lie down, and cover the quilt.

I don't know if it's really too sleepy, or because of the tranquilizing effect, soon, I felt that my eyelids were a little heavy, my eyes began to swell, and I fell asleep when I closed my eyes.

When I opened my eyes again, I was standing in the inner corridor of the operating room wearing my hand clothes, "Xia Fei, why are you stunned if you don't come to the operation yet?" Jing Xin yelled at me.

I hurriedly followed Jing Xin's footsteps and ran forward, to be honest, I didn't know where I was going. Jing Xin suddenly stopped and turned around and asked me, "Xia Fei, I didn't ask you to go to surgery, what have you been following me for?" ”

"I, I, I," I was in a hurry, not even knowing how to answer, "I don't know why I'm following you, and I don't know where I'm supposed to go for surgery." ”

"Yo, look, it's Xia Fei." I saw Liu Chuxi standing in front of me with his arms crossed, "I don't work at work, I don't know what to do here!" When something happens to the patient, you have to take full responsibility, don't think that your husband is from the hospital, so you can stop working. ”

Before I opened my mouth to speak, I saw Feng Nannan appear with a big belly, "I'm about to give birth, why don't you divorce yet, you dead woman, he doesn't love you anymore, don't you divorce quickly, don't hinder the two of us, the two of us are true love, he doesn't love you anymore, I tell you, I have a boy in my belly, now your mother-in-law, no, it should be my mother-in-law who spoils me, you, hurry up and make room for me." ”

In front of me was Liu Chuxi and Feng Nannan who kept aggressively walking towards me, I kept retreating for self-preservation, and suddenly stepped on something, and in a blink of an eye it turned out to be the head nurse's feet, I quickly apologized, "I'm sorry head nurse, I'm sorry." ”

I saw the head nurse's apricot eyes wide, "Xia Fei, look at you, the patient's shoulder blade has such a large pressure ulcer, I must report the adverse event to the nursing department, you wait to deduct the money, don't worry about going to work every day, you are like this, how can you do a good job." ”

I froze in place, watching the accusations and ridicule, I didn't know where to escape from this place, and my eardrums seemed to be punctured by all of them. I yelled frantically "Ah~~~~"

Finally, I felt like I was calling out, and when I opened my eyes again, I found that I was still in the bedroom, I was still wearing pajamas, and the time was still this quiet afternoon, no surgery, no Feng Nannan, no accusations.

"What's the matter, dreaming." Lin Jia handed me the water, I took a sip of water, wiped the sweat oozing from the corner of my forehead, "Lin Jia, I just took two tablets of Valium, but I only slept for a short time, and I had a dream, I dreamed of a patient's pressure ulcer, I dreamed that I didn't have surgery, everyone blamed me, I dreamed of Feng Nannan, I dreamed a lot, I wanted to escape, but I didn't know where to escape." ”

"It's okay, it's just a dream, Xia Fei, have you ever wondered, is it because you are under too much pressure at work, I understand that you are a perfectionist, you want to do everything to the extreme, the ultimate perfection, you want everyone to praise you, you don't want to get criticism, but will this be too tiring, I am thinking about it this morning, do you want to resign?"

"Resign?" I asked, taking a sip of water.

"Yes, I hope you can quit, since this job is so unhappy and stressful, why not quit. Resign, I'll support you. Lin Jia suddenly touched my forehead and said, "It's just right, I can spare more time to raise flowers, plant grass, and then pick up and drop off the children to and from school, and cook for the three of us." I think you must be the best wife and mother in the world. ”

"But if I don't go to work, we will lose at least 10,000 yuan a month."

"Don't think about money, I'm going back to work soon, and I can go out to fly knives, in addition to the money I invested in Xiaopang before, Xiaopang called yesterday and said that I can receive dividends, if the state is good, we can invest a little more money, just treat it as your monthly salary." Lin Jia took me into his arms, "It's going to be fine, everything is going to be fine." ”

"Lin Jia, are you serious?"

"Of course, since I talked to Zhang Teng on the phone in the morning, I thought like this, and Zhang Teng also agreed with your resignation, because your mental pressure is too great, which is not good for your condition. If you can be in a better state of mind every day, it will be good for you to get better. ”

"I need to think about it again," I bit my lower lip and whispered "I can't cook, I'm not mentally normal, I'm irritable"

Lin Jia suddenly kissed me, "I don't allow you to say this, you are a good woman like a treasure in my heart, I didn't know to cherish it before, and now I won't, since you gave me a chance again, I must cherish this opportunity, take good care of you, and hold you in my hands again." ”

"Every day when you come home from work, you have a hot meal, your kids are playing with blocks in the living room, and you're busy in the kitchen, it's the best life in the world. During the day we are gone, you take care of the flowers, goldfish, go out for a walk, breathe in the fresh air and you have a lot of time to dress up and dress beautifully. ”

In this way, Lin Jia hugged me and kept talking about our happy life after resigning, I want to say, it is true that all this seems to be very beautiful, but if it really goes on, a year, two years later, after encountering setbacks, it may not be so beautiful anymore.