Early the next morning, after sending the children to school with Lin Jia, they went to visit their mother at their mother's house.

"You're here." Mother is cleaning. "Your dad just left, I'll be ready to go to work later."

"I happen to be on the night shift today, and I have time during the day, so I'll come and see you." I took the rag from my mother's hand and said to her.

"Mom, I want Xia Fei to resign." Lin Jia said to his mother who was about to go to the kitchen.

The mother paused, turned around and said, "Resign?" ”

"Well, resign. Xia Fei, I don't think Xia Fei is suitable for this profession. Lin Jia hurriedly explained, "Of course, I said that she is not suitable, not because she is not doing well, but because she wants to be perfect too much, which may cause her to put too much pressure on herself, she is too easy to empathize, and will substitute herself into the patient's emotions and receive the influence of the patient." ”

The mother sat down on the sofa, did not speak, and quietly listened to Lin Jia's analysis, "She put too much pressure on herself, causing her insomnia and a bad mood, I don't want her to be like this, I feel that I have the ability to support her, I think I can let her and the children live a better life, Mom, I missed it, so I want to treat Xia Fei well, I don't want her to be in such a difficult situation." ”

The mother sighed, "Xia Fei, what do you think." ”

"Mom." I watched my mother honestly say what she thought, "I haven't figured it out yet. I'm almost 30 years old, I know Lin Jia is for my good, but I have four old people, I have two children, although my salary is not too much, but it is bound to make the family fluctuate in a short time, I want to think about it. ”

The mother looked at Lin Jia and said, "I know that you are for the good of Fei Fei, and I am not good at mixing the affairs of the two of you, but I hope that the two of you can seriously consider it, after all, as Xia Fei said, there may be fluctuations in the family, and the two of you can discuss it." ”

"Yes, yes, Mom." Lin Jia nodded at her mother seriously.

"Okay, I'm going to work, when I get off work, I'll discuss it with your father again, Lin Jia's mother knows that you want me to persuade Xia Fei to resign, and my mother knows that you love Xia Fei, and I don't want her to be so sad and tired, but my mother has to think about it for your little family." As she spoke, the mother stood up, put on her clothes, and prepared to go out.

Lin Jia and I followed my mother downstairs, "Since you are going to resign and stay at home, then you can really try to take care of the children and the family by yourself while you are resting." My mother said to me seriously, "Feifei, the future path, choose yourself, but your mother and father will always support you behind you, you have no money when you resign, you have your parents, you feel sad if you don't resign, you have your parents." ”

My mother patted my hand and went to work.

Lin Jia and I held hands and walked forward slowly, "Lin Jia, do you really want me to resign?" ”

He looked at me with a smile, stroked my hair and didn't speak.

I am very entangled in my heart, Lin Jia said that the life of washing my hands and making soup at home is what I have always longed for. I love Lin Jia and my children, so I have always hoped that I can do housework at home every day, raise flowers and grass, but helpless life forces me to continue to move forward and does not allow me to live this life, but now Lin Jia has put forward this idea, hoping to make it easier for me to live the life I want to live, but why am I afraid.

"Don't think about it." Lin Jia tapped my head with his finger, "The sun is good today, you won't be too depressed if you absorb a little more sunshine, why don't you want to work in the operating room because you can't absorb sunlight all year round, people are prone to depression." ”

"So, where are we going?"

"Is your friend's shop open? Let's go see her, you ran out that day and couldn't find it, I went to her store to look for you, she scolded me, you can see that she is very good to you. ”

"Oh? She scolded you? How did she scold you? I asked curiously.

Lin Jia smiled and said, "Children, do you have too many question marks?"

We went to the supermarket, bought a lot of fresh vegetables and fruits, hugged a big bouquet of flowers, and went to find Vivien.

Because it was still early and the sun was good, Lin Jia didn't drive, and he said that I needed to absorb a lot of sunlight to become happy.

My favorite writer says that depressed people need a companion to sit under the cherry blossom trees in the park in the spring. I think it's probably for this reason that having someone to accompany you and having sunshine is just enough to digest a part of the depression in the body, right?

"I'm so tired. Why don't you drive, I'm usually tired enough to walk alone, and now I'm even more tired with my stuff. As I walked, I complained to Lin Jia.

Lin Jia said, "Eldest sister, I didn't feel tired with fruits and vegetables in my hands, but I was so tired that I couldn't walk after holding flowers?" ”

"I, I'm a weak woman who can't carry it on my shoulders and can't lift it in my hands, how can I be in the same state as you?" I quibbled.

He looked ridiculous, "Who is the one who can carry a patient with a big belly in the middle and third stages of pregnancy, and put a person in the lateral decubitus position like a strong man when he goes on surgery?" Now come and tell me that you can't carry it on your shoulders? Can't lift your hands? Lin Jia laughed.

"That can be the same, in the hospital men are cattle servants, women are men, such an eternal truth, don't you know?" I gave him a blank look, in fact, I just suddenly wanted to be coquettish, and I poked my heart like this.

Lin Jia carried the two bags of food in his left hand and led me with his free right hand, "I don't know if I can share your heavy heart?" He suddenly laughed, at that moment, I was actually shy, for fear that someone on the road would see me, I shook off his hand, didn't want to look at his eyes and said, "Walk well, you carry two bags in one arm, be careful to break your hand, I don't want to serve you anymore." ”

I held the flowers, walked a few steps quickly, encountered a red light, and stopped at the traffic port, at this time Lin Jia called me from behind, "Xia Fei?" ”

"What's wrong?" I turned around, Lin Jia's kiss suddenly hit, he was taller than me, and as soon as I turned around, he just leaned over and kissed me on the lips. I have forgotten when the last time I kissed, I just felt that my heart was about to explode, and I was afraid that I would spit it out of my mouth in the next second.

"Let's go." He shouted at me.

I just felt top-heavy, like I was stepping on cotton. Dizzy, he followed him to Vivien's shop.

Vivian's shop was one of those old-fashioned wooden doors with distressed brass rings on them, and I patted the brass hoops and shouted, "Vivian, Vivian." ”

"Vivien, Vivien."

I shouted over and over again, but no one answered my words. I shrugged at Lin Jia, "What should I do, there's no one." ”

"Then let's go back." Lin Jia said with a smile.

"Oh no, I'm going to take a taxi back." I said to Lin Jia, "I can't walk anymore, unless you have the strength to carry me back, but I don't really want you to carry it, I want to take a taxi, damn, I'm tired of Lao Tzu." ”

I really can't be coquettish, and I suddenly feel extra comfortable when I say dirty words.

Lin Jia looked at me with a smile, "Okay, take a taxi back and make you something to eat." ”

Just as we turned around and were about to leave, we only heard a sound on the second floor, like the sound of some glass products breaking, I looked at Lin Jia and stopped.

"At this point, she should be at home." I continued to try to knock on the door, "Vivien? Vivien? Vivien? ”

Still no one answered, and then Vivian's dog on the first floor suddenly barked.

This scream scared my spirit. I subconsciously took a step back, "You give her a call." ”

"I don't have her phone, and you know, I'm not a person who likes to be up close to people."

I'll look for it, the last time I looked for you, I seemed to have left her phone number.