When passing by the Law Business School, I saw that the car selling Baoding sugar gourd was on the side of the road, so I stepped forward and chatted with the boss, because the rock sugar gourd is very distinctive, we always buy it at his house, basically pass by to buy a few, and then I did it myself, the boss said what fruit I want to eat, I want to eat more sugar and less sugar, just get it myself, this is also a craft to learn from the boss, but the step of boiling sugar is done by the boss, I will only wear skewers and dip sugar, mainly when I put it on the cool board, I must put it and then pull it down, In this way, large pieces of sugar can be cooled, otherwise the hanging sugar will stick to the fruit into lumps.

I made a string of sugar gourds for Zhu Boyan, she stood on the side and looked at me with admiration, I wanted her to get started, but unfortunately she didn't learn the essentials and didn't do well, so I had to accept it. When I was making rock sugar gourd for Zhu Boyan, I was thinking, I seem to have made it for Yang as well.

Taking the bus back to the economy and trade from Dongwuli New Village, on the shuttle, Zhu Boyan was next to me, I grabbed her hand, and my mind was still confused thinking about the question of whether she was a virgin, but I never figured out the answer. But since the raw rice has been cooked, I can't deny it. Zhu Boyan's lively and active personality is also good, and I can play with my buddies, so let's just play together.

When I returned to the trade and trade, it was already dark, and Zhu Boyan and I walked in the snow on campus, which reminded me of Yuquan's song "The Man Who Loves Romance". Snowy night, on the street, under the street lamp, a few friends, with their eyes closed, their heads up, tasting snowflakes, we are all romantic people, with an instant understanding to drive away the sorrow of a lifetime, we are good friends who fall in love with romance, in the young night there is nothing else to ask for, we are all romantic people, with a moment of fantasy to build the attic of the soul, we are good friends who fall in love with romance, taste in the young night, each other have...

Watching Zhu Boyan happily stepping on the snow, pulling me to press my big and small hands on the snow, and stepping on the big footprints and small footprints of the song for a while, I think this can be regarded as the beginning of me and her.

We started to eat in the cafeteria together and go to the classroom for self-study together. When I was with Xiao Dong, I rarely went to the cafeteria to eat together, and I was so close to Zhu Boyan, and going in and out of these occasions together was equivalent to making my relationship with her public.

This may be the reason why everyone's impression of me has changed, and it turns out that the image of the student union president I disguised as a mature, steady, serious and decent student union president should have changed from me being with Zhu Boyan, who is a watery poplar in their hearts, to a cynical and filthy prodigal person. It seems that they have all stayed away from me, which I can faintly feel from our counselor Yuan Jie. I don't know who she listened to about me and Zhu Boyan, or where she saw us at school, once when she went to her office, she also asked me about the situation of Zhu Boyan and me, and told me to pay attention to proportion. I didn't quite understand what she meant at the time, so I was very casual and reckless.

Regarding the matter of my friendship with Zhu Boyan, there is another person who is more surprised, that is, Xu Na, the secretary of the general branch of the Youth League of our department. Once after the meeting of our student union, she also asked me about Zhu Boyan, I told her, she told me not to take it too seriously, and I said I knew. Maybe a woman's intuition and sixth sense, or a woman's ability to see a woman more accurately, I have lost my eyes in Lushan, and I am in love with Zhu Boyan's body, so I don't care about other things, who knows that I have also become a topic of conversation in other people's after-dinner gossip.

I often rode a bicycle with Zhu Boyan around the campus, chatting about the latest things in the world, I asked her why she didn't reject me, she said that she admired me a little from the beginning, and then through contact and understanding, she had a good impression of me, so she followed me. I think the love between men and women is nothing more than that they are willing to be willing to each other, and I haven't asked her about the first time since then. We got along just fine.

Every night when they returned to the dormitory, Liu Haitao and Liu Rui were either playing cards or playing on the computer as always. At first, the two of them saw that I was in a bit of water, and they knew that I had a new girl. The reason why they don't say that they have a new love is because they don't believe in love either. After Liu Rui broke up with his first girlfriend for four years, he has never had the mind to talk about his girlfriend, all the feelings are pinned on games and mahjong, not at all like when he first came to the dormitory in his freshman year, he was holding the dormitory phone all night long, at that time we especially admired him for not eating for a day, not calling for a day, but I don't know why we broke up, maybe because of a different place, he didn't say it when he was talking, and we asked in vain. As for Liu Haitao, we have always felt that he has no first love at all, or has talked too much about love, I still prefer the former, because he can go to primary school for ten years. He always looked like a person in our dormitory, telling us chicken soup for the soul all day long, and he didn't care about that, but he secretly got along with Andy. We scoff at him.

Everyone should be the same for first love, whether it is successful or not, two people who have been together for a long time will definitely develop too many habits about two people, such as telling her that I am up in the morning, such as telling me that she is going to class, such as saying goodnight to each other at night, and so on. So whenever I sing Ekin Cheng's song "With you, there is me", I will have tears in my eyes, because this is what Yang asked me to learn. Thinking about the gloomy mood at that time, it was uncomfortable, but suddenly one day I got used to it, and I was a little caught off guard. I think the two of us are destined to be a passer-by A and I am a passer-by, and there will be no more dime relationship between now and in the future. But no matter what, I still have to thank Yang, after all, a girl has been by my side in the best years of her life. Thank you for saying you love me.

When I talked about Zhu Boyan with Liu Rui and Liu Haitao, both of them had the same attitude, that is, they thought I was playing, and I didn't deny it, but who would have nothing to do with feelings? I told both of them that I wanted to find a woman who was willing to sleep with me, and for the rest of my life, they didn't understand what I meant by that. It seems that there is still a gap between the three of us, which may be a direct reason why I don't play cards with them much anymore. They said that in addition to being busy with the student union, I was busy dating women, and I didn't know whether to call me miserable or complacent.

After New Year's Day in 2006, we began to enter the end of the semester, after the teacher carefully marked the key, we carefully reviewed the characteristics of the cheat sheet several times, and still nervously participated in the exams of each subject, after all kinds of coping, I am glad that there is still no failure, by the grace of the classmates around me, I set the strengths of hundreds of schools, there are actually a few subjects ranked in the forefront, a comprehensive score, actually won a second-class scholarship, the last time I won this honor is the first half of the freshman year. Then we went on winter break.

After the winter vacation, I didn't go home directly, I planned to send Zhu Boyan home, she didn't want to go home immediately, so we planned to go to Tangshan for a round. It was winter, it was not cold on the train, I went to the earthquake monument in Tangshan, ate hemp candy, stayed for two days and we separated, she went back to Qinhuangdao, and I went back to my hometown.

The time of the holidays passed relatively quickly, and every day they either played mahjong with Yuan Erye and Gu Laomao, or drank together. This may be the tradition of our people, every year during the winter vacation and the Spring Festival, there is no habit of keeping the New Year, it is to find a hotel before Chinese New Year's Eve, open a room, and then everyone gets together to play cards, and when it is almost twelve o'clock, go home to set off fireworks, eat dumplings, and welcome the New Year. After the first day of the new year, we will continue our unchanged routine. It's just that everyone talked about the future from time to time, talked about graduation, talked about Yuan Erye, Gu Laomao and Zhu Desan, they all said they didn't know, or they said that they didn't care about it, and we wouldn't be too lazy to say it, it was better to play mahjong well.

Of course, there are all kinds of class reunions, all kinds of wine venues, people are beginning to like memories very much, all kinds of occasions laughing at the stupid things they did when they were young, our high school party came a lot of people, still no foreign, I inquired about a few female classmates, they didn't have any news about her, I think since she chose to disappear, then why should I bother to pursue it. The place where we met was in the restaurant opened by the same classmates themselves, and there were three tables of us sitting in the hall on the second floor, and then the noise of all kinds of toasts and wine, I saw the old classmates, thinking about the people I wanted to see but couldn't see, I didn't mention the wine, and others didn't mention the foreign when they mentioned the wine to me, I knew that they were all shy about the two of us, and occasionally someone mentioned it, I would smile bitterly and say that this is all about the old sesame and rotten grain, and I have already turned the page, and then drank the wine in the cup, how can others know the imprint carved by the foreign in my heart.

The atmosphere was warm and weird, and I suddenly felt that I had become different, looking at the classmates, I ran out and sat on the roof outside the second floor of the hotel to breathe, and my face was blown by the cold wind, and I was awake and in a trance. This reminds me of when I graduated from high school and ate a casual meal, I was also in this restaurant of my classmates, and I was also sitting on the roof of the second floor, I sat next to Yang and I, I hugged her to look at the stars in the sky, at that time, the beauty that the two of us had imagined had not yet been realized, and we had already parted ways. What about the oath? She treated her love for me and the time limit she had impounded, forever, and her whole life as bullshit, worthless. What else do I hold onto?