The other thing is that my mom asked me if I was talking about my girlfriend. When my mom was tidying up my room, she was worried when she saw me put away the photos and cartoons all over the wall. I rarely talk to my mom about my feelings, but I know she must know her son's state for so many years. I broke up with Yang and me, and told her briefly about knowing Zhu Boyan, without mentioning Xiao Dong, and what I said was an understatement, mainly because I didn't want her to worry. I also showed her a photo of Zhu Boyan, and she told me that this girl is not very good-looking, and you should not be suitable. I asked my mom curiously where she saw it, and she said it was from her cheekbones. I looked at Zhu Boyan's photo, and I didn't find anything special. Later, I checked on the Internet with my mobile phone, and it was said on the Internet that women with good cheekbones should help their husbands, grasp the economic power of the family and create a career with their husbands; If a woman has high cheeks and no flesh, the main husband leaves early, and the punishment is more intense, and the eyebrows are clear and the eyes are cut in half; A woman's high cheekbones, high forehead, and high nose are the three powers, and the lord is easy to punish her husband, and those who have no flesh are more serious; Women's cheeks are perennially white and red, peach blossom face, the main personality is not chastity, if the nose is also white and red, the main person is a dusty woman, I see it is also in the clouds, I don't understand very well, how to count high, how to count low. After talking to my mom for a while, I found a reason to go out, after all, I was still embarrassed to talk about many things.

In addition to playing cards and drinking with a few buddies every day, I call and text Zhu Boyan in my spare time, accompanied by the desire of youth, and gradually accumulate thoughts about her. Lying in bed at night, I often fall into a kind of Don Quixote conjecture, dragging down my tired body and soul. I sent Zhu Boyan a small poem written by myself:

Hope

Actually, what I was hoping for

It's just a moment

I never asked you to give me your life

If you can be on a hillside full of gardenias

Meet you

If you can love deeply once

Say goodbye again

Well, for a long life

It's just when I look back

That short moment

Zhu Boyan said that she couldn't understand it, but could only understand that I missed her, and I said that it was enough. I told her that I have been dreaming a lot lately, all kinds of strange, some about myself, some about others, and some of them are whimsical and don't know what broke in, of course, I still said that I would often dream of Zhu Boyan, because she understood that I missed her.

I dreamed of a woman in a white tight top and a woman in a black loose blouse walking together on a sunny afternoon, and then turned around and laughed with me, and I was surprised to find that the two people I knew, and they looked back as if they were laughing.

I also dreamed that Xu Yang and her boyfriend, as well as my high school classmates on the North Bridge, Xu Yang was holding her man and laughing with that classmate with me, and then I looked at them, raised the speed of the motorcycle to more than 100 miles, and flew past them, but the laugh did not come out of my head, and I felt uncomfortable. It's a weird dream I have at home. I really don't want Xu Yang to appear in my dreams, and I can't avoid being mentioned in my life, so let's talk about it, but why do I have to destroy my dreams? Bullshit encounter.

I dreamed that my pants were open when I was running, and they were awkwardly opened, and they were opened from the crotch, just like a three-year-old, and they became the kind of bootpants. I woke up with a red face and a thick neck, and I didn't know what it portended. I also dreamed that I was swimming happily in the middle of an ocean, running on the beach, shouting to the other side of the sea that you never know, go to death!

I don't know what the meaning of what I dream about, whether it's good or bad, or there is no possibility of becoming a reality, because my dreams have no result, so when they are broken, there is no sound, no ending, no reason to continue, only in dreams. Will anyone hear the sound when the dream is broken? What does it look like?

Can a broken dream come true?

When the winter vacation started, Gu Lao came to be a guest of the economy and trade, and he said that he had never seen Zhu Boyan. I led him to 526, visited our messy dormitory culture, participated in the long-held mahjong competition, and asked Zhu Boyan to go to a restaurant outside the school for dinner in the evening.

"Xiao Zhu, can you introduce me to a girlfriend?" After Gu Laomao drank a few glasses of wine, he begged Zhu Boyan.

"Huh? I don't know what type you like? Zhu Boyan said enthusiastically.

"I just like your type, lively and cheerful, the main thing is to be pretty." Gu Lao Mao was a little intoxicated.

"Then I'll see if I have the right friends." Zhu Boyan looks very serious.

"Okay, then even if you agree, I'll toast you." Gu Lao Mao smiled and picked up the wine, and dried it directly.

After eating, we walked back to the dormitory together, and when we passed by the basketball court, Gu Laomao saw a group of people dancing inside, so he wanted to join in the fun. We blended into the crowd, and I knew he was there to see if there were any beautiful women. After pausing for a while, he stared at the glowing kryptonite eyes, and really found a target he liked, and then pointed it out to me.

It was a tall, sweet-looking girl, I didn't know her when I looked at it, but I thought she was more like a female star. Zhu Boyan also looked at it, she said that this person's name is Liu Ju, they have a dormitory building, which looks like Cao Ying, and it happens to be from the School of Economics and Management, it seems that she is majoring in tourism management. This made Gu Lao Mao inexplicably excited, so he asked if there was a phone, but unfortunately we didn't have any. I knew that this question would not be difficult for him, so he looked around for a while, and saw that Liu Ju had no male dance partner, so he rubbed onto the dance floor and got hot with her. Zhu Boyan and I saw that Gu Laomao had already started, so we didn't pay attention to it, and walked back to the dormitory. After sending Zhu Boyan back to the dormitory, I played shuttlecock on the cement road next to the basketball court, waiting for Gu Laomao. There are still a lot of campus activities in the evening of economics and trade, and many people who have no electives or do not go to evening self-study after dinner, many of them will participate in some sports.

When I saw Gu Lao Mao come out of the basketball court with a proud face, I guess he asked for Liu Ju's call, or something beautiful. When he returned to the dormitory, he casually found a bed for Gu Laomao, and he lay on the bed and began to send text messages. It's a pity that the conversation was not very satisfactory in the end, Liu Ju didn't agree to be his girlfriend, nor did he agree to be his friend, which made him very frustrated.

Later, I inquired about Liu Juqi, she is also a well-known person, don't look at the name is a little dirty, but people are definitely more and more fashionable, when I first went to college, I was relatively young, and I often went to the city to work part-time since my sophomore year, mainly as a cosmetics promoter, or Miss Etiquette, and later made a car model for a few days, and the level of contact with people gradually changed, and the vision was different, I think she should yearn for the owner who drove a luxury car to pick her up, as for Gu Laomao, she should not look down on such a person. I told Gu Laomao that the economic foundation determines the superstructure, and we can't play around with money worshippers.

Gu Laomao talked about a few girlfriends in high school, I don't know, I only know that he said that his girlfriend with the deepest affection is called Li Nan, who is about 1.65 meters tall, relatively thin, and belongs to a particularly petite beauty. She is the girl of our construction bureau director's family, and Gu Laomao's father is the director of the transportation bureau, and the two families are a good match. It's just that later, I don't know why, Gu Laomao broke up with her. At that time, I didn't ask Gu Laomao what the reason was, but I knew that after we dispersed, I found a few of our brothers to drink together, and asked me to go to his house to get the wine. I rode a motorcycle with Gu Lao Mao to his house, and just moved a piece of beer out, I happened to meet Gu Lao Mao's mother, and when I saw that we were moving wine, my face immediately changed, and I shouted Gu Lao Mao and said: "You dead boys, if you don't do a scene every day, you know how to drink and drink less." "I stood stupidly, it was not appropriate to move, it was not appropriate not to move, I said hello to my mother awkwardly, put the wine on the motorcycle, and waited for Gu Lao to come out. After a while, Gu Laomao ran out, jumped on the motorcycle, and muttered: "Hurry up!" My mom won't let me play with you, saying that the black boy knows how to drink all day. "I got on the motorcycle, and no matter how much I thought about it, I felt that something was wrong, Gu Lao Mao definitely didn't say good things about me in front of his mother.

It just so happened that one day, Zhu Boyan and I were shopping in the city, and we met Li Nan and his boyfriend on the bus No. 118 that returned to Wuqi Road Economic and Trade Road. At that time, I said to Zhu Boyan, you see that the woman is Gu Laomao's original girlfriend. Li Nan also saw me, and turned around with a wandering gaze to the boy next to him. I watched her stand next to the man and squeezed in.

"You also came out to go shopping, does Gu Wei know?" I approached Li Nan, looked at her and said, "Why don't you come to school in a while, I'll invite you to dinner, right?" ”

Li Nan's face was red, and he said embarrassedly: "No, I'll go back to school with my boyfriend." ”

I tried my best to look surprised, and I said, "Ah! You talked about a new boyfriend, does Gu Wei know this? ”

Li Nan blushed, turned his head and did not speak. Zhu Boyan saw me like this, pulled me, and pulled me to the side. The bus didn't go a few steps, and as soon as it arrived at the next stop, Li Nan pulled the man out of the bus together. I took out my mobile phone, called Gu Laomao, and told him what happened just now, but he didn't say anything, so he told me to leave this matter alone. Later, I heard from other buddies about the reason why Gu Lao Mao and Li Nan broke up, only to know that it was not because of Li Nan, but because Gu Lao Mao was chatting with other little girls, and was seen by Li Nan when he was walking on the road with others, so he broke up. Then my injustice is a bit unreasonable.