Volume 1 109 Her Amnesia
The man's figure became more and more blurred in front of him until it disappeared.
Jin Yuhan tilted her head, looked at the ceiling above her head, and let those people drag her away.
His eyes were dry, but he couldn't squeeze out a single tear.
Her heart has been completely depleted, she can't shed tears at all, she knows what she is about to usher in next.
This pain of being trampled, every time she experienced it, it was more painful.
But why is that?
Why does she have to bear all this?
She just wants to get what she wants, she wants to get the person she loves, everything that ordinary people have at their fingertips, how did it come to her, and all this has become so difficult?
However, she was never willing to die like this.
She wants too many things, and there are still things she cherishes in this world.
She has given so much, and even, she does not hesitate to become another person, how can she give up like this.
Even if she has to endure more hardships and be trampled on, she has to hold on.
She was going to be the one who lived to the end.
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Since Xiao Peanut hung up the phone with Shangguan Jingyu, his eyes have been staring closely at the movement at the door, and Zhang Lan couldn't persuade him to persuade him.
Not long after, the door opened, and when Shangguan Jingyu appeared in the entrance with Mu Zixiao in his arms, Little Peanut greeted him.
"Aunt Mumu."
Little Peanut ran over with his calves, but unfortunately because of his height, he still couldn't get Mu Zixiao.
"She's asleep, I'll wake her up later."
Shangguan Jingyu left this sentence, and then took Mu Zixiao to the room.
Little Peanut was unwilling to be ignored like this, his eyes were firmly fixed on Shangguan Jingyu, and he followed with his eyes.
Seeing Shangguan Jingyu carefully put Mu Zixiao on the bed, he also moved over, his big eyes were full of worry, and he leaned aside and asked, "Dad, what's wrong with Aunt Mu Mu?" ”
Shangguan Jingyu glanced at Xiao Peanut and only said, "She's a little sleepy, so, if you're asleep for the time being, you have to be obedient, don't quarrel with her first." ”
"Oh good, Peanut will be obedient." Little Peanut nodded as if he didn't understand, and put his little hand on the edge of the bed on the side, "Then Peanut will stay here with Aunt Mu Mu." ”
At this point, Shangguan Jingyu did not object, and rubbed Xiao Peanut's head, asking him to be obedient and not to make noise to Mu Zixiao.
Shangguan Jingyu can also see that Peanut really likes Mu Zixiao.
It seemed that looking at Mu Zixiao's face revealing hard work, Xiao Peanut was also very cooperative with what Shangguan Jingyu said.
Zhang Lan has been taking care of the little peanut, and when he saw Shangguan Jingyu coming back, he briefly explained to him the situation of the peanut on this day.
Shangguan Jingyu nodded, indicating understanding.
Peanut has always been a sensible and intelligent child, and he is very measured in doing things.
After listening to Zhang Lan's words, he explained some things about Mu Zixiao, and then went directly to the study.
When he left the hospital today, Xu Nanrin mentioned that he would sort out Mu Zixiao's body report and calculate the time, and he should be able to get the news at this time.
Dialed Xu Nanrin's phone, and after connecting, he directly threw the question in his heart, "How about the results of your investigation?" ”
Xu Nanrin looked at the reports stacked in front of him, his face was a little embarrassed, and he even felt a headache, "The result is not very optimistic." ”
Scratching his hair, to be honest, this is the first time I've encountered such a situation.
He put together all the physical reports of Mu Zixiao when she was in a coma, and said, "It seems that my previous judgment was not wrong, Miss Mu's coma is indeed very strange." ”
Strange? Shangguan Jingyu pinched his eyebrows tiredly and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
Shangguan Jingyu also found it strange every time Mu Zixiao fell into a coma, but after all, he was a non-professional, and he couldn't detect what was strange.
"Every time Miss Mu falls into a coma, her brain waves will have an instantaneous abnormality, although the time is short, but it will directly stimulate her cranial nerves, cause headaches, and then lead to coma."
If one is a coincidence, then three times the same situation can no longer be explained by the word mere coincidence.
"Why is this happening?"
Xu Nanrin has also been thinking about this problem, Mu Zixiao's coma like this violates medical theory, and he is also trying to find the cause of her.
He said: "The patients I have met before have not experienced such a situation, but you mentioned to me before that Miss Mu had amnesia, so I judge that this incident may be related to Miss Mu's amnesia. ”
"When a person is stimulated to the brain, or after a traumatic impact on the brain, it will stimulate the nerves in the brain, which in turn will trigger a series of reactions."
"Amnesia is one of them, under the inability of the injured person to bear the huge mental pressure, the cranial nerves become fragile and sensitive, and the brain will selectively forget some facts out of self-protection, which is also explained in psychological medicine, which belongs to a kind of self-spiritual protection and resistance."
"Therefore, this Miss Mu may have had a strong stimulus, and this strong mental stimulation exceeded her own mental load, so it caused her to be in a state of amnesia at this stage."
Xu Nanlin explained, "This is the only reasonable explanation I can think of, because Miss Mu's brain does not have any shadows, and there is no place to compress nerves, so I speculate that it may be her mental protection." ”
Spiritual protection!
Shangguan Jingyu's brows became tighter and tighter, thinking of the bright smiling face of Mu Zixiao that appeared in front of him, his heart was grabbed by an inexplicable force.
He didn't know what she had been through in the past years, or what she had borne on her own over the years.
Judging from the current situation, I'm afraid it may not be a good thing.
Could it be that Mu Zixiao once provoked someone who shouldn't be provoked, so that he would fall to the current result?
However, this answer was quickly denied by Shangguan Jingyu, the information he asked Lin Mo to investigate before showed that Mu Zixiao had not undergone major changes in those years, and in Pingchuan City, with the ability of the Mu family, who could hurt her!
Shangguan Jingyu asked, "Could her situation be caused by man?" ”
Xu Nanrin has also been thinking about this issue, and when he heard Shangguan Jingyu ask, he also asked rhetorically, "I can't rule out this possibility." So, has Miss Mu ever offended anyone? ”
If Mu Zixiao's amnesia is artificial, it may better explain the situation in her body now.
"......" Shangguan Jingyu responded with a long silence.
Mu Zixiao's past, even in front of herself, she rarely mentions it.
For the past, she may be really at a loss, or she may be vaguely evasive.
After all, it was a blank period of six years.
In short, Mu Zixiao's attitude is not to mention it if she can.
Asking like this, Shangguan Jingyu suddenly realized that he really knew very little about Mu Zixiao.
It's no wonder that every time she takes the initiative to approach her, she always blindly retreats, saying that it is inappropriate.
I'm afraid that she has concerns in her heart.
Seeing that Shangguan Jingyu had been silent and did not make a sound, Xu Nanrin did not ask any more questions, and then said his judgment, "Generally speaking, people with amnesia have brain stimulation because it triggers something familiar or fearful in her subconscious. ”
Xu Nanrin thought for a while, and then asked, "When Miss Mu was in a coma, were you by her side?" ”
"Hmm."
"Did you find anything strange? For example, what strange thing happened or what strange person did you meet? In short, you can say anything that you find strange. Because amnesiac people are in a coma, it is impossible to happen for no reason, and most of them are triggered by signals that trigger stimulation. ”
Shangguan Jingyu recalled carefully many times, and finally gave an answer, "...... No. ”
Between him and Mu Zixiao, it was a normal conversation, and other than that, there was nothing.
How so?
Xu Nanrin touched his chin and asked thoughtlessly, "Are you sure, you haven't met before?" ”
"What do you mean by that?" Shangguan Jingyu said this sentence a little impatiently.
He and Xu Nanrin have been friends for many years, if Mu Zixiao really appeared by his side, how could Xu Nanrin not notice it at all.
Moreover, he was sure that he had not seen Mu Zixiao before returning to China this time.
Xu Nanrin also felt very helpless about what Shangguan Jingyu said, of course he could understand Shangguan Jingyu's feelings, but this was the only reasonable point he could think of.
Xu Nanrin did his own analysis and said, "It's not a coincidence that Miss Mu is in a coma, and when you were by her side, she fell into a coma again, through this kind of thing, isn't it enough to explain the problem?" ”
"What connection can there be between the two?"
"I don't know about this......" Xu Nanrin also couldn't figure out this phenomenon, and only said, "This situation is only best known between you." Or, if I look at her condition, I'll look at another doctor, maybe there will be other opinions or feasible solutions. ”
“……”
"Also, you have to pay more attention, get along with her, and try not to stimulate her cranial nerves again, otherwise the situation is coma now, and I can't be sure what will happen after that."
"Okay, I got it."
"By the way, I know a psychiatrist, do I need to put you in touch?" Xu Nanlin said, "Perhaps, for Miss Mu's current situation, the help of a psychiatrist may be more effective for her than direct medical involvement." ”
After thinking about it for a while, Shangguan Jingyu gave an affirmative answer, "Yes." ”
"By the way, I have one more thing to remind you of."
"What's the matter?"
Xu Nanrin said earnestly, "Under normal circumstances, any amnesia caused by mental stress due to external stimuli is extremely painful, whether it is the process of re-experiencing or searching for memories. So, I guess you'd better know that, after all, if it weren't for the pain of what happened to you, it wouldn't have caused such amnesia. ”
I don't know why, he suddenly felt very heavy because of Xu Nanrin's words.