It was as if he was being weighed down on his heart by a big stone, and he couldn't breathe, and this emotion was mixed with a very strong tension and care.

It's really damn!!

Subconsciously curled up his fingers on the table, and said in a deep voice, "I see." ”

Xu Nanrin exhaled deeply, this matter can finally be over temporarily.

"Okay, I'll contact the psychiatrist I know for you." Xu Nanrin thought for a while and said, "You don't have to worry too much, Miss Mu's physical condition is good, as long as she is not mentally stimulated, it will not have a negative impact on her." ”

Xu Nanrin saw it this time, Shangguan Jingyu was really attentive to Mu Zixiao.

In the past, there were many female suitors around Shangguan Jingyu, but I didn't see anyone Shangguan Jingyu was looking at.

And this Mu Zixiao, it can be seen from these few things that Shangguan Jingyu cares about her more than a little.

Looking at things from his point of view as a man's spectator, he smelled something very different.

After briefly explaining the precautions, the two hung up the phone.

originally thought that after asking about Mu Zixiao's condition, after getting the results, his mood would be indulged.

But after the phone call, this nervous mood not only did not relax, but tightened it tighter.

Shangguan Jingyu fell into deep thought.

Mu Zixiao mentioned before that the time with herself in the hotel.

That time, Mu Zixiao mentioned that it was only when someone attacked that something would happen later.

Moreover, Mu Zixiao does have bruises on her neck.

Could it be that someone is really invisibly manipulating this?

It seems that this matter will not be concluded until Mu Zixiao wakes up.

Originally, there was a shallow afterglow on the horizon, but as time went by, the sky gradually became darker and darker, and a few stars were faintly lit in the dark sky, and the city lights were lit up at night, making the life of the city more and more vivid.

In the early summer nights, the cool breeze will also be mixed with warmth.

In the room, only the people sleeping on the bed breathed clearly.

When Mu Zixiao opened her eyes in a daze, she only felt that the layout of this room was somewhat familiar.

Only then did he recall that he was going to talk to Shangguan Jingyu about being discharged from the hospital.

Merely...... Later, she seemed to fall asleep in Shangguan Jingyu's arms.

I actually fell asleep by myself!!

Thinking of this, Mu Zixiao patted her head with some annoyance, and she didn't know what was going on recently, why she fell into a coma one after another, and often had headaches.

Moreover, it was so coincidental that they were caught up by Shangguan Jingyu.

Such a thing is really an indescribable feeling, whether it is lucky or unlucky.

The lights were not turned on in the room, but looking at the moonlight shining through the window outside, I could still tell that it was late at night.

Mu Zixiao thought that it would be better to go first while there was no one around now, anyway, she was back to the house next door, and her courage was completely enough.

Thinking so, Mu Zixiao hurriedly put it into action.

It's just that Mu Zixiao never thought that when she came out of the room, she would see Shangguan Jingyu when she passed by the living room.

There is only a small light in the living room, and the warm yellow light is blurred in circles, so that the room does not look too gloomy.

In such a dark night, it shows infinite warmth.

Glancing at him sideways, the side face of the man sitting quietly on the sofa was perfectly three-dimensional, revealing a different kind of handsomeness, and this man would have a fatal allure even when he was contemplating.

The two of them were in the same space, and they didn't make a sound, because of the stillness, and the silence of the night, each other's breaths seemed to be entangled.

In such a night, there is a bit of ambiguity in plainness.

On the other hand, Shangguan Jingyu had already withdrawn his attention when he heard the footsteps.

At this time, although the pace has been slowed down, it is not difficult to judge whose pace it is.

Shangguan Jingyu looked at him with one look and didn't speak, but the gaze was enough to explain everything.

Mu Zixiao paused for a few seconds, not knowing whether to speak at this time, and even more wanted to ignore Shangguan Jingyu's eyes directly, and just wanted to turn around and go back the same way, but heard a voice behind him, "It's so late, where do you want to go?" ”

“……”

Mu Zixiao was very helpless, she slept too long this day, and now even if she was asked to sleep, she couldn't sleep.

I don't know why, Shangguan Jingyu under the light looked extremely gentle, beckoned to her, and his tone was a little doting, "Come here, sit next to me." ”

Spoiled! This word, when it first popped up in his mind, first scared Mu Zixiao herself.

However, the footsteps were ghostly and really sat on Shangguan Jingyu's side.

Then there was a period of silence.

Mu Zixiao glanced at him secretly, and suddenly felt very strange in her heart, this person didn't sleep at night, was it just to sit in a daze on the sofa?

Just as she was thinking wildly, she heard him suddenly ask, "Have you ever had amnesia?" ”

This is not the first time they have brought up this topic.

Mu Zixiao was stunned for a moment, and then nodded.

"Ever thought about getting your memories back?"

When it came to this topic, Mu Zixiao's eyes were a little dazed and at a loss.

Actually, she doesn't really like to mention her amnesia.

It's just that this man's deep and deep voice, when he talks to himself in a serious tone, it seems to have a kind of magic, his concern is obvious, and he gently breaks through the defense line in her heart, making her subconsciously speak: "I have tried some methods before, but they have no effect." ”

At this point, Shangguan Jingyu heard Xu Nanrin mention that if he hadn't experienced mental trauma or a blow to the head, he would not have oppressed his spirit and caused amnesia.

Whatever the outcome, it made her sad before.

Thinking of this, his chest felt a little depressed, and he asked tentatively, "You don't have any impression of the past?" Not curious about your past? ”

Once the topic starts, it ends easily.

Mu Zixiao also felt very strange when she heard Shangguan Jingyu's question.

Because, the defense against Shangguan Jingyu in his heart is pitiful.

"I can decide where to go, even if I'm curious, I still can't remember the events of those years."

Shangguan Jingyu was so perceptive that he didn't miss the chagrin in her tone.

In the past few years, it was as if she hadn't been involved.

It's all a blank slate.

She herself would have doubted the years of her existence.

He then asked, "Do you want to know what memory you have lost?" ”

Xu Nanrin mentioned the method of recovering her memory, although the chance is slim, but if she wants to recover her memory, he is willing to try to work hard with her.

Recovering your memory, these words sound quite tempting.

If you can, it is estimated that no one is willing to leave a blank in life!

Mu Zixiao was very confused in her heart, she really didn't understand why Shangguan Jingyu was suddenly enthusiastic about her amnesia, but seeing the concern in his eyes, her scaring words really couldn't be opened.

After a pause between the two of them for a few seconds, Mu Zixiao thought about it seriously, and finally sighed and said, "I don't want to." ”

"Are you sure?"

"Sure." Mu Zixiao gave him an affirmative answer.

Shangguan Jingyu then asked, "Why?" ”

"In the beginning, I thought about recovering my memories. However, in the end, the result is not good, and the more time passes, people's curiosity will be slowly worn out, so I slowly lose my memories of the past. ”

"Moreover, if I can't get back my memories, it doesn't affect my daily life, so I think maybe the memories I lost are what I don't want to remember, and it doesn't matter so much whether I can find them or not."

"Now, even though I don't have the memory of those years, I'm still living well, and losing my memory doesn't seem to have any effect on my life. So, I thought, maybe this is a chance for fate to give me a chance to live a carefree life again. So, it doesn't matter what happened before. ”

In the first time, every time she tried to think about the lost memory, she would have a headache, a piercing pain, and she was prone to nightmares when she slept at night.

Every night, she woke up in the middle of the night with one nightmare after another, and she was alone in the deep, cold night.

It's actually quite unpleasant.

Time passed, and slowly she didn't want to think about it anymore, anyway, it didn't affect her current life trajectory, and what did it matter if she had memories or not.

Shangguan Jingyu didn't miss the gloom in her eyes when she spoke, and hit her most vulnerable defense, "But you still go to see a psychiatrist!" ”

“…… Right. ”

It's quite contradictory to say this, obviously she doesn't have any expectations for her past, but she has been receiving psychotherapy all along.

In the past six years, receiving psychotherapy has become a habit for her.

Admittedly, habits are not easy to break.

Mu Zixiao didn't say that the first person she saw when she opened her eyes was Dr. Nie Chen.

In the past six years of psychotherapy, she has made her see him not only as a doctor, but also as a friend, a powerful psychological support.

So, invisibly, she was used to this kind of treatment.

"You've been staying in Hirakawa all the time?"

“…… I guess so! Mu Zixiao recalled that in addition to the time spent abroad in school, she spent the most time in Pingchuan.

"That'...... Have you ever sinned against anyone? ”

"......" Mu Zixiao's eyebrows wrinkled together, wondering why he asked such a question, "Why do you ask that?" ”

Shangguan Jingyu reminded her, her deep eyes were indistinguishable, "Didn't you say that when you first saw me, you were attacked?" In this case, no one will do such a thing for no reason, so is it not someone who you have sinned against? ”

"Probably not." Shaking her head, she vetoed, "Who can I offend!" ”

Mu Zixiao is not very sure, she really has no impression of the memories of those years, even if an enemy really stands in front of her, I am afraid that she will not recognize it now.

Moreover, although she has been notoriously bad for so many years, she is pretending to be seen by outsiders, in private she is absolutely self-conscious, and she is a good young man, how can she offend others!