I don't know if I'm the only one in this world, and happiness is always connected with misfortune, or if everyone is like this.

As soon as I entered the house in the afternoon, I saw Lin Jia sitting on the sofa smoking a cigarette.

"Lin Jia?" I looked at my watch, at this point, he should be in the hospital, how can he go home?

"Lin Jia?" I shouted again at the man smoking on the balcony, I was sure that I was not hallucinating that it was him, and that I was not a burglar in the house.

Today's Lin Jia was very silent, standing on the balcony and smoking, without saying a word, I changed my shoes and walked towards him suspiciously.

"Why don't you speak?" I patted him on the shoulder.

He looked haggard. "What's wrong with you? Didn't you have several surgeries today? I looked at him wonderingly, "Tell me, what's wrong with you?" ”

He slammed the cigarette butt out of the ashtray and sat down in his chair.

"Not? Can you say something? You're going to kill me. ”

Suddenly, Lin Jia suddenly knelt on the ground with both knees, this kneeling didn't matter, my whole heart immediately panicked, and the whole person immediately became anxious.

"What are you doing here?" My whole heart shrank, and I even took a step back.

"Xia Fei, I'm sorry for you." Lin Jia's voice was a little weak, or maybe it was because of the fact that all my blood was rushing into my brain, so I couldn't hear what he was saying. "How?" My voice trembled slightly, but I tried to stabilize myself, and the fact that he was able to kneel down as a man proved that this was not a small matter.

"You get up first, what is there, get up and say." Lin Jia knelt and did not speak.

"Get up." I screamed, and to be honest, I couldn't even think of it.

I dragged Lin Jia up from the ground and pressed him against the chair.

"Okay, now you can tell me what's going on." Today's sunshine is honestly good, and after the Chinese New Year, the snow has stopped and has been warm, and I have always felt that this is a sign that everything is going to be in a good direction.

The surgery ended early today, and I had planned to go home and get a new set of sheets and covers, and then put the quilt on the drying rod to dry, which was a good thing, far beyond my expectations, and the plans were all disrupted.

"I ......" Lin Jia's slurring made me a little unhappy.

But I tried to be as patient as possible, "It doesn't matter, we've both seen how many winds and waves, and there's nothing to be afraid of." ”

"I'm sorry." Lin Jia knelt on the ground again, and the fire in my heart wanted to bubble out, "You get up, a big man, what are you doing kneeling, you get up for me." ”

"You make me kneel." Lin Jia kept saying, "You let me kneel, I feel a little better when I kneel." ”

"Say it." I sighed, not stopping him, I wanted to hear what was going on, the days were getting no more.

"Some time ago, didn't I let Xiaopang cheat the money, so I thought about how to make money, and then I watched people buy lottery tickets online."

"Buying a lottery ticket, what a big deal." To be honest, it didn't make me feel too scared, a few dollars for a lottery ticket, and it would cost you a thousand or eight hundred at most.

"Listen to me." Lin Jia knelt on the ground and didn't dare to raise his head.

"I made a lot of money at the beginning, and when we went to the imperial capital, we had good luck, not only got back all the money we lost, but also made a little more." Lin Jia's voice became smaller and smaller, "That's why I said before that I would take you out to play, because I made money, and I wanted to go out and have a good time, and I could give you the money when I came back." But then we didn't go, I thought to myself that if I didn't go, I would continue to do the lottery, and then the other day ......."

"What happened the other day?" I never thought Lin Jia was so unreliable.

"I lost a lot, at that time I was fascinated by the idea of embezzling money from the online lending company to use, but I lost again, and then borrowed again, until this morning, the lottery ticket came out...... Fei Fei, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you. ”

Lin Jia, a big man, closed his eyes and said all this in one breath.

"How much do you owe?" You have to tell me the amount of money you owe, I thought to myself, it's a big deal to sell a house and a car.

"I mortgaged the house at that time, and I got a total of 2 million, and I lost it all" Lin Jia covered his head with his hands, knelt on the ground and cried.

"What?" I got up from my chair and my heart was beating fast "You say it again, how much?" ”

"2 million, and my house has been mortgaged."

"No, the names of you and me are written on the house, why can you mortgage the house without my consent? Don't you need my signature? ”

"I found the kind of lending platform on the Internet, as long as I upload the information in, I will directly lend out."

"Lin Jia." I was furious, "Did I say before that you can't borrow money from me, what do you have to tell me?" You've forgotten about it after only a few months? I sat on the stool with my eyes closed, tears flowed down unconsciously, 2 million, not 2 yuan, how could he say it so lightly.

I slowly opened my eyes in pain, looking at the man I loved, he was unshaven today, he was a little decadent, he had smoked a lot, the smell of tobacco on his body was a little stinky, and his face was a little dull, which was completely different from before.

Suddenly, I didn't feel too sad in my heart, "You get up, Lin Jia, there is no money, let's earn it together, you get up." I lowered my head and stretched out my hand to pull Lin Jia, "Get up, Lin Jia, you can't solve the problem by kneeling on the ground, we should think about how to repay the money now." ”

Lin Jia and I came to the living room, and the two of us took out paper and pencils, "How much do you owe in total?" ”

"I just know the approximately."

"So, let's calculate how much it is now, one cent, one dime."

"Okay."

The two of us dug out all his lending platforms and began to list, one by one, I was a little scared for each one I wrote, and I actually wrote more than a dozen of them.

"These?" I couldn't help but ask.

"Hmm." It's already here, and Lin Jia is a little louder than before.

"It's two hundred and twenty thousand and five thousand." I swallowed my saliva when I heard the number, and my heart unconsciously became scared.

"You borrowed all this?" I couldn't help but ask again.

"Hmm." After that we both fell silent.

I don't know what I can say, this time it's not cheating, it's not embezzling my family's money, it's not splinting, it's gambling.

"It's illegal gambling, right?" It took me a long time before I could spit out a word.

"Hmm."

"Lin Jia, I just asked you, I don't mean anything else, don't think too much about it in your heart, I just can't figure it out, how can you do such a stupid thing? You've been to school, you've had a formal education, you've got a stable job, you're paid every month, how can you play this? ”