Time disappeared little by little, and the light in the room gradually disappeared, and Lin Jia was still silent.

I stood up and rubbed my waist, which was particularly uncomfortable standing or sitting for long periods of time since the cream.

"Let's go," my voice was a little desolate, "Let's go to my mother's house, the child is still there, what's the problem, let's find a way to solve it, it seems that it can't be solved in a minute or two, let's go." ”

Lin Jia didn't speak, got up and went to my mother's house with me, along the way, still depressed, I took a few deep breaths, and it can be regarded as a boost to myself, as long as it is not a life, as long as it is not another derailment, I seem to have been able to accept it, I don't know if this kind of thing is a good thing or a bad thing for me, I may never realize at that moment how difficult my life will be in the future.

As soon as I entered the house, I put away the unhappiness and depression on my face, "Mom, we're back." I said to my mother with a smile.

"Why is it so late today?"

"It could have been earlier, Lin Jia's operation ended too late, otherwise, we would have come back a long time ago." I picked up the little cream and said, "How's that?" Is there a good one today? I rubbed my head vigorously on the little cream, trying to inhale the child's unique fragrance on the little cream, hoping that I could be more comfortable.

I always felt hot and cold on my face, hot sweat broke out in my palms and cold sweat broke out for a while, my throat and eyes tightened, my heart beat faster, I knew what it was because of it but I didn't say it because I was at my mother's house.

"I'm very well-behaved today, now that I have Xiao Lu at home, I can't hold the child all day. You really found the right Xiao Lu, she cooks quickly, and she is not lazy, we go for a walk in the morning, and help me coax the child to take a lunch break in the afternoon. Mother was full of praise when she mentioned Sister Lu.

"As long as it's good, I'm afraid that I'll find it and block your heart."

"No, no, absolutely nothing, good."

Until before going to bed, except for his father occasionally talking to Lin Jia, Lin Jia didn't say a word, I knew that he was pressing things in his heart, there was no way to relax, tomorrow was the night shift between me and Lin Jia, I was going to discuss with Lin Jia at home during the day tomorrow, while Sister Lu was at home, and discuss with Lin Jia how to solve this problem.

This night, I lay in bed and slept intermittently, every time I think of the number 2 million, my heart beats faster, my house can't sell for 2 million, my mother and father can't give it to me, Lin Jia's parents can't have it, thinking about it I don't know how long, I fell asleep, and when I couldn't sleep again because of the increased heart rate, it was only half an hour after looking at the watch.

I got up and took out an anxiety pill from my bag, there was no water in the room, so I had to swallow it raw. Unfortunately, the pill stuck to my throat, I could only tighten the secretion of saliva to try to speed up the decomposition of the pill, but the more anxious the month was, the more nervous there was no saliva, the pill attached to my throat gradually began to melt, I could feel slowly my heartbeat began to slow down, and then I seemed to be able to breathe a breath of fresh air, I looked out the window, and suddenly felt that life is so difficult.

Early in the morning, I was woken up by the little cream, and the child who wants to drink milk always doesn't care whether you are sleepy or not, as long as you want to drink milk, you must complete this need, it seems that I fell asleep after the early morning, and I can only half-close my eyes and go to the kitchen to make milk for the child.

A feeding bottle, a water cup, directly to the child, after drinking the bottle simply thrown to the pillow, the water cup stuffed in the mouth of the little cream and continued to sleep with his eyes closed.

I thought I could get some sleep or a little sleep, but I overestimated my ability too much, I was not sleepy, I closed my eyes and didn't dare to speak, for fear of waking up another child next to me and him, I bit my lower lip and thought about 2 million things, and my heart was not down.

Finally stayed up until everyone got up, I pretended to sleep well and happily had breakfast time with everyone, chatting happily, "Mom, wait a minute, I'll go home with Lin Jia." ”

"Okay, go ahead."

"That noon doesn't necessarily come to dinner." I glanced at Lin Jia, "The water pipe at home is broken, I got off work too late last night, my neighbor called, we just went back and closed the water valve, but we didn't deal with it, I don't know when I will repair it today." ”

"Cheng, you guys go, if you can't fix it, call your dad and ask your dad to find someone for you."

"Okay, I'll go back and see if there's anything going on with my floor."

My mother didn't suspect it, and after breakfast, the two of us and I went back.

A short walk, but the feeling that the two of us walked out of 5 kilometers, probably because this matter was a bit tricky, overwhelmed and had nothing to say, so the two of us walked very slowly.

When I got home and closed the door, I took off my coat and sat on the couch not wanting to get up.

After a long time, Lin Jia, who was smoking on the balcony, said, "What are you going to do?" ”

"Let's get a divorce, so much money, it's impossible for me to pay it back with you, divorced, my life or death has nothing to do with you, I've been sorry for you so many times, so I can't drag you down anymore this time."

"Divorce?" I looked at Lin Jia, "This is the best ending you can come up with?" ”

"I'll write you an IOU, how much this house is worth is when I owe you, I'll pay you back slowly, now that the house is gone, I can't give you the house."

"Lin Jia!" I suddenly yelled hard, "You are either cheating, or you are moving money out without permission, and now you have to gamble, look at yourself, you are still the same self that you are not!" ”

"I just want to give you a better life, Xia Fei, I'm sorry." Lin Jia knelt on the ground again.

"Lin Jia, do you know what is the most outrageous thing about your mistake?" I looked at Lin Jia, "The most outrageous thing about you is that you don't tell me something, what I tell you, you always take it as a deaf ear, you have never respected me, respected my opinion." ”

Speaking of this, the whole person felt that he couldn't breathe, and he wanted to breathe in fresh air desperately, and after a few minutes, he rubbed his face, and I persuaded myself to calm down, "Lin Jia, even if we get divorced, the money will be paid back?" Now the priority is to repay the money, not to think about who to get out of this debt, you are ready for me to leave and you will not pay back? What happens if you say I'm divorced? Aren't you afraid that I won't be able to eat or sleep? ”

Lin Jia knelt on the ground and didn't say a word, "Get up, sit down, now let's calculate how much money we have in total." ”

I took out all the bank cards from my home, then turned on my phone, took out the paper, card by card for liquidation.

"Lin Jia, this is all the money I have saved, including all the emergency money, a total of 300,000." When I talked about 300,000, my voice was suddenly very soft, and a sense of powerlessness hit me instantly, 300,000 and 2 million, the difference is too much.

Lin Jia and I didn't speak, sitting at the table looking at the pile of cards, worried.