When I came out of Vivian's place, it was already mid-afternoon, and the sun was about to set. The slanting sunset shone on me with residual warmth, and my shadow was stretched out unusually long under this orange halo.

Standing at the intersection outside the hospital, he dialed Lin Jia's phone: "Where are you?" ”

"I'm still in the operating room, and the operation has just ended."

"When will you be back?"

"Hmm...... After the doctor's order, about an hour and a half later, well, I'll go and 'pick up the light' and wait for you, I'm near the hospital now, and I can be there in about half an hour. ”

"What are you doing near the hospital?"

"It's okay, see an old friend." With that, I hung up. Shiguang is a Chinese restaurant in the center of the city, the main Sichuan cuisine, there are all kinds of plants in the room, the style is different, Lin Jia and I often went before we had children, and then we had mangoes, except for work, I have never been anywhere.

The distance is not too far, because it is still early, so the road is not too fast. Walking along the shopping street, thinking about what Vivien said. Do I love him? This...... It's really not a good answer for me, there was no doubt that I loved him before he cheated, and now I just know that I hate him.

I arrived at the place, found a place to sit down, finished ordering, and sat and waited for Lin Jia to appear. I asked Lin Jia out for dinner because I really didn't want to go back to that cold home, and I hope to figure out the matter between me and Lin Jia as soon as possible in the next few days. After all, I can't be obsessed with this one thing all the time.

Soon, Lin Jia appeared, her hair was a little messy, and there were still traces on her forehead from wearing a hat after a long period of surgery, and I held my chin and asked, "Are you tired?" ”

Lin Jia seemed a little surprised, and then smiled a little crampedly and said, "It's okay." ”

I motioned to the waiter to serve the food and poured him a glass of water, "I happened to be in the hospital before I went home in the afternoon, and I suddenly thought that I hadn't come here to eat for a long time, so I called you." ”

Lin Jia looked around, "It's still the same, it hasn't changed here at all." ”

"Yes, but we've all changed." We were silent, but fortunately the waiter arrived and resolved the embarrassment.

I don't know when it started, Lin Jia and I started to become awkward as long as we were alone.

"What do you see me doing?" Embarrassed by Lin Jia's look, I picked up the water glass and pretended not to care.

"No, it just feels like a long time ago to sit alone with you and eat together."

"Well, let's eat it." I picked up my chopsticks and lowered my head to pick up the vegetables.

During the whole meal, the two of us were surprisingly quiet, as if we were two people eating and sharing a table in a restaurant.

About an hour later, the two of us got up and left the restaurant.

"Let's go, stop driving." Lin Jia said to me, "I haven't walked with you for a long time." ”

"The car?"

"I'll just drive it tomorrow."

The two of us walked side by side, "Does Fei Fei remember coming to this restaurant for dinner when the two of us weren't in love yet?" Lin Jia asked.

"I remember, the first time I came here to eat was when the two of us were not in love, and at that time you said that you wanted to pretend to be a couple with me for three hours, I don't know how, I agreed to you."

"I still remember that during the whole meal, you kept introducing Jing Xin to me and telling me how good she was."

"Yes, I thought you liked Jingxin at that time, because you always told me that the three of us would go out to eat together when we had time, I thought you liked Jingxin and didn't dare to eat with her and be shy." I was so happy talking about the past that I even forgot that the two of us were getting divorced at that moment.

It wasn't until Lin Jia suddenly stood up and looked into my eyes that I came back to my senses a little, "Fei Fei......" Lin Jia seemed to want to say something, but before he could speak, I couldn't open my eyes by the opposite headlights, only to push me away hard, and the moment I was pushed to the ground, I saw Lin Jia being hit by a car that rushed out of the barrier and flew up, and then fell to the ground with a muffled sound.

I quickly got up, "Lin Jia, Lin Jia" I shook and my face was bruised.

I half-hugged Lin Jia with one hand, and quickly took out the phone with the other hand and dialed the emergency number of our hospital and 110.

Soon 120 and 110 arrived almost at the same time, Lin Jia was still in a coma, my emergency department colleagues and I transferred Lin Jia to the ambulance, I held Lin Jia's hand and prayed, "Don't have an accident, don't have an accident." ”

When I arrived at the hospital, I quickly took an MRI and CT scan, and my head was violently hit, but there was no skull fracture or cerebral hemorrhage. Abdominal CT showed that there was bleeding in the spleen, because it was Lin Jia, so soon Lin Jia's department director rushed to the consultation, and after the consultation, it was decided to perform visceral resection surgery.

"Feifei, sign it." The director said to me.

"Don't worry, it'll be fine." The director reassured me as I was signing.

"It's okay Director, I know, I'll wait for him to come out."

Lin Jia was sent to the operating room, and according to the regulations, I could not stay in the operating room, so I sat in the patient waiting area and waited for Lin Jia.

As the minutes ticked by, I stared tirelessly at the door of the patient's passage.

I wondered if Lin Jia was so nervous when I had a cesarean section and needed to remove my uterus.

"Xia Fei, please come to the conversation room." At this time, the director's voice sounded on the radio in the patient hall, and I quickly rushed to the conversation room.

"Fei Fei, cut it off, the bleeding is not too much, I used a blood recovery machine, the situation is relatively stable, because I came in in a coma, I still suspect that there is something wrong with the brain, let's take the tube to the ICU today, wait until Lin Jia wakes up, and then extubate."

"Okay, listen to the director, as long as Lin Jia is safe."

Looking at the severed spleen in the treatment bowl, I couldn't hold back my tears.

After about half an hour, Lin Jia was pushed out of the operating room, and after Lin Jia was properly taken to the ICU and communicated with the doctors and nurses, I rushed to the police station to record a statement.

It turned out that the owner of the car lost his way because he was drunk, drove the car towards the green barrier and finally rushed towards us.

If Lin Jia hadn't pushed me away, it would have been me who was lying in the ICU at this moment, and Lin Jia was only for me......

As soon as I thought of this, I was sitting in the police station and cried, Lin Jia, you must not be fine, I beg you, there must be no accident......

It was already three o'clock in the morning after recording the confession, and I came home and looked at the empty home, and my heart was full of emotion.

If I hadn't called Lin Jia to come out for dinner, Lin Jia wouldn't have walked back with me, and Lin Jia wouldn't be lying in the hospital at the moment.

Lin Jia is still young, his career has just started, he is so good, if he can't wake up, if he ...... Thinking of this, I began to get anxious, and I paced around the house, afraid that the phone would ring and hear the doctor in the ICU calling me to rush back.

I kept saying to myself, "Xia Fei, you have to calm down, you have to calm down, now it's all up to you, Lin Jia has to rely on you to take care of it, you still have children, and the elderly, what if you collapse yourself." ”

Thinking of this, I quickly got into bed and lay down, "Xia Fei, you have to go to sleep quickly, you have to sleep." I closed my eyes and forced myself to go to sleep, because there was a lot of work waiting for me tomorrow.

I can't collapse, I have to maintain good physical strength, and I have to take care of Lin Jia.

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