The night was beautiful, but I couldn't sleep. Lying on the bed with my hands on my pillows, watching the curtains being lifted by the wind, my thoughts drifted far away. I forced myself not to think about the shortcomings of those parents who gave people a headache, but I still didn't feel sleepy.

Fidgety, I sat up, and with the light coming in from outside the building, I gently pulled out the tranquilizer from my bag and took it again. It was also suddenly, as if the brain had solidified like cement, and suddenly it could not be stirred in the head, and there was a rewinding sound in the ear.

Weak, fluttering, but quickly lying down on the escort bed. In my mind, it seems that the scenes of mobile games are advancing at double speed, and I only feel that the screams, talks, and quarrels in my ears are constant.

I wish I could sit up and cover my ears or temples hard, but I can't.

I saw Vivian in a bright yellow dress under the blazing sun, with her long black hair tied up in a bun behind her head, and I also saw Feng Nannan, who had a good face, being scolded by her parents because of her younger brother, and I even saw myself when I was a child, and when I was a child, others said that my father didn't want you, and I was angry and argued, but I trembled because of lack of confidence.

Just when I wanted to open my mouth and cry, the phone rang suddenly, and I was still in a daze, until Lin Jia slowly moved down from the bed and woke me up, I came back to my senses and answered the phone.

"What? Okay, I know, Mom, I'll be back now. I hung up the phone, picked up the bag and got up quickly, "Lin Jia, Xiao Cream can't stop crying at home, I won't be back tonight, you take care of yourself"

Before Lin Jia could speak, I had already run out of the ward and rushed all the way.

Because I just got the sedative, I can't take a taxi, and I can't take a car, and I'm worried that something will happen to me in a taxi. So I swept away a shared bike and raced home.

As soon as I got off the elevator, I could hear the sound of the little cream through the door and into the elevator room.

Quickly opening the door, the mother-in-law pulled the mango who was obviously too sleepy to open her eyes with one hand, and held the little cream in one hand and leaned on her shoulder and kept shaking, "Little cream doesn't cry, little cream doesn't cry." ”

I quickly took the little cream from my mother-in-law's hand, picked it up horizontally, and the little cream who was crying looked at me, and immediately stopped crying, still touching my face, deflating my mouth, and still hiding tears in my eyes. I put my chin on her forehead, "Baby don't cry, mommy is back, mommy is back." ”

I nodded to my mother and went back to the master bedroom with the mango in one hand and the cream in the other.

"Mom, I'm so sleepy, can I sleep?" Mango asked me with his eyes closed.

"Sleep, dear baby, I love you." Mango took off her shoes and climbed into the big bed by herself, Xiao Cream was still sleeping unsteadily, as long as I wanted to put her on the bed, she began to hum and chirp.

At this time, a message was sent, and I opened the phone, it was Lin Jia. "Are you home?"

Although I was still angry in my heart, I still replied to the message. "It's already home, you rest early, press the pager if you have something, don't worry about the house, there is me at home."

Then I left the phone behind and walked around the bedroom with Cream in my arms.

Little Cream pressed her face against the clothes on my chest, and her little hands grabbed my upper arm for fear that I would run away.

Suddenly my heart was inexplicably sad, if it wasn't for not being at home all day and not giving enough little cream a sense of security, how could she be like this, if only she could be with her all the time.

Finally, Xiao Cream let go of my arm and fell into a deep sleep, put Xiao Cream properly on the bed, looked at the phone, it was already 2 o'clock in the morning, I twisted my somewhat sore neck, and suddenly felt a little hungry, then I thought that I had been cooking for everyone all day, but every time because of time constraints, I didn't catch up to eat.

I found a pack of dry noodles in the kitchen, because there was no one at home for too long, so there was no food, but fortunately, I preferred to eat noodles, so I decided to make a bowl of "smooth noodles", when I was a child, the family was very poor, and my mother always had to eat white water noodles, and my mother always boiled a bowl of round noodles in white water, and then put in it to soy a little sesame oil, sprinkle a little chives, even if it was a meal.

My mother named this bowl of noodles "smooth noodles", which means that there are only noodles in the bowl, that is, there are only noodles in the bowl. Sitting at the table with my mother in the dim light, I finished the noodles and drank the soup.

When I was a child, my mother seemed to be all I had, and now I am all he has for Little Cream. I kept the noodles in the water, heard someone coming, and turned my head to see my mother-in-law.

"How? Slept? ”

I smiled and nodded at my mother-in-law.

"Hungry? I'll cook it for you," my mother-in-law said and was about to cook noodles for me with her sleeves rolled, and I said, "Mom, you can rest quickly, I can do it myself." ”

The mother-in-law stood aside and didn't leave, "Fei Fei, actually, I know that you are absolutely 100% good to Lin Jia, but ......"

"But what," I asked, stopping my chopsticks.

"You are still just a wife, too many people who take money away because of their husband's illness, don't blame your sister-in-law, she is just worried about Lin Jia when she says those words."

"Hehe, she's too much to worry about as a sister-in-law, right? Who is she who thinks that the whole world is like her? Every day, I always say that I am a heartless, stupid person, Mom, I tell you that the most hated thing in this family is my sister-in-law. "I just heard the sound of chopsticks hitting the rice bowl, and it was especially loud in the middle of the night.

"You and Lin Jia have never said a word for me, you are so good and so good in front of me, sister-in-law, do you know that I am very annoying!" I don't know if my mother-in-law came to me tonight to really care about me when I'm hungry and want to eat noodles, or because she wants to say good things for my sister-in-law, or if she wants to tell me how much money I have.

"Mom, go sleep, you're here, the two of us can't talk about anything, it will make the relationship between the two of us worse, I respect you, please respect me too."

I looked at the noodles in the pot. I really don't want to look at my mother-in-law at all.

The noodles were cooked, with the taste of light soy sauce and sesame oil, and suddenly tears flowed uncontrollably, and I was afraid of disturbing everyone, so I had to shut up and cry quietly.

I thought of my mother, and I thought that I was also married to Lin Jia alone from a little girl who didn't know anything, and I married Lin Jia's family, I thought that we would be a family in the future, but everyone guarded me like a thief, for fear that I would take the money and pat my ass and leave. Thinking of this, I suddenly felt funny, for my mother-in-law, my sister-in-law is like her daughter-in-law, but for me, I am like a bad woman who snatched Lin Jia and now comes to take away money, I don't understand why, why can't she be a bowl of water, why she has to target me.

Is it really that I have a problem with myself, I don't realize it myself, is it really that I don't know how to get along with people and don't know how to deal with the relationship between my mother-in-law and daughter-in-law? I had a splitting headache, put the bowl on the dining table, and lost interest in a bowl of noodles, so I simply hurried back to the room to sleep.