Go downstairs to throw out the garbage and sit in the evening breeze on a summer night and enjoy the breeze for a while.

"Running away won't solve the problem, and sitting here won't dissolve the sorrow in your heart." Not far away, the sound of thunder drifted again.

"You have to take care of it." I got up and prepared to go home.

"Xia Fei, no matter whether the hospital gives subsidies or not, I hope you can seriously consider the matter of your further study, whether it is because you and I are angry or because of something else. People have to take a long-term view, because it's not worth it to put all your dreams and prospects into these four months. ”

I turned around and said, "Dean Lei, I'm not a businessman and I'm not as goal-oriented as you, I just hope I can lie on the sofa and eat and wait for death, I don't like the feeling of being regarded as an enemy by everyone, and I don't like this moment of suppressing myself." ”

"Xia Fei, others treat you as an enemy to prove that you still have something to be jealous of, if everyone thinks that you are not aggressive, it proves that you have really been compared to everyone. I told you, I came to this hospital as a springboard, it seems that the salary is not as good as the previous hospital, but the future seems to be not just looking at the immediate benefits. ”

"Just like at the beginning, Dean Lei could give up love to chase his dreams." I wanted to laugh at him again.

"You can't teach a child." Lei Ming was a little angry and wanted to leave.

But after taking two steps, he turned to me again, and said, "You will never feel safe by clinging to others at any time, you better consider my words, further study is just a springboard, and when you come back, you may have to double your worth." You may only be one chance away. ”

After saying that, Lei Ming left.

Yes, I will never feel safe by clinging to others, I always want to say from Lin Jia's mouth that I love you, I will never leave you, but the final result made me unexpected.

It's terrible to have a loss and a loss to let myself lose control.

It's only four months, and it's gone quickly, if I can really have a chance to become the head nurse when I come back, my salary will be doubled, and even if I am separated from Lin Jia in the future, I can raise the child without even using Lin Jia's money. Because Lin Jia always wants to get married, when the children ask him for money again, they will either be very humble or ridiculed, so I can't let my children suffer this sin.

Thinking of this, I called the head nurse, "Head nurse, I have decided, I will go to study this year, and you will report me when you apply for the plan, thank you." ”

Looking at the sparse stars in the night sky, I suddenly felt that my heart was open, this vast universe, we are like these stars, it seems bright, but looking at the whole universe is too small.

Pat your clothes and run home happily.

Back upstairs, as soon as I opened the door, Lin Jia was leading the two children to play games, I hummed a song and changed my shoes, Lin Jia looked at me, "Why are you so happy?" ”

I smiled and said, "Something to figure out." ”

When the child fell asleep, I called Lin Jia, who was about to rest, "Let's have a cup of hot tea together?" ”

"Okay."

Lin Jia still made me osmanthus oolong tea.

"It's very fragrant."

"Yes. Or we bought it last time we went to Hainan. ”

"Sure enough, it still tastes good."

"You look like you're having fun today."

"Yes, Lin Jia I figured it out and was ready to go to further study."

Lin Jia had no expression on his face, "Oh." How did you suddenly decide to go to further education. ”

"Because I came back from my training, I might have the opportunity to be a head nurse, and if I could get more paid in this way, my life would be better for Mango and Cream in the future."

I looked out the window, and there seemed to be a bright light in front of me, and my whole body began to look forward to it.

"Now that you've decided, prepare well." After saying that, Lin Jia got up and went back to the room to sleep.

Early the next morning, the head nurse announced the number of trainees, and it turned out to be me and Jing Xin.

Jing Xin's face was full of surprise, in her words, she was so ordinary that she would go out to study.

Liu Chuxi and Shen Jia, who heard the training quota, were so bad that they died, but Shen Jia hadn't figured it out until now because of the matter with the dean's son, and it was impossible for the head nurse to let her go.

"Xia Fei, did you just let the two of us go to further study?" Jing Xin patted me.

"That's right."

"I'm going, going to work for someone else? I don't want to go. Jing Xin cried with a sad face.

"Eldest sister, let's two come to the hospital for a year, it can be regarded as the operating room that entered hand in hand, I went to the second time this year, and you didn't get caught once, aren't you in a hurry? In addition, I'm already intermediate, but what about you, you didn't even take the beginner exam? You're still lazy here. You see, now on the night shift, it is said that you should bring new people with me, but I became your second line, so you are not embarrassed? ”

Jing Xin shook his head, "I'm not in a hurry, I'm not in a hurry at all." I'm still living an easy life, life is so long, I know only once, I can't be like you, waste all your time on exams, who is like you, read and study at home every day, I don't have such a high pursuit, I don't want to be a director or a head nurse, just live happily. ”

"You don't want to be motivated, you do the same work as me every day, and the salary is not high, so you are not unhappy?"

"No, I have enough money for my own spending, I want to buy whatever I want every month, and I still have a balance in the end, which is better than you having to raise a house, buy a car, and raise children, I enjoy the feeling of being a waste." Jing Xin's eyebrows fluttered, and then his face was full of melancholy, "Now that you have sent me out to study, and when I come back, I have to make courseware, and I have to think about being promoted to the title, it's a collapse, are you honestly not recommending me to the head nurse?" Xia Fei, your own people may not be able to pit your own people. ”

"Yes, people are rushing to break the blood flow for the qualification of further study, you are good, you don't even want the head nurse to give you away."

Jingxin shrugged. "This study is not a fried chicken burger, why should everyone like it."

Looking at Jing Xin's appearance, in fact, I still envy her, I am not as transparent as her, not as brave and happy as her, I have wasted all my time before, the boring trivial things at home, I can't be like this in the future, I want to be brave, I still have two children, although divorced, I want to live positively, to make them feel that they are still living in the sun, and there is no difference between other children.

"What are you thinking, hurry up and get in and work." Jing Xin unceremoniously slapped me on the head, and I grabbed her arm, and the two of us fought.

It's fun to be able to fight once in a while, so why did I have to shut myself off before? It's time for me to get out of the room and breathe.