Chapter 18: Facing a Choice (4)
Today is the day of amniocentesis. My mother insisted on accompanying me after dropping off her children early in the morning. Before the piercing, my mother held my hand and said, "Go, child, don't be afraid, mommy is here, mommy protects you." ”
I turned around and hugged my mother, "Mommy thank you, Mommy I love you." ”
Lying on the bed, Cai Chao first began to position, then local anesthesia and then began to puncture, Liu Xuan said to me while operating, "Very good, don't move, I'll be fine soon." Does it hurt? Xia Fei? ”
"It's not too painful, it really hurts when you take the anesthesia, I'm most afraid of lidocaine, probably because I had a reaction when I had wisdom teeth extracted before, I remember it very clearly, when a shot of lidocaine went down, I didn't know anything directly in my eyes, and finally the tooth was not extracted."
"You, really... Okay, don't talk, it's right away."
Time passed minute by minute, and in Liu Xuan's words, it was actually very soon, but the whole process may have become as if it had gone through a century because of my carefulness.
"It's over, just wait for you to do another color ultrasound, remember not to take a shower today, don't have sex within half a month, if there are symptoms such as bleeding, come to the hospital in time."
I was resting in the rest area waiting for the color ultrasound, my mother took my hand, and she didn't let go from beginning to end, I knew she was very nervous, and said that every time a woman gave birth, she was a ghost door, and I could see that my mother was more scared than me. I pretended to be relaxed and said, "Let's go eat something delicious and celebrate, after all, we have to wait for the result." ”
After doing the color ultrasound, Lin Jia and I sent my mother home, my mother didn't say a word along the way, my mother just told me when she got out of the car, Mango will continue to live with her these days, the only thing I have to do is to cheer up, take care of my body, I hope I don't hide the results from her, I must tell her, the real results.
It will take at least three days for the results to come out. didn't want Lin Jia to worry, so he pretended to be relaxed every day. When I go to work, eat, and have insomnia, I sit alone on the bay window and look at the sky outside, the building in the distance, and watch the lights gradually decrease until the whole building is finally extinguished. I was a little anxious, but I didn't say anything, I didn't want everyone to see that I was being defeated easily.
On the afternoon of the fifth day, while I was undergoing surgery, my mobile phone suddenly rang. Picking up the phone was Liu Xuan, "Xia Fei, the results are out, everything is normal, you have time to come to me to get the results." ”
When I heard that everything was normal, I couldn't help it anymore, sitting in the operating room like no one was crying, I knew that everyone was watching me, and I knew that I was working, but I just couldn't hold it back, I was so wronged, and my life these days was too difficult.
I hurriedly removed my mask, washed my face, and returned to the operating room. Anesthesiologist Du Yan asked with concern, "Is it better?" I smiled and nodded, "Well, it's much better, it was Liu Xuan who called me just now, I did sheep wear two days ago, and the results came out, everything is normal." "I said it in a very relaxed tone, but who knows? How anxious I was.
In short, relax, I took a deep breath and stroked my belly, my dear child, you have to grow up safely and healthily, your mother loves you, and your mother only hopes that you can come to this world safely.