When he woke up early in the morning, Lin Jia was watching the morning news on the sofa, and he should have appeared in the operating room instead of at home on weekdays.

Seeing me wake up and look at him, he seemed to understand the question in my heart, "There is no surgery today, so please ask my senior brother to help me do my rounds, I took a day off with the director, let's help you analyze the problem rationally, there are things I will bear with you, you shouldn't carry all the problems on yourself." ”

I turned around and took out the checklist from the house, "This is a Tang screen done by a routine inspection some time ago, I didn't expect it to be abnormal." ”

Lin Jia looked at the results, "Let's go, let's go find Liu Xuan"

When I arrived at the hospital, Lin Jia and I came to the obstetrics department to find Liu Xuan, and Liu Xuan explained all the questions about Tang to Lin Jia in detail, and I sat quietly and listened quietly.

Liu Xuan said, "Xia Fei is less than 35 years old, and she does not have any family history and bad drug history, even if she has taken psychiatric-related drugs before, the problem should not be big, I think she should go to sheep wear, sheep wear is the most accurate identification method." ”

Lin Jia said, "Okay, we'll think about it when we go back." ”

On the way home, Lin Jia didn't talk to me, and when he got home, Lin Jia said, "Xia Fei, sit down, and the two of us will discuss." ”

Lin Jia and I sat on the sofa on the balcony, the sun was good today, and the blowing on my face made my heart soften.

Lin Jia said, "Xia Fei, what do you think?" ”

I said, "I don't know."

Lin Jia said: "Can I tell me what I think? ”

I nodded.

"Fei Fei, I want you to make sheep clothes."

"Lin Jia, but I'm afraid"

"I know you're afraid, afraid he's an abnormal child, afraid that the outcome is unacceptable to you and me. However, this should be the most scientific way, and I love this child very much, but I think when you are most sad, I should look at this problem rationally. ”

"But I, Lin Jia, you know, he already has a fetal heartbeat, he is already a child."

"Yes, he has a fetal heartbeat, he is a child, let's say he is a child with abnormal development, of course I just assume, we hold on and not give up on him, we give birth to him, we can keep raising him until the end of life, we are gone, what will he do? Give him to Mango? Is this fair to mangoes? Of course, our kind mango will definitely take care of him, but is it fair to him? When we bring this world in the future, we have the obligation to let him come to this world in a healthy way, so that he can communicate with people normally and play with children normally. When we can choose for him, we should choose rationally, and the reason why we want eugenics and parenting is to do a series of examinations, isn't it to avoid risks for us and reduce the occurrence of this kind of tragedy? When we disappear from this world and he is left alone, he has no ability to live, is such a life really good or fair for him? ”

Listening to Lin Jia's words, I hid my face and cried bitterly.

Lin Jia hugged me, "It's just a probability value, what we're doing is the worst plan, not the final result, the worst result can be predicted, is there anything worse than this result?" Don't cry, you have to cheer up. You must not have slept well in the past few days, you haven't eaten well, I'll cook for you, what do you want to eat, you're full, let's make an appointment with Liu Xuan about the specific matters of making sheep clothes. ”