Sometimes when people get into a dead end, they are very scared. For example, Shen Jia has never had a relationship with me before, but because of this incident, she actually put all the responsibility on my head.

She didn't understand that the reason why she made the head nurse angry and couldn't go to the training was not because I took her spot, but because she made a small report at the hospital.

I want to open my eyes every day and come to work happily, instead of being in an environment where I dare not speak every day, I want everyone to compete fairly, even if I fail, it doesn't matter, instead of making small moves behind my back.

So early in the morning, I was waiting for the head nurse at the door of the head nurse's office. "What's wrong? Something? ”

I nodded, "Yes, indeed." ”

The head nurse unscrewed the office door and I followed her.

"Tell me, what's wrong." The head nurse turned on the office computer, then took the water and watered the pothos on the table.

"I don't really want to go to further education, the same as before."

"Is it because of Shen Jia?"

"Yes and no." I looked at the head nurse seriously.

The head nurse is still very good to me, I have never asked for leave in my department, as long as I need to ask for leave, I have asked for everything, and I have always respected her, in my heart the head nurse is a very good woman.

"Why care what other people think?"

"It's not that I care about what others think, but my two children, my mother had surgery last year, if I leave, Lin Jia is so busy with work, the children may all need to be taken care of by my mother, I still think about it, I don't think it's okay." I grimaced.

"The last time you went out to study, you pushed it off, and this time you went to study and you pushed it off again," the head nurse shook her head, "Xia Fei, if you don't take advantage of the current leadership to feel that you are not bad, and develop positively, you may have to be like this for the rest of your life." ”

The head nurse has a feeling of hating iron and steel, "As long as you can enter the talent pool, it is equivalent to half a foot on the head nurse, even if you are transferred out of our department to be the head nurse, it is also very good." ”

I shook my head, "I go out to compete, and the first thing that comes to mind before writing all the manuscripts is my nursing position, if there is no operating room, I will not be where I am now, so if I go out to be the head nurse, I would prefer to be an unknown little nurse in the operating room." ”

Although these words may sound like an acceptance speech, or a hint of false publicity, they are exactly what I have in mind.

I wish I could always work here, but I really hate these bad practices in the department now, and if I leave this job one day, the only possibility is to quit my job, not change departments.

I looked at the head nurse and continued, "Plus Shen Jia has made a fuss this year, I think it's better for me not to go to further study, otherwise, maybe there will be a lot of gossip." ”

The head nurse shook her head, "Xia Fei, if you really don't go now, others still think that it's because she reported you that you won't go, you have to go, you have to be yourself, don't care about other people, and as for who will go to further study this year, I have already thought about it, Shen Jia originally didn't plan to let her go, plus her performance this time, let alone this year, it will not be possible next year." ”

"You mean I don't take up their places when I go to study."

"Of course." The head nurse smiled, "Why do I keep emphasizing to you, while the leader still thinks you are okay, do you think that I can decide the number of training places in a department?" The extra place was granted to you by the dean. I have designated that I want you to go. ”

"Me? Dean? I was a little puzzled, "Which dean?" ”

"Of course it's Dean Lei, Dean Lei is in charge of our science and education, and after the plan is handed over every year, the dean will look at it." The nurse stood and laughed.

I never knew that Lei Ming was still in charge of teaching, I always thought that he was just in charge of our department.

"It can be seen that after Dean Lei came, he was more satisfied with your performance, you have to perform well, and you have indeed performed well in this group of backbones of our department."

I shook my head, "No, no, I'm just doing a normal job every day." "In an instant, my whole person was embarrassed, how could I say such a scene with such a social phobia.

"That." The head nurse looked at me, "I especially want to know, what is your relationship with Dean Lei?" Relatives? Why did he know you when he came. ”

"Oh, that's right." I smiled at the head nurse, "It's not a relative, he and Lin Jia are friends." "I turned on the mode, after all, I can't say he's my ex-boyfriend, right? So it's better to say that he has a relationship with Lin Jia.

After talking to the head nurse, I walked out of the office. Thundering, from the beginning of the warning to me not to let me talk about the relationship between us, to the later series of operations, I was even a little confused, I didn't know what he was going to do.

I scratched my head and walked forward in confusion, "Xia Fei." Suddenly, Lin Jia stopped me from behind.

"Surgery?"

"Yes." Lin Jia looked at me, "You can't figure out what to do here, look at you muttering alone." ”

"No, no." I was a little weak-hearted, "The head nurse asked me to go to further study, and I couldn't shirk it, so I was a little embarrassed." ”

Lin Jia patted me, "Okay, go home and think about it, don't think about it during working hours, I don't want your work to be affected." ”

"Well, don't worry."

"By the way, I'll be home a little late tonight." Lin Jia looked at me, "I did two gallbladder surgeries, and then I went outside to give people flying knives." Lin Jia lowered his voice for fear that others would hear it.

Although it is not a secret to go out to fly knives, it is still necessary not to affect the good work, and it is obviously inappropriate for Lin Jia to run after the operation. So he whispered, afraid that others would hear him.

"Stay safe on the road and don't drive too fast."

Lin Jia smiled and waved at me and went to the 11th operating room.

"Alright, like a lookout." Jing Xin patted me from behind.

"What are you doing here, your husband has gone in."

I shook my head, "It's okay, I was thinking about things just now." ”

"You, you're just a little sentimental, and you always think about things silently in your heart." Jing Xin said with a smile, Jing Xin's eyes were crooked when he smiled, and he was very good-looking.

Suddenly, I don't know why, I suddenly wanted to touch Jing Xin's eyes, I reached out to Jing Xin's face, startling the girl who was laughing.

"What are you doing?" Jing Xin opened my hand, "In broad daylight, flirting with the people's girls." ”

"you." I was slapping her on the back and letting her taste the power of my palm.