Standing in front of the thunderous office door, I hesitated for a long time, and finally decided to knock on the door, "Knock knock." "This floor of the Dean's Office in the Administration Building was exceptionally quiet, and my knock echoed from floor to floor.

I only heard the deep male voice inside, "Please come in." ”

I took a deep breath and opened the door. Every time I came to him, I had to take a deep breath because I felt that the environment inside was very oppressive for me.

"Hello Dean." I looked at Thunder who was looking at the papers, and said hello.

"Oh, it's Xia Fei. Have a seat. Lei Ming closed the papers, then got up and poured me a glass of water. ”

"That." My cramped hands intertwined, and finally I gritted my teeth and asked, "Why did you arrange for me to go to further study?" Why did you arrange for me to go to the hospital before, and why did you help me deal with the dispute with Lin Jia? ”

I said all my doubts in one go, and my heart was much more relaxed.

"Why do you have so many questions, do you have a bad memory?" Lei Ming looked at me, "Every time you ask me why I came to this hospital, why I was so nice to you two." ”

Lei Ming smiled and lit a cigarette, "Since you don't believe me, why do you keep coming to ask me." ”

"I just think that there must be demons when things happen."

Lei Ming smiled, "Xia Fei, you really don't have a long brain." ”

"Do you think you two are attractive and worth my special trip back from the imperial capital for you? I'm a person who values my career, otherwise I wouldn't be married now. Lei Ming smiled, "Or do you think I'm ...... to you now"

"Of course not." I interrupted him, "I never thought of it that way. ”

"I'm just treating you like an old friend." Lei Ming looked at me, "I broke up, after so many years, I should be relieved, if I didn't leave me, how could I let you find your lover?" Look at your children now that they're so old, can't we be friends? ”

"I don't want my husband to misunderstand." Again, I reiterate, "I don't want to ruin the good life of our family because of this, I'm living a good life right now." ”

"Xia Fei, do you have paranoia about being killed?" Lei Ming smiled bitterly, "Who wants to destroy your family, you're too confident, right?" ”

After so many years, Lei Ming is still very vicious, "I just think that you and I are old friends, so I can help at the right time." ”

"Then I hope that next time, you will ask my opinion before you help me, such as going to further study, I don't really want to go."

"Why?"

Because ...... "I can't say that my family has no money, I need to stay and make money" because my family can't live without me. ”

Lei Ming shook his head and smiled, "So that's the difference between the two of us. ”

"So, if you really want to help me or be friends, please respect my opinion, I don't want you to be self-righteous and decide what I mean."

Lei Ming looked at me, "You are really not the same as before. ”

"No, I'm still the same, except that the person who can decide my opinion has changed." I smiled and said, "Dean Lei, I'll go first." ”

I brought it to the door, it seems that I have to go home and discuss with Lin Jia, this go out to study, in fact, for me, I hope to go to study, because it is always beneficial to go out to see, but now because of the problem of family funds, I don't really want to go to study, because if I go out to study, it means that I will have no salary, and I have to pay for rent, food, all of which are expenses.

When I walked out of the administration building, my heart suddenly trembled. I held my leg and gasped for air, and I felt like my chest was tight.

I was standing on the side of the road snorting and panting, and at this moment, I saw Lin Jia's car turn out of the hospital, I stood on this side, this is the co-pilot's position, I actually saw a familiar figure in the co-pilot's position!

My heart was beating violently and fast, and I wanted to see it clearly, but I couldn't see it clearly because it was a bit far away.

I forced myself to calm down, then tried to take it easy and called Lin Jia.

Soon the phone was connected, "Hello? ”

"What's wrong?" Lin Jia's voice came over the phone.

"I'm getting off work, when will you be back?"

"I just got out of the hospital, and now it's at least four hours to go back and forth to the county. It's three o'clock in the afternoon, and I'll be back around nine o'clock. I've got a lot of time. ”

"Then I'll wait for you to eat?"

"No need, you can take the child to sleep after eating. Nine o'clock was too late, so I went home and did whatever I could. Lin Jia's voice sounded very relaxed, not like there was anything unusual.

I clutched my chest and kept reassuring myself that my eyes must have been wrong, so far away, and the glass was not lowered, how could I see clearly? I must have read it wrong.

With a feeling of anxiety, I went home, originally planning to wait for Lin Jia and then ask clearly, but the two children made a fuss, plus bathed the child and put him to sleep, after everything was done, I actually fell asleep with the child on the small bed.

By the time I woke up again, it was already one o'clock in the evening. I gently covered the children with the quilt, and then left the room, Lin Jia was already asleep, I looked at the sleeping Lin Jia, and thought to myself that I would ask when I had the opportunity, but I couldn't sleep when I lay on the bed, so I got off the bed gently.

Gently picked up Lin Jia's clothes from the hanger, and then went to the living room, I turned on a small night light, crept to sit on the sofa with the clothes, and began to look through them one by one.

There was no hair, no smell of perfume, no signs of contact with women, and even a clean pocket without a movie ticket stub, I sent my clothes back, opened my phone again, and didn't see the name of the person I knew in my recent contacts.

I put the phone back, and then went to the balcony, sitting on the balcony, I regretted a little, I went to look through Lin Jia's clothes and mobile phone because I didn't see it clearly, if he found out, how sad it would all be.

When I think of this, I actually feel that I am really sick.

I held my head, thinking that I must have had a nervous breakdown due to the recent incident with Shen Jia. I forced myself to calm down, not to think about it, I kept telling myself, relax, take a deep breath, relax.

I put it all down to my current performance that I was too tired.

It's really not good, I have been going to the hospital recently to continue to prescribe and take medicine, so that I can relax, sleep well, or the whole person's state will improve. Yes, that's all, I must be too sleepy.

But I thought back again to what I had seen this afternoon, and I really thought I had seen that familiar person sitting in the car in the hospital.