Today is my first day back to work in the hospital. After the dispute with Lin Jia last night, I couldn't sleep, so today's state was not very good.

Lin Jia's night shift today, three adults and two children in the family, I am the only one who got up at 6 o'clock in the morning, fed at 6:30, and left the house at 6:40 to prepare to go to work.

In the early spring, the air was still a little cold, and when I came out of the corridor, the cold wind made me feel sleepy.

At 10 o'clock, I changed my clothes and sat in the conference room waiting for the morning meeting to begin. I've imagined countless times when I went back to work, elated or energetic, either of which should be positive. But when I actually sat in the conference room, it was different from the countless scenes I had imagined, and I was a little anxious, not knowing whether I should quietly go in and work or say hello to everyone.

After the morning meeting, everyone sat together and chatted, I just wanted to leave quietly, but I didn't expect everyone to call me affectionately, "Xia Fei, you are back." "Xia Fei, how is it, the days of maternity leave are cool, right?" "Xia Fei, why is your daughter so fat?" "You see, Xia Fei is not fat at all, she is still so thin."

Everyone talked nonsense. To be honest, since I jumped off the building due to depression, I rarely communicate with people in the department, not because I don't want to speak, but because I don't know how to speak, as if I talk to others, it has become a very shameful thing. Except for Jingxin and Haozi, I hardly communicate with the Corey people, and in the hospital, when I meet colleagues from other departments, I have to walk around, because I am afraid of saying hello and others seeing me.

I sat in my seat and said timidly in a hoarse voice, "Thank you for your concern, I'm fine." "Oh, why am I so stupid, I want to beat myself up when I think of this. I wish I could be happy to say all the things I had in mind, but when the words came to my lips, I held them back. I secretly vowed to smile and greet everyone I met.

People, you must have a goal, when you have a goal and know what to do, the whole person will be more relaxed. So I was very happy when I walked in the inner corridor in the early morning, and greeted every colleague, "Good morning, Mr. Li." "Good morning, Mr. Ning." I was smiling. I thought to myself, this time, I must change myself and make myself a little more positive.

I have to say that mindset affects everything, and when you start to be positive, you will feel full of energy, and you will feel that you must be able to. During the whole operation, I was fully engaged, and when I looked up at the time after the operation, it was almost time to leave work.

After taking a bath, I happened to meet Jing Xin, who was about to go to work, "Xia Fei!" Jingxin screamed and hugged me, completely ignoring that I was still wet. Oops, you're disgusting, I'm not dressed yet. ”

"What's the matter, I'm excited, I haven't seen you for a long time, okay?" Speaking of this, Jing Xin pouted disgustingly and prepared to kiss me.

"Okay, don't make trouble, you, I haven't seen you for half a year, and you're still so unorthodox."

"Everyone is like you, so serious like an old cadre, Xia Fei, you have to be lively and sunny, otherwise? You're going to age very quickly. You see, you don't look like a flower girl in your 20s at all, like, like ......" Jing Xin smiled evilly.

"Say, like what?" I tugged at Jing Xin's collar and pretended to be ruthless.

Jing Xin shook off my hand and said as she ran, "Like a 60-year-old woman, haha!" ”

"You wait for me, the gentleman will take revenge, ten years is not too late." Kaka took Jingxin and ran away, his heart was warm, this girl always has a way to make me happy.

Pack up your mood and get ready to go home from work to see your children.