Chapter 41: Admitting Mistakes
After messing around with Jing Xin, I walked out of the hospital gate with a good mood, the sun was very good today, and the sky was very blue. I chose the road I used to take to get home, and although it may take 10 minutes longer, the new wide asphalt road, passing through the school and the park, and a 100-year-old tree, the fresh smell of the street tree pulling out its tender green branches and leaves, will make you feel good.
I wore headphones, listened to the songs, and walked on the road, and I could feel that the corners of my mouth were slightly raised because of my age. I felt as if I was about to fly, and I felt an indescribable sense of exhilaration.
Pleasant time always passes very quickly. Before I knew it, I had already walked downstairs, and the narrow elevator room was in stark contrast to the pleasure outside, and the sense of depression instantly replaced the good mood just now. Two days of arguing in a row left me a little tired. Since I got married, there have been frictions, but it's the first time I've blown up like this in the past two days. I'm not a good person at arguing, and I don't know how to communicate when this happens. Nervously opened the door of the house. After washing my hands and changing clothes, my mother-in-law signaled that my little cream had taken a lunch break, and I went back to my room to rest.
Opening the bedroom door, Lin Jia was looking at surgery. I pulled the quilt out and lay down for the afternoon. I got up and drank water once in the middle, and the two of us didn't say a word, like each other was air, and we couldn't see each other.
I lay down all afternoon, and I didn't fall asleep, and I didn't dare to toss and turn, for fear that Lin Jia would see that I hadn't slept until the sun gradually went down and the house gradually darkened. I heard the sound of Lin Jia getting dressed, followed by the sound of the door closing in the living room. I was relieved to learn that Lin Jia was gone.
Mango was playing with Little Cream in her grandmother's room, and when she saw me coming in, she called out, "Mom, are you awake?" You're really a lazy worm, when Dad left, he said that you were sleeping and wouldn't let me go to greet you, so I came to Grandma's room to wait for you, am I good? ”
I rubbed Mango's hair, "Good, you are the most well-behaved, then, are you so well-behaved in kindergarten today?" ”
"Of course, the teacher also sent me a sticker today," said Mango, pouting and crossing his waist to show how powerful he was.
Eating with mango and cream, playing, chatting with my mother-in-law, everything was as normal as usual. But only I know, and I feel a little sad. The scene of me arguing with Lin Jia repeatedly comes to mind. I hate the Cold War, but neither of us spoke this time. When I came back in the afternoon, I wanted to say that I was back. But I can't say just these four simple words.
was worried, the phone rang, and the notification showed that it was Lin Jia, who turned on the phone with apprehension. Seeing Lin Jia, he asked, "Did you sleep?" ”
I didn't click in, I'm afraid that if I click in, his phone can see that I'm typing ......, and I want to pretend I didn't see it, because I don't know what I'm trying to say? I can't talk like it's okay. Go up and rebuke him, this is the practice of killing a thousand enemies and losing eight hundred, I can't do this. After thinking about it, Lin Jia sent a message again, "It's not done yet, I'll reply to a message when I'm done." ”
Seeing this message, I clicked in and replied "um" to pretend that I was busy at the moment.
So my heart was like a long grass, and I hurried to put the children to sleep, and when everything was in order, the two children were asleep, and it was already an hour and a half later. When I opened the phone, I saw the message sent by Lin Jia half an hour ago, "Dear wife, I'm sorry for what happened yesterday, I wanted to say sorry to you in person in the afternoon, but this hateful self-esteem made me not speak." I regret it and lost my temper at you, and now that I'm going to have surgery, I want to say I'm sorry to you. Hope you can accept it."
Seeing Lin Jia's apology, all the awkwardness seemed to disappear, and I kept thinking in my heart to prove that he still cared about me. At least I was willing to apologize to me, and when I thought of this, all my unpleasant feelings disappeared.
But later, it turned out that if there is a problem, even if it is a fight, it must be explained, otherwise there may be a second, third, and countless times in the future.