Lin Jia pursed his lips and didn't say a word, I touched Lin Jia's face, and tears couldn't stop flowing, "Lin Jia." I smiled.

"Lin Jia." I touched Lin Jia's face, "We can't live together in the future, you promise me to take care of myself." ”

"Xia Fei." Lin Jia hugged me in his arms, "Xia Fei." Can we not get divorced, I'm wrong Xia Fei, I'm wrong. ”

I rested my head on Lin Jia's arms, "Lin Jia, we, there is no future." "At this moment, although I am reluctant in my heart, I know that if I continue to live, suspicion will accompany me, and without trusting love, I know that I will not be able to go on.

Lin Jia held my face with both hands, "Xia Fei, didn't you say that even if it was for the sake of the child, you would definitely not divorce me, did you forget?" ”

I shook my head, "No, let's be separated." ”

I really can't live like this with doubts anymore.

"Xia Fei, Xia Fei." Lin Jia hugged me hard, "I won't be separated from you, I can't live without you." You have to be inseparable from me, we still have children, I can't let my children not have a complete family. ”

I shook off Lin Jia's hand vigorously, and said with some anger, "Lin Jia, are you sober?" Think to yourself what you're doing? You will be good to me for a while, and Feng Nannan for a while, aren't you embarrassed enough? ”

"No, Xia Fei, no, no, I can't live without you." Lin Jia suddenly burst into tears, "Xia Fei, I just made a mistake that a man would make, please forgive me." ”

"Lin Jia, my father and mother have never been married for so many years, and I have never let my mother worry about this kind of thing, because my mother has me, in order not to make me sad, my father has no children of his own in his life, do you think this kind of mistake is a mistake that men will make? You said that you and Feng Nannan only had one time, and I believe you. You promised Mom and Dad that you would always be good to me, I believe in you, now what? ”

Lin Jia covered his face and knelt in front of me, "Xia Fei, please, for the sake of the child, for the sake of the child, please, don't divorce." ”

I laughed, but the tears couldn't stop flowing." We're not crying anymore, let's let each other go, right? Good no good? ”

Lin Jia knelt in front of me, there was no trace of turmoil in my heart, Lin Jia looked at the floor and said, "It's okay to divorce, but I hope not to tell anyone first, I hope I can still be two loving people with you in the hospital, I hope we still live under the same roof, of course, the child can live in the same bedroom with you, and I sleep in the other one." ”

Lin Jia looked at me and continued, "I don't want the old people on both sides to feel sad because of this matter, there have been too many things between the two of us recently, so I hope you can slow down and say okay?" ”

I stared at Lin Jia's eyes, "Okay, I won't tell the old people on both sides until Lin Jia's money is repaid, and I won't talk about our divorce in the hospital, but I hope you can restrain me." ”

Lin Jia shook his head, "Xia Fei, believe me, the two of us really don't have anything." ”

"It doesn't make sense. Since it has been discussed, then the child belongs to me, and you pay me child support every month. Since the two of us still live under the same roof, it's better to be the same as before. ”

"Xia Fei, since you can be like before, why can't you not get a divorce."

"When I leave, my heart is still. Who you are good with, it has nothing to do with me, if it weren't for the fact that I promised my sister-in-law before, I wouldn't have agreed to live here with you at all. This house no longer belongs to us, we have no property to share, the debt is better to pay it off together, you can rest assured, what I should do, there will be no less, and after the debt is paid off, the two of us will part ways. ”

Lin Jia didn't speak, and I didn't want to dwell on this matter anymore, so I turned around and went back to the room.

When I returned to the room, I was lying in the dark, and suddenly I wanted to cry inexplicably, or that sentence, mentioning the person who broke up does not mean that I am not sad, how can I not be sad, this sentence is spoken, I know that I have no room to turn back.

In the future, I only hope that I can pay off the money sooner and then part with Lin Jia. After the previous plan was repaid, we bought a house and started a new life, and this matter is over.

All my hopes are like bubbles flying into the sky, they seem to be beautiful, but they float higher and higher, and finally break in the air.

When he woke up in the morning, Lin Jia sat in the living room. I specially wore a white skirt today, this skirt is the dress I wore on the day I received my marriage certificate with Lin Jia, over the years, I have thrown so many clothes, but I am reluctant to throw this skirt, I took it out this morning to try, and I can still put it on.

The skirt is still the same as it was back then, but the mood has completely changed.

"Lin Jia," I asked with a trembling voice and a smile, "am I pretty?" ”

Lin Jia may not have slept all night, but I don't want to care anymore, Lin Jia looked at the dress, tears flowed out again, holding his head with both hands, and became painful.

I poured a cup of hot water and put it next to Lin Jia, I sat down on the sofa, and calmly patted Lin Jia's back, "Let's go." ”

Lin Jia rushed to the bathroom and washed his face, pulled a piece of clothing and put it on, and went out with me without shaving his beard.

The two of us didn't drive today, it was raining lightly outside, and the two of us held an umbrella together and walked slowly to the Civil Affairs Bureau.

It's not a long road, but at that moment, I actually wished I could walk a little longer.

I held Lin Jia's arm, just like when the two of us got our marriage certificates.

Standing at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau, I looked around, no father and mother came out to stop me today, and Lin Jia didn't pull me in, I knew that everything was going to go back to zero.

"Let's go?" I looked at Lin Jia with a smile and held Lin Jia's hand.

Lin Jia nodded, didn't speak, and then gently hugged me in his arms, and then quickly let go.

"Alright, let's go inside." I took Lin Jia's hand and walked to the Civil Affairs Bureau.

"Hello, divorce." I smiled and handed the marriage certificate and ID card to the staff.

The two of us came in hand in hand, and the staff of the Civil Affairs Bureau was a little puzzled and asked again, "Divorce?" ”

"Divorce." I said firmly.

"Girl." The eldest sister next to me said to me, "Be cautious about divorce, if you divorce, you really have nothing." Two people have to be humble to each other when they live together, I think there should be no irreparable fault between the two of you, why do you want to divorce. ”

"Auntie, we've thought clearly."

"Why the divorce?" The staff asked about the process.

"Personality incompatibility."

"I've been married for so many years, only to find out that my personality is incompatible?" The staff looked at me in confusion, but I didn't say anything, so I didn't ask again.

The whole process went smoothly, and the current divorce certificate is also red, the same as the previous marriage certificate. The two of us stood on the steps of the Civil Affairs Bureau, looking at the smoke and rain, and I said to him, "Do you remember when you got your marriage certificate?" ”