Lie down again, arrange the child, have a perfunctory chat with the mother, and fall asleep deeply again.

Within a day, wake up and go to the toilet, and then just go back to sleep, skip meals, don't drink water, don't do anything and just sleep.

It's like trying to make up for all the insomnia.

In the evening, Lin Jia came back and walked into the room, "Xia Fei, I'm back." ”

I heard him call me clearly, but I still pretended not to hear, I wasn't a cold guy, but this time, I really didn't have anything to say to him.

"Xia Fei." Lin Jia's voice sounded in my ears, to be honest, I was nauseous, but I resisted this nausea and still lay down.

"Have you eaten?" Lin Jia reached out and touched my forehead, but I didn't move, as if I couldn't feel it.

"You're in a fever, Shaffe." I didn't want to know what he was talking about, and I still didn't speak.

Lin Jia quickly brought water and medicine, "Get up and take medicine." ”

I didn't move.

"Xia Fei, don't be distracted, get up and take medicine." Lin Jia placed the pill on the table, and then hoped to help me up, and I was like a puddle of rotten meat, and I didn't respond.

"Xia Fei, take your medicine quickly."

I still don't answer.

"Xia Fei!" Lin Jia even felt a little angry, "What do you have to say, will you wait until your illness is cured?" ”

I still didn't speak, just stared blankly at the ceiling and didn't respond.

"Xia Fei, just ask me to be okay with you." Lin Jia trembled, "Can't you feel it yourself?" How high your own body temperature is. ”

I sighed deeply, and a weak voice came out of my dry throat, "Get out." ”

This sentence, after exhausting all my strength and energy, I lay down again, not wanting to do more entanglement with him.

"Xia Fei, I beg you to be okay."

No matter what Lin Jia said, I just lay motionless like a corpse.

Let him call me in a nightmare.

Lin Jia was a little angry, pushed me up hard, and yelled at me angrily, "You have to eat if you don't eat today." ”

Lin Jia picked up the spoon and pinned it to my mouth, put the antipyretic pill in the water, and poured it directly.

The sudden rush of water in my throat made me almost throw up, and I choked and coughed.

"Get up!" Lin Jia angrily pulled me up from the bed, "My patience is limited, please respect me and respect yourself." ”

If he didn't say this, or if it didn't stir me up yet, hearing this, I got up from the ground and I stared into Lin Jia's eyes.

chuckle: "What qualifications do you have to talk to me about respect?" ”

Lin Jia hugged his head: "Things are not what you imagined. ”

I scoffed, "You can't do this no matter what, what can you do, don't you have a little bit of pressure in your heart?" ”

"Respect," I continued, laughing, "Do you respect me?" ”

"But ignoring you, you're treating me like this?" I continued to laugh and even laughed and bent over, "How did I spend every day when you were hospitalized for so long?" ”

I shook my head and lay back on the bed, "Lin Jia, let's go, you are not someone who can serve me, and you are not in the mood, who should you go to find whom." ”

I closed my eyes and stopped talking.

Lin Jia looked at me, turned and walked out of the bedroom.

I continued to lie in bed, I could feel my own body temperature rising, I felt chills all over my body, I lay on the bed shivering, shivering.

I hope someone can take care of me, but when I think of Lin Jia, I grit my teeth, I don't want to belittle myself, I just want to punish myself.

I submerged myself in the quilt and let my body temperature rise.

Gradually, I felt the heat and I knew that my body temperature would not rise anymore, so I bared my head and sat on the edge of the bed, looking out the window.

Suddenly, I opened the window and let the wind blow on my face, and for a moment, I felt the urge to jump again.

I walked to the window and leaned out halfway, but at this moment, Lin Jia rushed over and hugged me down from the window, not so much hugging me as dragging and dragging.

I angrily pushed him away, "What are you doing!" ”

"I should ask you what are you doing!" Lin Jia was angry.

"I don't do anything." I got up from the floor, patted myself on the back, and then got up a little weakly and went to the living room.

"Don't be pretentious. What should I do? I waved at Lin Jia.

"You!" Lin Jia looked at me from behind, wanting to speak but holding back.

Lin Jia followed me to the living room.

"You take your medicine."

"Get out."

I continued to appreciate Lin Jia's words, I really wasn't in the mood to talk nonsense with him.

I sat down on the sofa, "Lin Jia, you can find a day off and ask for leave, let's go through the divorce procedures." ”

Lin Jia looked at me and didn't speak, I looked at him, "I'll say it again, let's go through the divorce procedures." ”

Lin Jia still didn't speak, I stared at him without any expression on my face.

The two of us were at a stalemate, not backing down at all.

Lin Jia finally shook his head and went back to the room.

I sat on the sofa, Lin Jia in the room didn't know how many cigarettes he smoked all night, I didn't care, what he thought in his heart, he just wanted to end this marriage quickly, this ridiculous marriage.

The moment the morning sun shone on my face, I felt like I was alive.

I got up, washed my face and brushed my teeth, and went to my room to change my clothes.

I caught a glimpse of Lin Jia sitting on the bay window, the ashtray full of cigarette butts.

Lin Jia saw me come in, turned to me and said, "Xia Fei, things are not as you think, can you give me a chance to explain." ”

"Opportunity?" I laughed and said, "I gave it to you when I fainted, you didn't cherish it." ”

"But." Lin Jia wanted to continue to say something, but I really didn't want to hear it. "Lin Jia, let's both let each other go, since you and Feng Nannan are together again, it means that the two of you really cherish each other, and the two of us have no chance to recover."

Lin Jia stood up from the bay window, "Xia Fei, things are really not what you imagined. ”

I burst into a burst of "What's that?" ”

I pointed to Lin Jia's nose, "My mother went to have surgery, did you tell me when you met her?" Where did you take her the other day? ”

I shuddered, "Do you think you're being honest with me?" You tell me about respect, and I ask you again, do you respect me? ”

I was so angry that I even wanted to rush into the kitchen and get a knife and cut him.

However, I didn't, now I am a life-saving person, I have two children, I have parents, I am not worth losing my life for a man.

"Lin Jia, our marriage was really happy at first, but now, it's a mess, isn't it okay for us to keep each other's good past?"

I stepped forward and grabbed his hand, "I'm so tired, it's too difficult in my heart, it's not difficult to repay the money with you, it's not difficult to suffer with you, it's rare that you hide it from me and don't have any honesty." ”

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