My dear, I didn't even expect that after I scratched that woman's face, you would still be able to argue with me about whether I love you or not, something I didn't figure out myself.

It's inexplicable that you're asking me to give you an answer. But, my dear, it doesn't really matter whether I love you or not, whether I love you or not, these are not the main things in life.

What I want is a free life, because because of my face, because of me, I can't count how many ill-intentioned people I can attract, so I have to have the strength to protect myself.

I kept telling myself that I lived for this, with you, with the strength of your family, I don't have to care about those outside hurts, after all, you won't let me lose your face.

But that's not enough, I need the power to protect myself, the really, the power to hold in my hands, and therefore, I need you, at least for now, are needed.

But I don't know how long I can last this need, I'm already a little tired, and now you come to dwell on this, I only feel tired, and ...... Afraid.

You want my heart, but dear, if you give it up, what else will I have, or what else can I leave behind? What else is of my own, I won't do anything that is not cost-effective at all, because I don't dare.

My dear, how willful you are to yourself, you have this capital, this is your life, and I don't, this is my life, but it doesn't matter, I can do my best.

It's really strange to say, before I met you, I met the little girl, the little girl with the panda, and she looked strange, as if she didn't know anything, and she seemed to know everything.

This contradictory temperament seemed very harmonious in her, she thought I was asleep at that time, but I didn't fall asleep, I remembered everything she said, I always remembered.

She said, if I don't love someone, will I live well, I thought she was telling a joke at first, but when I met you, I knew she wasn't telling a joke.

She is my benefactor, my life-saving benefactor, maybe she didn't do anything, but she gave me a chance to choose, and these are enough, so I have been keeping my heart in good place all these years.

I don't hand it over, I don't plan to hand it over, in this case, I'm still me, even if my heart is not as simple and harmless as you think, but scheming, but it doesn't matter.

Love is such a thing, which makes me envy and yearn for it, but it is more of a thing that I am afraid of, I don't want to touch it, I don't know why, but I am afraid of these things.

But my dear, your persistence surprises me, but more of it is incomprehensible, why are you still thinking about letting me give my heart to you at this time, why is it beginning to change day by day, becoming strange and terrible.

You see that my eyes are very wrong, I can't tell what it is, but it's not right, it's not right.

Things turned around when the woman I scratched her face left the hospital, she was crazy and wanted to kill me, but your brother had already sent someone to stay with me, and she failed.

When I saw that woman frustrated and unwilling to leave, I was still in the mood to think, it seems that my façade is not bad, at least you pay more attention to me.

Other than that, there is nothing else, my dear, I know you have seen that woman, the one who cries is pear blossoms with rain, and the weakness is mixed with the pitiful strength, and I feel distressed when I see it.

But she is really a person who is loved by the Creator, just like you, that face, even if it has scars, scars that can't be removed, don't look ugly, but have a different flavor, which I didn't expect.

But I know you're going to be tempted, after all, it's someone you like, isn't it, dear, you probably don't know how soft and comfortable you are looking at her eyes.

It's not like being so willful and domineering in the face of me, you respect her and love her, but you don't have these for me, it's really ......

I thought she would do something to get revenge on me, after all, you liked her so much, but you didn't, which surprised me, I thought you would come to trouble me to relieve her.

After all, you like her like this, but you don't, you just stare at me with a gaze that I can't understand every time you come back, and it's been a long time since you saw me, my appearance, I thought you had seen enough, but you didn't.

I don't understand what you're thinking, because you're getting deeper and deeper, and I'm almost confused about what you're going to do or what you're talking about.

My dear, I've been waiting for that day to come, for the day you let me go, for the day you say it yourself, but when the day is really big, I'm much more relaxed.

I have to admit that I really underestimated that woman, the means are ruthless enough, the heart is black enough, the dirty water she splashed on me, you all believed it, I didn't expect that this woman would really dare to touch your sister.

And it worked, she didn't destroy me, but she ruined your sister, and then denied it to me, it's really scary, isn't it?

But it doesn't matter, I got the answer I wanted, you really didn't love me, and I'm glad I didn't fall in love with you, so I didn't lose.

I left, let the man help me out of the city, and on the day I left, I knew that the woman had entered the house, and she had become a part of your family.

But in the end, I was still affected, my face was scratched by that woman, it's a pity, I am inferior to her in terms of appearance, after the scratch, I am not as beautiful as her.

But it doesn't matter, after I left, the man told me that your sister was stimulated too much and had gone crazy, but it's right to think about it, such a good little girl who was protected by you suddenly encountered this, crazy enough.

But it has nothing to do with me, I think so, but the woman still didn't let me go, and the person she sent found me like a shadow.

When that woman found me, dear, I knew, I hated that woman, but I hated you even more, and I didn't believe it, if it wasn't for your permission, where did she get all these powers to come to me?

My dear, at that time, I swore that I would make you and that woman regret it, regret it for the rest of your life, why I have left, you still can't let me go, why?

I'm not a good person, but I really didn't take over those things, so why don't you believe me? Why can't you trust me once when we've been together longer?

I've always told myself that I don't care, but as time goes by, do I really don't care? I do not know.

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