"Once? Isn't there only zero and countless cheating? Lin Jia, you know, my biological father cheated when I was young, and my mother has been taking me for so many years, how difficult it is for my mother, I see it all, so, what I hate most since I was a child is betrayal and cheating, you know what I hate the most? But I have to challenge my limits and do the most hated thing. Lin Jia, how much do you hate me? Do you have to use this method to punish my heart? I yelled at Lin Jia again with hatred.

In an instant, the blood rushed into my brain, and I couldn't calm myself down, so I rushed into the kitchen, and I went to the cupboard basket and found the fruit knife again. "Lin Jia, you're forcing me!" I shouted at Lin Jia as I took the knife and slashed it on my wrist.

"Feifei, what are you going to do?" Lin Jia heard me shouting and rushed into the kitchen.

"Don't come here, come here again, I'll cut my carotid artery with a knife!" I put the knife to my neck and threatened, "Just stand in the doorway and listen to me." ”

"Okay, I'm not moving, Fei Fei, you take it off your neck, let's talk. Is it okay for you to take a deep breath, you relax, you relax......" I saw surprise in Lin Jia's pupils, no, maybe it should be horror.

"As long as you don't move, I won't cut the carotid artery, I'm so sad that I want to come and hope to replace the pain in my heart with the pain in my limbs. Do you know that I'm even breathing in pain these days? She came to me, and I even had to arrange the child and your mother, and I couldn't even get angry with you right away! Speaking of this, I felt more and more ridiculous, "Lin Jia, every time I am in a bad mood, as long as this knife is slashed through my body, it seems that all the blood can flow out of my body if I am unhappy." But why did I bleed and shed tears this time, but I didn't get better at all? ”

"Fei Fei, will you put the knife down?" Lin Jia saw me in a daze and walked towards me. But with this step alone, I was so angry that I put it on my neck again, and even because of the exertion, I could feel the skin on my neck had been cut.

Lin Jia saw that I was excited again, so he retreated to the door, "Feifei, don't hurt yourself anymore, okay if I beg you?" Why does it have to be this way? "Lin Jia almost collapsed, I must be ugly to death at this time, I am no longer the proud, sunny and confident girl I was at that time.

"Lin Jia, I don't want to love without self-esteem, I beg you to let me go, okay?" I cried and slashed the knife at my arm again, once, twice, watching the blood beads soak out densely, so that I could get a little comfort from my original anxiety and speak calmly, "Lin Jia, I hope I love freely, I admit that I love you, but you have challenged my limits." You said you want me to forgive you, she said she wanted me to let you go, I seemed to be standing on the edge of a cliff, you were pressing every step of the way, and I had no way back. ”

"Fei Fei, I really only love you, I can't live without you, I can't live without our family. Would you like to give me a chance? ”

I looked at Lin Jia in despair, "I beg you to let me go." ”

When the blood dried up and formed a scab on my arm, I felt all my anger drain away, and I was like a deflated ball, limping in front of the cupboard. "Lin Jia, let me go." "Lin Jia, let me go"

I called Lin Jia one by one, I don't want to torture myself anymore, I'm afraid that if I continue to torture, I will really die, and now I can't die, I can't afford to die, I still have mangoes and little cream, I have to grit my teeth and live, so I hope Lin Jia can let me go, just let me live well with my children.

I was so tired that I threw the knife on the ground and put my hands on the ground in an attempt to make myself comfortable on the floor. Lin Jia saw me throw down the knife and asked cautiously, "Let's go to the living room, let's talk, after chatting, if you still decide to let me let you go, I will promise you." ”

I lowered my head and didn't speak, and Lin Jia slowly carried me to the sofa in the living room. I leaned back on the couch and felt cold in my chest, so I had to pull the pillow over against my heart.