Lin Jia took out a cigarette and a lighter from his trouser pocket, ready to smoke a cigarette. Seeing this lighter, I said to Lin Jia, "I'll give you some."

Lin Jia was slightly stunned and handed me the lighter. This lighter was a Father's Day gift I gave to Lin Jia for the unborn little mango when I was pregnant with Mango.

With a "ding", I flipped the lid of the lighter open, and the steel sound was still as crisp after a few years. I lit the cigarette for Lin Jia, "Say what you want to say." ”

Taking a deep puff of cigarette, Lin Jia opened his mouth and said, "Xia Fei, can we not divorce." I really can't leave you and I don't want to leave you. ”

"Husband" I blurted out my husband, so that my own tears flowed down my own tears, "Husband, since you can't live without me, why do you want to do this to me?" ”

"Feifei, I beg you, will you forgive me?"

I touched Lin Jia's face, "Husband, we can't go back, she's pregnant, and our family is really scattered." Please don't push me anymore, let me forgive you, I really can't do it. I couldn't bear it so badly. Lin Jia, I beg you, will you let me go, will you let me go? I suddenly threw myself into Lin Jia's arms, and I hugged him tightly, knowing that this warm embrace I once snuggled up to may no longer be able to rely on.

Tears wet Lin Jia's clothes, and I hid in this chest, hoping to rely on it one last time.

"Lin Jia, I'm afraid that if I continue to entangle like this, I will die, will you let me go?" Lin Jia was silent for a long time, kissed my hair and said in a hoarse voice, "Xia Fei, I'll let you go." After saying that, I felt a warm drop of heat on my hair.

We agreed to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau the next day to go through the formalities, and the house was left to me, and I insisted on leaving all the two children with me, and Lin Jia came to see them when he was free every week. After the appointment, I went back to the mango bedroom to lie down, I wrapped myself tightly in a quilt, obviously I proposed to break up, why did I feel so sad and so cold. I forced myself to close my eyes and sleep, I counted the sheep, counted the dumplings, and finally with a heartbeat, I took out estazolam from the medicine cabinet and swallowed two tablets, poured a large glass of water into it, and my brain was groggy but still dazed and couldn't sleep.

I stayed up all night, and walked out of the bedroom early in the morning to get ready for familiarization. I saw that Lin Jia was still on the sofa with the same movements as yesterday, and the ashtray was full of cigarette butts. Seeing Lin Jia like this, I suddenly wanted to rush over and hug him. But I gritted my teeth and held back. What should I do if the girl is pregnant and I don't leave? I can't force myself to let her have an abortion, and I can't cross the hurdle in my heart and pretend to be okay to re-admit Lin Jia.

After a quick freshening up, two glasses of milk were heated, and after breakfast, the two of us drove to the Civil Affairs Bureau, today's day was not very good, damp and cold, and some wanted to rain.

I didn't pull my own clothes and tighten my arms, I don't know why I always felt so cold these two days.