Chapter 262: The routine is deep
In the monitoring room, it is very quiet, only the sound of electronic instruments makes a small and regular sound.
Fang Ruxia walked in lightly and looked at Wang Xuan through the dim light.
"You didn't sleep?" Fang Ruxia walked to the side of the bed and asked.
"Mom, why didn't you sleep?" Wang Xuan asked rhetorically.
Fang Ruxia sat down and said directly: "I have met Chen Jiahua, and he said that the person on this painting is not Ah Piao, probably a trace of your remaining obsession." ”
"Oh, did he say how he got here?" Wang Xuan asked the question he wanted to know the most.
In fact, since the first time he had this memory, he would turn on some bits and pieces about Ah Xiu with him every once in a while. He also kept wondering whether Ah Xiu was just a revived memory, or that kind of legendary ghost.
The human brain is complex, he said. This may be a fantasy constructed by your brain, that is, this memory is non-existent; Of course, it may also be a memory from a previous life. However, he also said that things like reincarnation in previous lives have not been proven, and this statement is obviously even less provable. Fang Ruxia summed up Chen Jiahua's words.
Wang Xuan was even more confused when he heard this, his brows furrowed slightly, and he only whispered to himself: "Is there nothing?" ”
That's what Master Chen said. He said that the human brain is very complex, and the current scientific research in the field of brain consciousness is also just beginning. But according to the research he collected, the brain is very good at deceiving itself, sometimes what he yearns for in his heart, he doesn't realize it, but when people are vulnerable, the brain unconsciously makes some obsessions. Master Chen said that you are probably the illusory obsession given by your brain when you were nearing death many times. Fang Ruxia said very seriously, and then looked at her son with a confused face.
Fang Ruxia was satisfied with this effect in her heart.
She is very verbal, the same sentence, slightly change a few words, and say it in different tones, sometimes can achieve completely different effects.
Just now, what she said was what Master Chen said, but what she conveyed to Wang Xuan was "The brain is good at deceiving you, and your Ah Xiu was imagined by you." Next, when Wang Xuan is confused, he must seize the opportunity to convey the concept of "smashing, letting go of obsession, returning to the truth, and looking at the people around him, this is the right way".
Fang Ruxia saw that her first step was very successful, and she was secretly happy in her heart. waited for his son to be confused for a few minutes before he sighed and said, "I don't know how your Ah Xiu appeared." However, if it is not a reality that can be seen and touched, it is a demonic barrier, a demon in the heart. ”
"Demons?" Wang Xuan couldn't help but mutter to himself.
"Yes, demons." Fang Ruxia replied very firmly, and then asked, "Ah Xuan, can you tell me about Ah Xiu's origin?" ”
Wang Xuan was silent, he had just listened to what his mother said, and he also wondered what kind of memory this was. But if it is false, it is too true, so real that even when her daughter and Ah Xiu died, the pain in her heart was so real.
"Can't you say it to me? Mommy won't hurt you. When you encounter such a thing, it is easy to get lost when you are alone. Fang Ruxia comforted gently.
She always has to cheat out about Ah Xiu, so that she can prescribe the right medicine and pull her son back to this reality, as for snatching her daughter-in-law, that is the next step.
Wang Xuan listened to his mother's gentle inquiry, and the sentence "When you encounter such a thing, it is easy to get lost by yourself" made his nose sour, and tears welled up.
Since he was a child, he rarely had mood swings and rarely shed tears. After careful calculation, only he cried when the Jiang family's eldest couple died, and when he woke up and saw Xin Xiaoyue for the first time on that mountain, he laughed and cried.
Since he was a child, everyone around him has felt that he seems to be an emotionally deficient person, and even he feels the same way. However, at this moment, this sentence from his mother made his nose sour.
These memories of Ah Xiu, since the day they appeared, have indeed been haunting him, making him indulge in them, but sometimes he is overwhelmed. Sometimes, when he was in a daze, he suddenly felt that the world was not real, but Ah Xiu was real. This world is just a dream.
He was unbreakable, and he was a little scared in his heart, so he usually had to keep himself busy, and he was too busy to think about this. However, the memories of Ah Xiu will spread and replenish in the brain in the dream, in the moment of injury.....
It felt like a huge painting unfolding in front of my eyes, becoming more and more real. It's terrifying.
However, he didn't know who to talk to, and he didn't know how to say it.
So, let such memories spread. When he was in the jungle, he was seriously injured, and those memories became clearer, and he even saw Ah Xiu right in front of him, and said to him: "Ah Jin, let's go back to our hometown in Cuiyun Mountain, and don't care about the chaos in the world." ”
Ah Xiu chuckled, gentle and lovely, she reached out to caress his face, her hand was as warm as the warm winter sun.
"Let's go back together and have another daughter, a daughter who is as beautiful as Xiaoyu." Her voice is like a lake in the sun, warm and clear.
Wang Xuan suddenly remembered the face that had been lingering in his memory, the little girl with the red head rope flashed her big eyes, stretched out her arms, and shouted, "Daddy, hug." ”
He stretched out his hand to hug it, and the little girl suddenly grew into a big girl, standing under the gardenia tree in the courtyard of Lanyueju, with a gardenia pinned to her head, holding a handful of gardenias in her hand, standing with her eyes down, the breeze blowing, and her figure was sad.
She whispered, "Uncle loves gardenias!"
He walked over and took her into his arms, and then, he felt tears burning in his chest.
"I don't have an uncle anymore, woo-" she cried.
"You still have Xiaoyang, and I still have it. I will always protect you and Xiaoyang. He hugged her tighter, only to find that this gentle and smiling girl was so thin. He was very distressed, and he said to himself in his heart: I will protect you well.
So, in his chaotic memory, he looked at Ah Xiu's hand that stretched out to him, and remembered that he had secretly determined to protect that girl.
If you leave like this, without a word, then you are breaking her word.
In an instant, he woke up to find himself still in the jungle south of Chengchuan, the light of the sky leaking through the cracks in the thick trees. His hands were already shaking, he had lost too much blood, he was chills, and he had repelled many thieves with a gun, and his physical strength had reached its limit.
He fumbled for a long time before he figured out the communication device, and then dialed her phone, and the moment he heard her voice, he felt very warm.
He wanted to call her, but his throat was hot and painful, and with a lot of effort, he only called out her name. Later, the thieves attacked again, and he had to cut off the phone and fight the thieves.
After killing all the enemies, he leaned against the tree, thinking that this should be the place where he buried his bones, but he didn't fulfill his promise to the girl after all. Later, he fell asleep several times, woke up several times, and his consciousness became more and more blurred, and even the wounds on his body became numb and less painful.
"Son, can't you say it?"
Fang Ruxia saw that he was stunned and didn't have anything to say, so she opened her mouth to urge.
"Yes." Only then did Wang Xuan come back to his senses, sighed lightly, and told others for the first time about the memories related to Ah Xiu.