(A chapter on Friday and a chapter on Saturday are two in one, and there will be more later)

However, before Wang Xuan talked about Ah Xiu's memory, he revealed a growth process that he had never talked about like anyone else.

Wang Xuan has rarely had emotional fluctuations since he was a child, and in his opinion, birth, old age, sickness and death are very normal. People always have to die, dust to dust, dust to earth, there is a beginning and an end, there is life and death.

Therefore, he rarely sheds tears, he has little interest in the things around him, and he learns and dabbles in it out of instinct, not some kind of interest.

As a result, he has always been outrageously good, but he has never been taciturn and has a simple life.

His parents were also very worried, and they were looking for people and things that might interest him. However, they soon discovered that if Wang Xuan was "interested" in the things or people they gave, it was only because he didn't know about that person, and he just wanted to learn.

"Forget it, except for talking less, too old-fashioned, not a little naughty of children, and the liveliness of young people, there is no other problem, don't toss." Wang Jingyan persuaded Fang Ruxia.

He had given up struggling, and felt that there was nothing wrong with his son doing this. No heart, no lungs, lack of mood swings, as if seeing through everything in the world, so at least it won't be sad.

"However, I'm worried that he is still not interested in women, and who will accompany him in the next hundred years?" Fang Ruxia was worried.

Wang Jingyan was silent for a long time, as a parent, who doesn't want their children to be sunny and bright all their lives.

"Fate is free, before I met you, didn't I be blinded by anyone?" Wang Jingyan sank for a long time, hugged Fang Ruxia into his arms, and comforted him softly.

Fang Ruxia smiled "poof", which can be regarded as recognizing Wang Jingyan's statement.

This conversation was heard by Wang Xuan behind the screen, and the seventeen-year-old touched his head, only to find that his silence and studious eagerness had become a problem for his mother. "So, do you want to try to have a girlfriend like in the book, or find a brother like a confidant?" He stood under the flower tree in the courtyard, looked at the mysterious starry sky, and muttered to himself.

From that night on, the seventeen-year-old boy was brewing about getting along with people, and he didn't want his parents to worry like that.

However, it backfired, and he tried to warm up with a few female classmates who seemed to be good, only to find that their behavior was very intimidating. For example, one of the women reached out to touch his face, and she was like a woman in a green building, and laughed: "Childe, you are so handsome, people are so happy to see it." ”

His face flushed, and his heart was filled with rage. He doesn't like such a profligate woman, he doesn't like to be touched.

The others are not so profligate, but they are not good at studying, and they think about eating, drinking, and having fun all day long, and their brains are very bad. In Wang Xuan's view, such a person is a life that has been given by God and a good time.

Later, I met many very good, even in the way of the disciples, who were too arrogant, or too hypocritical, or too famous, or too calculating, or too humble......

In short, he found it a very annoying and troublesome thing to get along with women. simply, I no longer deliberately get along with women.

"So, you have to have some friends, right?" He thought.

So, he went out from his own world to make some friends.

Again, among his peers, he was disappointed. Playing tricks on teachers, copying homework, chasing girls, telling pornographic jokes, or studying to the law and not accepting other people's advice, or not taking baths and washing clothes often.....

In this way, it was difficult for him to find one or two people among his peers who could keep him in a relationship.

Later, fortunately, he met the Jiang family, and then got acquainted with Xu Zhonglin, Ye Jinzhi, Chen Xihua, etc. He was impressed by their knowledge, insight, and courage. The most important thing is that their spiritual realm of serving the country and the people hit him at once.

At that moment, Wang Xuan seemed to have found a spiritual home, and felt that he was born to learn and be strong, so he should come for this to protect the country and the people.

It was also because he met the Jiang family, as well as Xu Zhonglin, Ye Jinzhi, and Chen Xihua, that he felt that he was alive. He seems to have been born with a sharp sword, a sword directed at a thief.

"So, you didn't listen to dissuasion, resolutely enlisted in the army, no matter how many life and death lines you experienced, and you didn't change your original intention?" Fang Ruxia heard her son narrate her mental journey, and when she said this, she couldn't help but interject.

"Yes." Wang Xuan nodded firmly.

"You go on, I want to know Ah Xiu's memory." Fang Ruxia waved his hand slightly and motioned for him to continue.

She no longer wants to ask about her son's past psychological journey, she just wants to know the things that have a deep impact on her son, as well as Xin Xiaoyue's status in her son's mind.

Because she vaguely felt that Xin Xiaoyue was the only chance to change Ah Xuan.

Wang Xuan nodded, continued to skip many of the experiences and feelings in the barracks, and directly talked about the first time that Ah Xiu's memories appeared.

Eight years ago, Wang Xuan just went to the Jincheng Mountains to conduct reconnaissance as usual, but was suddenly ambushed. The ambushers were all well-trained, and he killed twelve men with great skill, and he himself was seriously wounded, leaning against a stone, covering his body with hay, and he had no strength anymore.

He tried to contact someone, but all the tools were gone. He looked at the majestic mountains of Shuxi and smiled bitterly: "I'm probably going to explain it here." However, the environment is good. ”

In May, the sun is shining, the surrounding mountains are blowing fiercely, and the lush trees are roaring like the sea. I don't know how long it was, but he fell asleep in a blur.

Then, he saw a woman, dressed in red, who shyly called him "husband".

He was also dressed in red, and he knew that this woman was his new wife.

He asked, "Are you Ah Xiu?" ”

"Yes." The woman is still shy.

"You can call me Ah Jin, my surname is Wei Mingxuan, and the word becomes Jin." He said to her.

"Yes, husband." She still kept her head down, her voice soft, and her appearance gentle.

The red candle lasted all night until dawn, and that was the first time Wang Xuan had such a dream.

Early the next morning, while still having breakfast, someone came to knock on the door and conveyed the holy decree: "The border pass is urgent, and the thieves in the northwest have invaded on a large scale, and they have broken through three cities, burning and looting all the way." ”

"But we just got married." The gentle woman suddenly looked at the visitor.

The person who came was quite embarrassed, sighed and said: "The skin will not be attached to the hair." Now, the south has been unable to attack for a long time, the southwest is ready to move, the northeast wolf clan has 500,000 troops to fight, General Wei's father is facing the northeast wolf clan, General Wei's eldest brother is guarding the southwest, General Lin is fighting fiercely with the thieves in the south, and the people who can defend one side in the court have only General Wei Shao. If the northwest can't hold it, other places will be broken by each other. The country is in danger. ”

"Ah Xiu, my duty is here, you wait for me to come back." He received the decree and went to the northwest.

Ah Xiu wept goodbye.

He secretly made up his mind: This time he would sweep through the northwest and not give this group of scoundrels and thieves any chance to "surrender if they can't win."

In this way, in the past five years, he not only drove the thieves out of the border, but also pursued them all the way, wiped out all these thieves, swept through their royal courts, and returned their cities to the territory of the Great Zhou.

When he returned triumphantly, Ah Xiu greeted him at the city gate, and a little girl with two braids came with her, with big eyes, and timidly hid behind Ah Xiu to look at him.

"It's called Daddy." Ah Xiu picked her up.

She called timidly, "Daddy." ”

The voice was crisp and soft, he picked her up, looked at Ah Xiu, and said, "Thank you for your hard work." ”

"She hasn't taken a name yet, you're not here, and your father and mother are still guarding the northeast. I only named her a joke. Ah Xiu said.

"It's just a joke, it's good." He said.

The family of three returned to the general's mansion, and lived a very happy life, Xiaoyu quickly became familiar with him, and coldly shouted "Daddy hug", and then suddenly threw himself into his arms.

After a while, Xiaoyu got sick, invited countless doctors, and went out with flowing money, but after all, he still didn't keep that little life.

Ah Xiu washes his face with tears all day long, and he doesn't know what to do. This is a short time to get along, he already likes to laugh so much, and Ah Xiu gets along with this child day and night.

"Let's have one more, and the laughter will be back." He could only comfort her in vain.

Ah Xiu didn't speak, his spirit was very bad, and he was a lot haggard.

He resigned from the affairs of the DPRK and China, and concentrated on accompanying Ah Xiu at home, letting the rumors spread around him, and letting his father, who was already the first person in the military, sneer at him. They moved to a small courtyard in the mountains, where they lived in seclusion.

Ah Xiu planted vegetables and flowers, and his mood gradually improved.

However, his father was involved in the failure of the East Palace rebellion, the prince died, and his father committed suicide, but unfortunately he was involved in a group of relatives, all men died, and women were slaves.

The huge Wei family overturned in an instant.

He was also implicated, and his great achievements could not resist the wrath of the Son of Heaven.

"Do you regret it?" Before his execution, Ah Xiu, who had been pardoned to see him off, knelt in front of him and asked him.

"I keep the peace of the people, and I have no regrets." He said.

Ah Xiu smiled, still gentle and soft.

"It's just that it's affecting you." He whispered.

Ah Xiu shook his head, stood up and looked at the people around him, and said, "I, Ah Xiu, Zhang, don't regret marrying Wei Xuan." My husband is a great hero, standing up to the heavens and the earth, worthy of the heavens and the earth, the country, and the people. ”

"Ah Xiu." He called her.

She knelt in front of him again, smiled and said, "It's okay to come back without a smile, let's go to her now, and the family will be reunited." ”

Then, pulling out a short knife from the bottom of the rice basket, he committed suicide in front of him.

And he was not beheaded, and in great agony, he crashed to his death on the stone steps of the torture platform.

The panic gradually blurred, but the pain became clearer and clearer.

When he opened his eyes again, it was the continuous mountains of Shuxi, the mountain wind was still surging like a tide, and the sun was shining, but he was so cold that he couldn't do it. There was no one around, and there was a faint smell of beast danger in the jungle.

"At that time, I thought that after the beasts had eaten the corpses of those thieves, it would soon be my turn. Beasts still prefer living creatures. Wang Xuan paused when he said this.

"That's when you met Xin Xiaoyue?" Fang Ruxia asked.

"Yes, after waking up, in less than a moment, I was discovered by Xin Xiaoyue. Later, the memories of Ah Xiu have been lingering in my mind, and sometimes when I am confused, I will add a little more than last time, most of them are getting along with Ah Xiu, or I killed the enemy. Those memories are so vivid that I sometimes feel that Wang Xuan is the person in the dream, and Wei Xuan is the real one. Wang Xuan said, feeling very confused.

Fang Ruxia probably understood. To be honest, as a person who has spanned thousands of years of time and space, Fang Ruxia feels that these memories narrated by her son are not like what Master Chen said, they are a disguise of brain deception. It's like something from another time and space, or a past life, or a memory of another soul.

"Confused, aren't you?" Fang Ruxia looked at her son distressedly and asked softly.

"Well, after having this memory, I am very confused, and I often think: Who am I? Wei Xuan? Wang Xuan? Wang Xuan said the troubles suppressed in his heart, and he felt much more relaxed in his heart.

"Silly boy, you should have told your mother earlier." Fang Ruxia stepped forward, held her son's broad hand, and gently comforted her.

"Mom, don't worry. Whenever I see you and my father, I am very sure that I am Wang Xuan, and Wei Xuan's life is over. Moreover, there is another point, I am very clear: whether I am Wei Xuan or Wang Xuan, when I kill the enemy to protect my family and defend the country, I will never be confused. Wang Xuan said with a smile.

"My silly boy, why isn't Mom worried?" Fang Ruxia said softly.

"I'm sorry to worry you and Dad." Wang Xuan said apologetically.

Fang Ruxia shook her head, she had a momentary impulse just now, wanting to talk about her troubles back then.

In fact, when she came to this strange world, she also doubted whether it was Zhuang Zhou Mengdie or Butterfly Zhuang Zhou. Fortunately, there was still a quiet who had no heart and no lungs to go with her, and she crossed thousands of years of time and space with her, and she confirmed that she did have the adventure of the rotten Ke people.

Now, his son is a person, and he has no basis or story, so he has always been confused.

She originally wanted to talk about herself, but she thought that the purpose of coming here today was to let her son not care about this, if she said her own experience, her son would not be able to believe that those memories were from his previous life or something?

Therefore, Fang Ruxia immediately changed her mind.

After learning more about the beginning and end of Ah Xiu's memory, she held Wang Xuan's hand and said earnestly: "Okay, between the family, there is no need to say anything sorry. Today, our mother and daughter have said that they will not be confused in the future. ”

"Hmm." Wang Xuan nodded.

Fang Ruxia continued: "Master Chen said, those are obsessions, not Ah Piao, and this kind of obsession may also be an illusory obsession. Taking a step back, even if this is really the memory of the previous life, you just said it well, Wei Xuan's life has ended, and your Wang Xuan's life has just begun. Therefore, Ah Xiu's heart demon let her leave with Wei Xuan, you are Wang Xuan, you are my Ruxia's son. You have to remember. ”

"I remember." Wang Xuan said solemnly.

"Xuan'er, there's one more thing I want to ask you." After Fang Ruxia learned about Ah Xiu, she felt that it was time to take the next step, which made this stupid son feel a little crisis.

"What's the matter?"

"Does Xiaoyue look very similar to that Ah Xiu?" Fang Ruxia asked.

When she listened to Wang Xuan's story, she probably understood that Xin Xiaoyue looked very similar to Wei Xuan's daughter, which was why Wang Xuan regarded Xin Xiaoyue as his daughter. However, she pays the most attention to her speaking strategy, so she will not ask questions like "Xin Xiaoyue looks very similar to your daughter".

Wang Xuan nodded and said, "Yes, that sketch drawn by Master Chen is indeed what Ah Xiu looks like." You can also see that it is very similar to Xiaoyue. ”

"Then, what do you think about Xiaoyue, tell me honestly!" Fang Ruxia has a direct personality, as long as she doesn't need to go around the corner, she is straight to the goal.