Chapter 3: Suicide
The city where Wen Wanbing was admitted to the university was located was thousands of miles away from her city.....
Wen sat on the dirty and smelly green train for a day and a night, exhausted and arrived at the destination in the middle of the night and got off the train, as soon as he walked out of the station, he was shocked by the ancient charm and prosperity of the city he saw in front of him, and in an instant, Wen Wanbing fell in love with this city.....
This city with a strong antique culture is called Sioux City!
There is not much money left! After staying in the waiting room of the station until dawn, she carried her worn rucksack to find directions to school.....
It was 2012, the economy was developed, and everyone basically had a smartphone. And Wen Wanbing doesn't even have the most basic and old-fashioned mobile phone.....
Sioux City is very hot, even if it is early in the morning, walking on the streets with few people, you can feel the unique blazing breath of summer slowly rushing up from the soles of your feet! From the countryside to the big city, Wen Wanbing, who looks rustic and shabby, is stunned by the intricate streets and the increasing number of cars on the road.....
After several tosses and turns, Wen Wanbing, who didn't like to ask for directions, finally came to the beautiful tree-lined university located on the outskirts of the city in the afternoon after taking the wrong N bus!
Thinking about it now, Wen Wanbing feels that she is really bold, and the money on her body is not enough for two meals alone! But at that time, Wen Wanbing did not feel afraid, on the contrary, she had a sense of joy of rebirth. When she stood under the domineering tall school plaque, Wen Wanbing smiled!
This is the first smile in her life, the corners of her mouth are slightly upturned, although it looks very stiff, but her small pale goose egg face has a faint layer of ruddy, and there is a gorgeous look in her eyes, which is very moving!
Half a month after leaving school, Wen Wanbing began to work part-time in a restaurant near the school, and her requirements were very simple, as long as she had room and board, she was already very content.....
I finally got through this half a month and finally started school!
Standing at the gate of the festive school, looking at the youthful faces walking around, Wen Wanbing felt unprecedented satisfaction! found the counselor of her class and told her about her situation very secretly, avoiding the important and deliberately downplaying it.....
In Wen Wanbing's heart, this counselor is her hope, and she believes from the bottom of her heart that this counselor will definitely help her......
It's just that things were once again unexpected by Wen Wanbing..... When the counselor, who was nearly forty years old and still beautiful, heard about her situation, she did not do her best to help her as she imagined!
Instead, she simply reported her situation to the higher-level leader. Later, after two days of anxious waiting, the counselor apologized to inform her, saying that the head of the department did not agree to her proposal to delay the payment of tuition fees for two years because the school was not a charity..... But it will help her keep her school status for a year! After one year, if you can't pay the tuition fee, you will be automatically withdrawn......
This sudden news was something Wen Wanbing never dreamed of! I thought that the university was the place with the most beautiful and positive views.....
I thought it would be accommodating! I thought that the counselor who seemed to be on top of her mouth and even said that she was pitiful would definitely help her.....
As a result, this society once again gave Wen Wanbing a heavy blow!
And this blow was fatal, and the disillusionment of hope made Wen Wanbing suddenly feel that life was so difficult, and the already difficult life made Wen Wanbing suddenly feel hopeless.....
For Wen Wanbing, sometimes it is far more painful and uncomfortable to live than to die!
After leaving school, Wen Wanbing began to wander around this quaint city aimlessly by herself..... When I passed the bridge across the lake in this city, I looked at the endless flow of vehicles coming and going, and I didn't feel the scorching sun at all under the scorching sun, lying on the thick round iron railing, looking at the lake under the bridge that was so calm that there was no trace of waves, the lake water was blue, and it was as blue as half of the seawater.....
Looking at his small figure reflected on the lake, he was lonely and helpless, like a small ant in this huge and prosperous city!
The loneliness of life, and the future of oneself that does not see any hope..... In Wen Wanbing's opinion, it is best to die alone! Dying in this beautiful city full of ancient charm, Wen Wanbing felt that this was also the best destination in her life!
The backpack on his back is heavy, in fact, there is only a set of his own change of clothes, and the other one is the golden university notice that he has always been a treasure. How many late nights when she couldn't sleep because she was too hard, Wen Wanbing would secretly take the admission letter out of her backpack and read it carefully over and over again, this college admission letter can be said to carry the hope of Wen Wanbing's life, and it is the only hope.......
And now, that only hope is gone..... My current ability to earn tuition fees and bear my own living expenses is really unrealistic!
Wen Wanbing also clearly understands this......
This cruel society once again taught her a lesson, and after this lesson, Wen Wanbing saw the naked reality of this society.....
I couldn't help sneering in my heart, it's better to be dead, it's a hundred! An orphan like her, after she dies, no one will collect her body, and she will simply be buried in this turquoise lake in this beautiful city, which can be regarded as a good home.....
The lake is wide, and the tall floors in the distance are like building blocks, reflecting the lake water, ethereal and ethereal.....
Involuntarily, Wen Wanbing climbed hard to the solid iron railing that almost reached her waist..... The harder I climbed, the heavier and heavier the backpack on my back became, and a metal ring on the shoulder strap pressed against the bulging shoulder blade on Wen Wanbing's thin shoulder, rubbing, and it was extremely painful......
There was a lot of traffic on the bridge, but not a single car stopped to care about this shabby-dressed little girl who looked like she was looking for a short time, and roared one after another, as if she were the indifferent heart of a person in her own society.....
Sitting on the railing with her back to the bridge, a pair of dull pink plywood sandals was the most colorful of Wen Wanbing's entire outfit..... The small figure on this cross-lake bridge is like a small butterfly, insignificant!
The bridge is very high from the lake, and in Wen Wanbing's opinion, it is at least four or five stories high..... Sitting on the railing, the iron railing after the sun barbecues is scorching...... Staring at the calm surface of the lake at your feet for about a few seconds, I closed my eyes and jumped without hesitation.....
It's good to be dead, it's a hundred!
Imagining the feeling of her thin and thin body after falling into the lake, Wen Wanbing's hands were clenched into fists, and a faint smile bloomed at the corner of her mouth......
"Hey! You're not sick! ”
Before I could feel it, I heard the low, magnetic voice of a man in my ears, and that nice voice was full of disdain, with that deep mockery and ridicule..... Immediately after that, there was a sharp pain in the arm after being pulled, and a big hand like a plier grabbed his arm tightly and pulled it gently, and Wen Wanbing's small body fell to the ground like a doll......
Involuntarily, I opened my eyes hard..... Holding back her anger, she looked at the person who saved her with a resentful look!
This was the first time she had met Tang Wei!!