At six o'clock in the morning, Lin Jia and I got up, hugged the mango that was still asleep, gently brushed the small cream, and prepared to leave.

As soon as I left the bed, Little Cream began to cry as if she knew.

I quickly picked up the child and coaxed him and coaxed him, but I couldn't put it down.

Seeing the time pass by minute by minute, I said to my mother-in-law, "Mom, you see that Xiao Cream has been crying, my mother is hospitalized, or you are tired, go back with me and stay for a few days, do you think it's okay?" ”

My mother-in-law looked at me, and then at my sister-in-law who ran over when she heard the crying, and said to me with a face full of embarrassment, "Feifei, look, your sister-in-law has recently run a cram school, and the two children have no one to take care of, I am leaving, and the two children may not even be able to eat." ”

I pursed my lips and didn't speak, I was really a little unhappy in my heart, but the child was my own, and it was not wrong to help or not to help others, so I had to nod silently, quickly pack up my things, and leave with the two children.

"Fifi." Lin Jia saw my strangeness and called me in a daze.

"What's wrong?" My voice was cold.

"I don't think you're in a good mood."

"Nope." I knew that Lin Jia must have known that I was in a bad mood, but he still asked me tentatively, and to be honest, I didn't really want to answer him.

"Wait a minute, kid?"

"Did you have surgery today?"

"Nope."

"Then you can take a leave of absence. The leader didn't let me take leave last time, so you tell your director that you should ask for leave. ”

"Okay."

There's no way, since no one can count on it, then you have to rely on yourself. After all, when I had a child before, these issues were all within my consideration.

Lin Jia took me to the hospital and went home with my two children. During this period, I called Lin Jia and learned that Xiao Cream did not cry after I left.

It seems that Xiao Cream wants to go home, whether she follows her father or mother, she must go home.

I was in a very low state all morning, and I wanted to talk to someone, but I couldn't open my mouth.

I am in the same hospital as Lin Jia, and I don't want to talk about our family affairs in front of my colleagues, because I know that talking about it will not solve the problem, but will make people laugh.

Hold this breath until the end of work.

My mother has been transferred from internal medicine to urology this morning, and all the tests have been done, just waiting for the results to come back and determine the time of operation.

"What's wrong, Fei Fei?" As soon as I entered the ward, my mother saw that I was strange.

"No, it's fine."

"You just say something, it looks like you're not in good shape."

"It's okay, Xiao Cream couldn't stop crying last night, and then Lin Jia and I went to Grandma Mango's house to bring her back."

"Little Cream is back? Why not bring it? Who watches the kids at home? Is Grandma coming along? ”

I shook my head, and suddenly felt very aggrieved: "Mom, why do you say, why is my sister-in-law's child a child, and my child is not a child?" It turned out that the sister-in-law had a small child, so there was no way to show me, and now the sister-in-law has no one to cook. What about my child? ”

My mother held my hand, "Girl, the child is your own, no one can rely on it, you still have your mother, you still have your father, even if your mother is hospitalized here, she will not delay taking care of your child." Don't be unhappy, because this kind of thing affects your mood and affects your relationship with Lin Jia, and it's not worth it. ”

"It's good to go over this hurdle, the boat will naturally go straight to the bridge, and your parents will fall down."

I threw myself into my mother's arms, and my mother hugged me, just like when I was a child, and received a moment of comfort.

For a long time, my mother didn't move, just patted me gently, "It's time to grow up." Get up, go home, the two children are still at home, go back. ”

I nodded in my mother's arms.

Out of the hospital gate, I didn't know where to go, I didn't want to go home so early, I didn't really want to talk to Lin Jia.

Although I know that this matter has nothing to do with Lin Jia, it's just that I'm sulking.

Slowly wandering home, as soon as he entered the house, Lin Jia was feeding Xiao Cream supplementary food, and Mango was painting in the living room.

"You're back?"

I smiled a little awkwardly and nodded, but didn't speak.

I walked to the bedroom and took off my coat and was about to change my clothes, someone knocked on the door gently, I opened it, and Lin Jia poked his head in, "The meal is ready, are you ready to eat?" ”

"Oh, good."

I turned to change my clothes and didn't say anything more.

Lin Jia walked in and hugged me who was changing clothes, "Why do you look so unhappy?" ”

"No, I'm a little too tired today."

"Morning's ......"

"It's okay, it's all over."

I turned my back to Lin Jia to change my clothes and didn't speak again.

There was silence in the room, and I didn't even dare to turn around to break the silence, so I had to slowly undress and get dressed again.

When I finished changing my clothes and turned around, fortunately, Lin Jia had already left, so I was able to breathe.

I don't know if you have ever felt like this, in the face of the person you love, you can't express what you think in your heart, no matter joy, anger or sorrow.

This is the state of me at this moment, and after a long time, I realized that this probably can't be called true love.

I changed my clothes and rubbed my face in an attempt to put myself away from this emotion, and I even took out an anti-anxiety pill, swallowed one, and swallowed it with difficulty with a small amount of water from the glass on the table overnight.

Force yourself to walk out of the room in good spirits.

The two children and Lin Jia were already sitting at the table, waiting for the meal to begin.

"Mom."

"Hey!" I walked over to Mango's seat, leaned over and kissed the child's forehead, then picked up the little cream.

The little cream that was picked up was so excited that she kept waving the spoon in her hand.

"Eat, see if today's dish suits your appetite."

"It's nice to look at, it's very appetizing." I spoke to Lin Jia with a very restrained expression, as if I were a half-lifelong friend.

"Eat more, tired today? Then don't worry about anything after eating, just let me come, the only thing you have to do is go to bed early. ”

"Lin Jia?"

Lin Jia, who was picking vegetables: "Huh? ”

"Tomorrow morning, you can send Xiao Cream to your mother's ward, and your mother will not have surgery for the past two days, and she can help take care of her for two more days."

"But ......"

"Can you stop it!" I suddenly wanted to get angry, "Can you tell me about any good solutions?" Can someone help me? Didn't I have to rely on my mother in the end? If there is a solution, do you think I think my mom is in the hospital to help me watch the baby? ”

I smacked Lin Jia like a cannonball, and I was not as happy as I imagined, but I didn't know why I couldn't suppress the fire.

When Lin Jia saw me like this, he didn't dare to speak anymore, so he had to eat quietly.

This dinner was really depressing.

After eating, I put away the dishes and chopsticks, and Lin Jia stretched out his hand, "I'll come." ”

"No, I'll do it."

Lin Jia didn't speak, and reached out to collect the bowl. Once again, the emotions were uncontrollable: "I said I took it!" I snatched the bowl and rushed into the kitchen.