Chapter 255: The whole person seems to have lost his soul
"Fei Fei? Fifi? Sister Lu knocked on the door outside, "The sweet soup is cooked, you and Lin Jia come out to eat, it's good to go to work after eating, it's five o'clock soon." ”
I turned around and shouted out the door, "Oh, okay, sister, I know, here we are." ”
"Shall you eat?"
"Go ahead, I'm not hungry." Lin Jia lay on the quilt and said angrily.
I didn't have the energy either, but I gritted my teeth and staggered out of the room.
"Your sweet soup looks good." I filled a bowl of sweet soup and said to Sister Lu, who was coaxing the little cream.
"This is still learned from my previous owner, my previous owner is a southerner, and their family likes sweet soup very much, so they taught me to make it, what kind of rice wine, their family makes it themselves, rarely goes out to buy it, and after a long time, I have learned." Sister Lu grinned and tapped Xiao Cream's face with her fingers, and Xiao Cream suddenly laughed.
"Where's Lin Jia?" Mother looked in the direction of the bedroom.
"Oh, wait a minute, take him a bowl, Lin Jia is still a little sleepy, too tired, he hasn't done these rough jobs on weekdays." I raised my eyebrows and winked at my mother.
"You guys, you just lack life experience, but you are so busy every day, and you really don't have time to accumulate." Mother sighed and shook her head, "Let him rest more." ”
After drinking the sweet soup, I chatted with my mother with or without a match, watching the mango and the little cream play happily.
"Mango, I'm going to school next Monday, do you want to go?"
"I don't want to." Mango thought seriously for a moment and replied.
"Why?"
"Because I have to eat super unpalatable meals when I go to school, I can't eat the sweet soup made by Aunt Xiao Lu when I go to school, Auntie, wait for my mother to finish eating, then can you give me a little bit of it?" Mango half-blinked one eye, pinched the little finger with his thumb and gestured a little bit to us, his expression really amused everyone, but I don't know why my tears came out of my eyes, in order not to let everyone see, I deliberately pretended to be very sleepy when the tears remained, and yawned a yawn that I felt a little fake, and said to my mother, "Look, I dozed off." ”
The mother looked at her watch, "Go, lie down for another half an hour, go quickly." I wiped my mouth and yawned again and went back to my room.
By the time I went back again, Lin Jia had already gotten out of bed, was opening the window and was smoking.
"Lin Jia?" I cautiously called Lin Jia's name.
"Huh?"
"Go get some food, Mommy is worried about you."
"You know, I can't eat it" After speaking, Lin Jia sighed deeply.
"Can you just take it as if you were eating for me? You should be pitiful and have mercy on me, will you? You want me to clean up every mess, and you think so self-righteous that you are ready to starve to death, two million for me or not? Why are you so cruel to me? "I said this with my teeth gritted.
Lin Jia looked at me in the dark, opened the door and went outside without saying a word.
"Mom." Lin Jia greeted her mother politely.
The mother looked at Lin Jia's face and said with some worry, "Lin Jia, are you uncomfortable, why do you look so simple as being tired." ”
Lin Jia shook his head, didn't speak, drank a bowl of sweet soup without stopping for a moment, and then prepared to wash the dishes, Sister Lu hurriedly took the rice bowl from Lin Jia's hand, "Let me come, look at you, you look like you're sick at a young age, your physical condition is not good, I'll buy you a chicken tomorrow, make up for it?" Sister Lu looked at her mother.
Mother nodded hurriedly, "Yes, Xiao Lu is right, Lin Jia, you look like you're sick." ”
"No, Mom, I'm just too tired from too many surgeries in the past few days, and I wanted to rest today, but I did too much work."
"Tomorrow you go straight home from work and go to bed, the child doesn't have to worry about anything, I'm almost fine now. There is still Xiao Lu at home, don't worry about anything. ”
Lin Jia nodded, "Okay." ”
Saying that, I was about to get up with a reluctant smile at everyone, and I hurriedly said, "Lin Jia, let's get ready to go, go early, the road is not too congested, otherwise everyone will get off work at seven o'clock, and we don't know how long it will be blocked." ”
Lin Jia looked at me, nodded, said goodbye to my mother and children, and the two of us left.
We sat in the car, and didn't start the car, Lin Jia held the steering wheel with his hand, motionless, and I leaned my head against the car glass, I was tired like never before, I grew so big, and the opportunity to tell a lie so smoothly was too rare, every time I faced my mother and child, I wanted to burst out of my eyes, I wanted to say to my mother out loud, Mom, I'm sorry, I owe money, I owe a lot of money. I want to hug my mother and cry.
Thinking of this, I was inexplicably irritable, and pulled out a pill from my bag, because I had the experience of sticking to my throat last time, I threw the pill into my mouth this time and chewed it quickly.
The bitter taste spread in an instant, and my mouth immediately secreted a large amount of saliva, and I swallowed a pill.
After a while, Lin Jia started the car, still did not speak, drove away from the community, very smooth and the road was not too congested, we drove to the hospital, in the elevator, I held his hand, his hand was still wet and cold, I looked at him worriedly, "Lin Jia......"
"Gone." The moment the elevator opened, Lin Jia said two words to me and left.
I was a little uneasy, and I was suddenly going to die, but I didn't know how to comfort Lin Jia, and at this moment I even felt why I couldn't save a little on weekdays, so that now there would be more money for Lin Jia to use.
I came to the department to change my clothes with a look of disappointment, I took Liu Chuxi's class, I took a picture with her who was about to take a bath, and I didn't speak.
I gritted my teeth, changed my clothes, and went straight to work.
The night shift needs to count the equipment needed during the next day, and I need to check the emergency medicine cabinet, I am checking the medicine, and Jingxin also came in.
"You're so early today? I came out of my house 25 minutes early today, and I didn't get ahead of you, you are really a model worker. ”
I reluctantly squeezed out a smile at Jingxin: "There's nothing to do at home, everyone has a day's work, come early to take over." ”
"Fei Fei, you look bad today, what's wrong with you?"
"It's fine." I grinned with a tight mouth, "I'm just too tired." ”
"Then you go and lie down, there is not much work left, I can just come." Jing Xin said as he pushed me out of the medicine room.
I felt sore, I immediately lay down on the bed in the lounge, I was very sleepy, I closed my eyes, hoping that I could fall asleep soon, but the more I wanted to sleep, the more uncomfortable my heart was, tossing and turning, trying to find a more comfortable place to sleep. Eventually, I was lying on my side, against my heart, and I was a little more comfortable.