Chapter 254: You and Me
"That's it, Lin Jia." I opened my mouth, "Now we have to face the reality and be honest with our parents, we should borrow money." ”
"No, I can't tell anybody else, I can't tell anybody else."
"Lin Jia, we have no other choice, we must be honest and we must face it."
Lin Jia bit his lower lip and remained silent, shivering for a long time and pulling out a cigarette from his pocket, but he couldn't light it.
"Lin Jia." I squatted in front of Lin Jia and held Lin Jia's face, "We have to do this." ”
Lin Jia nodded helplessly, I took a deep breath, thinking in my heart what to say and who to tell first.
"Let's go home first and tell our mother, my mother has just been discharged from the hospital, so let's slow down."
After hearing this, I wanted to open my mouth to say something, but after thinking about it, I closed my mouth.
Tomorrow I will get off the night shift, and I will go back to Lin Jia's house tomorrow to talk about it, I can't care about my face at this time, I have to find a way to help him.
The two of us met in this way, and we have been clearing all the borrowing projects one by one, and the reason why there are so many is because the additional interest and handling fees attached to each borrowing project are too expensive.
The market value of our house can be bought for more than one million, but because it is Lin Jia's own mortgage, he only borrowed 700,000, and after deducting the handling fee, only 650,000 is left, but because it will take at least one year, if you decompress it in advance now, in addition to taking out the handling fee, you will have to pay liquidated damages, adding it up, I now need 900,000 yuan to redeem this house.
At this point, I couldn't help but gasp, "Lin Jia." "I didn't even dare to yell Lin Jia loudly, for fear that Lin Jia's already fragile heart would be shattered again.
"How." Lin Jia was weak, as if he was on the verge of collapse.
"It's fine." If you want to rush out, what do you think, mortgage the house of more than one million and 600,000, but still didn't say it.
"Cheer up." I held Lin Jia's hand, and all the accusations were suddenly taken back, "It's going to be fine." ”
Thin language didn't do anything, and I couldn't fool myself.
More than 2 million, this is not a small number, where do ordinary families like us go to get more than 2 million.
If Lin Jia hadn't lost money before, he sold his house and car, and he tried his best to raise more than one million, even if he borrowed a few more with the remaining money.
And now, my money is like a drop of water poured into the ocean, and filling it up doesn't even make a wave.
"Settle it, the two of us are ready to go, go to work in the evening, and don't think about anything." I stood up and looked at Lin Jia.
"Hmm."
My chest was tight and I couldn't breathe, so I tried my best to take a deep breath, hoping that I would be comfortable.
"Lin Jia." I held Lin Jia's hand, his palms were wet and cold, like tiles in the bathroom that had not been dried off after a shower.
Suddenly, I hugged Lin Jia's neck tightly, hugging Lin Jia so tightly that his chest was so close to mine that I could feel the speed of his heartbeat.
Lin Jia slowly stretched out his hand, hugged me, and rested his head against my collarbone socket, turning from a small sobbing to a wail.
"Xia, Xia Fei...... I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for the kids, the two of them are still so young. ”
I could still grit my teeth, but when I heard the two children, I couldn't stop reddening my eyes, but I continued to grit my teeth and said to him fiercely, "Cheer me up, if it's a man, cheer me up!" What's the matter, I feel sorry for the child at this time, I knew today, why bother in the first place, you are crying now with a yarn! ”
I held Lin Jia's face tightly and shook his head vigorously, "Lin Jia, cheer up." ”
I hugged Lin Jia into my arms again, "You still have me, don't worry, you still have me, you still have me, at least there is still me." ”
I was like a mother soothing a young and ignorant teenager who had committed a wrong and repentant, hoping to dispel the cowardice in his heart, and the two of us stood like this, for a long time, Lin Jia suddenly raised his head from my collarbone socket, sniffed hard, and his voice was slightly hoarse, "Let's go, go back." ”
I carefully put together all the lists of accounts and took pictures with my phone, and I was ready to study these platforms tonight, when I didn't have surgery.
The two of us washed their faces, Lin Jia smoked a cigarette again to calm down, the two of us locked the door and walked out of the community, from the moment I stepped out of the house, I smiled happily and grabbed Lin Jia's arm, just like usual, no one knows, at this moment I am burdened with a debt of 2 million, no one knows, and no one must know.
Back at my mother's house, Sister Lu hadn't left at home, and when she saw us coming back, she happily greeted us, "You're back, have you eaten?" Look at the two of you are tired, go wash it, this water pipe leakage is very troublesome, especially in the new house, my aunt told me, in fact, I will also repair, next time this kind of dirty work will go to a word, we will not spend this unjust money. ”
"Sister, thank you," I kindly took Sister Lu's hand, "Thanks to you for taking care of my mother and two children during this time, otherwise I really don't know what to do, how can you do this kind of rough work, thank you." ”
"Oh, you can pull it down, your family is not tired at all, but it costs a little bit to help you repair the water pipes, and I am embarrassed that you give me such a high salary."
"Thank you, sister." I smiled at Sister Lu.
"Go wash up, I'll make you something delicious, Auntie said you still have to work the night shift, go and have a good rest." With that, Sister Lu pushed me into the bathroom.
Standing in the bathroom, looking at his red eyes that were still slightly bloodshot because of crying, he squeezed out a smile, and said to himself in the mirror, "You have to come on, you have to come on, you have to come on." As he spoke, tears fell unhappily again.
I turned the hose on to the maximum, and then the sound of the water pressure made me sit on the ground and cry again.
When I cried enough, I washed my face with cold water, and then blew my nose to make myself look normal before leaving the bathroom.
"So long?" The mother looked at the little cream on the crawling mat and said, "This Lin Jia went to the room and never came out, and you went to the bathroom and didn't come out, what's wrong with you two." ”
"Mom" I trembled and waved my hand to my mother, "Mom," I choked up again, and I tried to calm down, "You don't know, this water leaks, do you see Lin Jia talking?" Why didn't Lin Jia speak, because he was so tired that he had no strength, the floor was soaked, and he forced the wooden floor open, and then the pump pumped for a long time, you don't know. And then he didn't say any more.
My mother saw that I was shivering and thought I was tired, so she quickly asked me to go to my room to rest.
It was getting dark, Lin Jia was lying on the bed alone, without turning on the light, touching the darkness, I gently climbed into bed, put my head against Lin Jia's back and held Lin Jia's hand, gently closed my eyes, and gained a moment of peace.