That night, Qin Wafan really considered his long-established emotional goal as if he was on a difficult task.

The more he thought about it, the more urgent he became, he couldn't wait to immediately pick up the microphone and express his long-term thoughts to Bai Pujia, but the more urgent he was, the more scared he became, what if he and Bai Pujia didn't even have to be friends, what should I do?

The entanglement between saying and not saying, Qin Wafan has always been untidy and messy, and when he sits down or lies down, he rolls around the donkey in his head. But this time, the tangled seemed to be rolling in the oil pan, and the rolling donkey kicked his hooves wildly, so that he was upset and his head was about to explode.

At this time, it was more than eight o'clock in the evening, and he ran from the inner balcony of the dormitory to the outer corridor of the dormitory, looking at the bedroom of Bai Pujia in the girl building opposite, and couldn't see her. Probably because he hadn't gone out and hadn't returned, he seemed to have a slight gap in his heart - she hadn't returned, so he could have more time to think about it.

I don't know how many times he has gone back and forth like this, his heart has been completely like a balloon, full of boredom, and he is uncomfortable.

"Eh, can you sit down and take a break? You've come and gone so many times, and I've miscalculated the shipments, okay? ”

Bai Yu knew that Qin Wafan's back and forth was nothing more than for Bai Pujia, but it was not the only time he was in such a situation, and he didn't know that this time Qin Wafan had forced himself to the point of being at a critical juncture.

Qin Wafan turned a deaf ear to Bai Yu's words, and his whole person was drowning in anxiety.

Say, it must be said, if he doesn't say it, he doesn't know if he will survive tonight.

"Hey, hello! Who are you looking for? ”

Qin Wafan listened to the familiar voice of inquiry coming from the microphone. He had heard the voices of everyone in their dormitory, and he had memorized the phone numbers so well that whenever his fingers touched the telephone, he would reflexively dial the telephone number in her dormitory.

"Oh, hello, I'm looking for Pujia."

"Wait a minute."

The other party didn't hear the strangeness in Qin Wafan's voice, although his hand trembled so much that he held the microphone as if it was about to hit the white wall next to him.

"Pu Jia! Pu Jia! ”

"Hey! I'm washing my face! What's wrong? ”

"Find your number!"

"Who?"

"I didn't ask, it's another boy, come and pick it up!"

"Okay, right away!"

Qin Wafan could clearly hear the loud conversation between the roommate who received the call and Bai Pujia. He suddenly hoped that they would say a few more words in a loud voice, so that his eardrums would be used and his heart would be more relaxed.

"Hey, hello, who's that?"

After a burst of footsteps, Qin Wafan heard the most anticipated voice.

"Pu Jia, it's me. Hey. ”

"Oh, Vafan, what's wrong with me?"

Bai Pujia has been like this recently, probably busy, she has something to say, and she doesn't delay her doing things if she has nothing to do. It is also understandable that some of their classmates have already decided on their senior year, and they are waiting for graduation to sign a contract. Naturally, she is also going to step up.

"Well, hey, it's fine."

"Oh, I just want to talk, huh? Hee-hee. ”

Bai Pujia's laughter came through the telephone line, and at the same time, there were some deep and shallow footsteps. At this time, it was more than nine o'clock in the evening, and almost all of those who went to the classroom to review, read books in the library, and went out for activities were returning to the dormitory one after another.

Qin Wafan's side was also shuttling with some chaotic footsteps. He held the telephone, stood at the door and looked out, and clearly saw Bai Pujia wearing a blue and white long-sleeved knitted sweater, holding the microphone with her slender arms, sitting sideways, facing the telephone. With a slightly tilted neck, a curvaceous body, and a soft fluorescent lamp pouring down, he could even imagine that her fair and delicate face was covered with a layer of tiny droplets, making her whole face more moist and shiny. In the past three years, he has watched this scene more than a thousand times, and he still hasn't gotten tired of it, and it's beautiful.

It's beautiful. His heart, thump, thumped harder. Suddenly, out of nowhere, he finally opened his mouth wide, and said in a controlled panting voice:

"Pu Jia, I actually have something to tell you. Very important thing. ”

"Oh? What's up? Go ahead? ”

"Alas, it's important, it's not that important."

He was a little reluctant.

"It's okay, didn't you say we both know each other? It doesn't matter if it's heavy or not, you say, I'll listen. ”

The crisp sound of the white canopy leaves, sparkling in the microwave, like a breeze, is comfortable.

“…… Well, Pu Jia, I actually...... Well, I've always wanted to talk about it, and I'm worried that you won't be able to accept it......"

Qin Wafan was incoherent, Bai Pujia should be able to figure out from his words that he was stammering.

"Vafan, what is it, I can't accept it?"

The white pampas still have a soft voice.

"Well, Pu Jia, I'm going to say, I can't control it, if I don't say it, I'll jump from the fifth floor tonight!"

When Qin Wafan said this, the expansion of his heart was almost bursting through his chest. Yes, if he doesn't say it, even if he doesn't jump, he will die with a broken chest, he just said it, it's over.

"Vafan, don't worry, what is it that makes you so uncomfortable, you just say, I'll listen."

"Pu Jia, if I say it, will you ignore me from now on?"

"No!"

"Well, if I don't, I'd better not say it!"

Although Bai Pujia answered so surely, and although Qin Wafan's heart almost jumped out of his chest at that moment just now, he still lost his courage because he was afraid of losing her completely.

"Wafan, it's okay, just say what you want, I won't ignore you for anything, we've been friends for so long, how could we break off our friendship because of something said on the phone? It's impossible. ”

"But I don't know what to say!"

"It doesn't matter, you can say whatever you want. I can't blame you or anything. You can rest assured. ”

Bai Pujia's voice seemed to have a healing function, and Qin Wafan gradually regained his composure.

"Well, if not, I'll just not say it. That's it, it's good to be like this now. ”

"You better say it, you said it so seriously just now, if you don't say it, you will definitely feel sad when you hang up the phone."

"Okay, then I'll say it!"

Qin Wafan, who was about to retreat, finally decided to speak out under Bai Pujia's gentle encouragement:

"Pujia, I like you, I've always liked you, you know? If I hadn't told you what was in my heart today, I would have jumped from the fifth floor. ”

Qin Wafan almost dragged his crying confession.

"I know."

Bai Pujia replied gently and crisply.

"So, we, can we?"

Qin Wafan didn't even have the courage to ask that, then can you be my girlfriend?